Hello darling xxx.
I am very glad to receive your letter. Reading your letter makes me
feel better. I feel that I am not alone and that you can support me.
Yesterday I cried very much and for a long time I could not get a
dream. But today I calmed down a bit. But still it’s very hard for me.
You can’t imagine how bad I feel. I understand what you think, why
didn’t I get a tourist visa? But I told you why. My dear, I did not
get a tourist visa, because it was more difficult to get it and most
importantly I had to wait several months. I really wanted to come to
you as soon as possible and that's why I began to get a work visa.
Obtaining a tourist visa is more difficult because Russia has limited
the travel of tourists. There is a lot of terrorism in the world and
in order to leave for another country it is necessary to pass a lot of
checks. This is a special domestic law in Russia. I'm sorry, but I
can’t redo my visa. Even if I could redo my visa, it still would not
help. I must have money with any visa. But I hope that we can overcome
this problem together. We will be together anyway. I ask you to
forgive me that I did not carefully read the terms of the contract. I
did not know that I needed to have money. I'm not trying to steal your
money from you. I need them only to show them at customs. You
understand? I just need to prove that I have money and I can live in
your country. This is a condition of my visa. This was explained to me
at the embassy. There is such a law in Russia. That the government of
the country be calm for citizens leaving the country. This money will
confirm that I can provide myself with housing, food and I can come
back. Since I want to come to you, I will not spend this money! As
soon as I arrive at you, I will immediately give you your money. I
know that now a lot of girls are simply deceiving men and as soon as
they receive money, they disappear. But I am not like that! I am an
honest woman and never fool people. I understand that it is probably
difficult for you to believe in me and you need proof that I am not a
scammer. I do not know what to do? Tell me, what do you want to make
sure of my reality? My sweetness, I tried to ask money from my parents
and friends. But they cannot help me. They don’t have that amount.
This is a very large amount for Russia. In our city, people get very
little money. And to have such an amount of money you need to save
them a very long time. You know that I saved money for a year. I feel
very bad. I am writing you a letter, and tears flow from my eyes. I do
not know what to do? I went more than half the way, overcame many
difficulties. I spent all my savings. I only have money left for a
ticket to you. I was sure that I could come to you on my own and would
not ask you for anything. But unfortunately I was mistaken. xxx
if you can’t help me, then I don’t know what to do? I fell in love
with you very much. I can’t live without you. The world without you
seems quiet and gray to me. I just felt the taste of new life. That
life in which there is love and you are, my beloved man. And now my
life has lost its color. I don’t know what should I do if I lose you?
You stole my heart. And now it belongs only to you. xxx, I ask
you to believe me. I am not like many girls from Russia. I do not want
to deceive you. I hate these people who cheat. Indeed, it is because
of them that people cease to trust each other! I want to have a happy
family with you. The only thing I can do is sell my jewelry. But they
do not cost much. I will receive a small amount of money for them. But
I am ready to do it if you want. I reread all your letters. I
remembered how beautifully you wrote to me. Then I was in heaven with
happiness that I found you. And now I can’t believe what happened to
me. After all, everything was already ready for my arrival to you. I
was so happy. I beg you help me. I will ask God to help us. So we can
be together I am very ashamed to ask for your help. I never asked for
help. I always tried to solve my problems myself. But now I am
powerless. I simply cannot solve this problem myself. I can’t find
that amount of money. I know that this is also a lot of money for you,
but I ask you to ask for a loan from your relatives or friends. You
can also take a quick loan from the bank for several days. I tried to
take money from the bank, but they refused me. As you know, I lost my
job. And now not only the bank will not give me a loan. I hope you can
believe me and send me money. I know that you are a very good person.
And you will never leave your beloved girl in trouble. I am sending
you the most tender kisses. I hug you and kiss you tight. I will wait
for a quick reply from you.
Your Lena.
P.S. We need to solve this problem as quickly as possible. Because if
I do not leave my country in the near future, then my visa will be
blocked under the terms of the contract. I will not be able to get a
new one within 2 years, as I will violate the conditions of migration
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Yours faithfully, Elena. mailto:lenaruss83@postgmail.me