thank you for your lines and for your worries about me, I am grateful that you are with me. The fact is that I have never been in such a situation and have never felt such fear as this time. Yes, there have been explosions before, I've heard everything and seen everything with my own eyes, but this is the first time I'm in the position I'm in now. Because we didn't have time to change our location in time and go to a safe place. Unfortunately, the worst thing happened, and now I'm in a hospital bed instead of treating soldiers. My injuries are not critical, it was only a primary dressing, and after examination, it turned out that I had only received a bruise and rupture of soft tissues. It's okay, as the damage is only on one arm. But thank you for your concern, I'm glad to know that someone in this world is worried about me.
I understand that you don't owe me anything, I'm nobody to you, and you don't have to worry so much about me. I only wrote this to you because I was and still am very scared. But I understand, I know that you don't owe me anything, and you don't owe me anything. I understand all this perfectly, I was just very scared and still very worried. Because as soon as I'm cured, I'll be sent back to my hospital. The thought of being able to survive a second time just kills me, because I might not come back. And now I understand it even better, Ralf, if only you understood the position I'm in right now. But as I told you, you don't owe me anything, I understand perfectly well, because you have your own life, and I have my own destiny. And I'm nothing to you, just a pen pal. I'm sorry I came to you, you're just the only one I know. I've just never had many friends, and now there aren't any left, the war has taken them all away. My parents died when I was very young, and my aunt raised me alone because she couldn't have children. But now she is engaged in humanitarian aid throughout Ukraine, in the regions that were attacked. Therefore, there is no contact with her now, I could ask her for 15,000 hryvnias, but unfortunately, I cannot contact her.
I'm really scared right now, I just can't find a place for myself, and I really want to live in peace right now. I can't take all this hell anymore. And so I started working on possible ways for me to leave the hospital and live in peace. And I found an option, but I didn't find a solution. I showed you this military document as an example, but if I get it, it will be completely filled out. But it is not so easy to get it, since only the chief physician can give it, and at his own risk he asks for payment in the amount of 50,000 hryvnias, and for all the time I managed to collect only 35,000 hryvnias. Unfortunately, this is currently not enough to fulfill the conditions of the chief physician. The fact is that this document gives me the opportunity to safely and legally leave the hospital and even the country. Since I am subject to military service, therefore, the conditions are individual for me.
I'm hugging you tight. Your sad Nina