hello my love,
how your day today? I am writing to you, and I think what you do at this very moment.
Perhaps you sit at your computer right now and look at my pictures? I imagine now it myself and I am very pleased by these thoughts.
I would like you to think more about me. I know it is very hard on the soul when a person is constantly thinking of his beloved,
but I think the only way they can feel each other and be close, despite the great distance between them. Do you agree with me?
Personally for me it is. Sometimes I lay on the couch for a long time with thoughts of you. Different ideas as me about you and I feel you next to me.
I have a lot of time thinking about our first meeting, our first day lived through together.
I would like to write to you about these dreams, but they are incredibly romantic and even a bit sexy.
I'm a little flushed from the fact that I write to you that my dreams are a bit sexy, but it's true.
I would love to hug you right now and kiss your sweet lips. I would like to hold hands of your strong male body and kissing each cell of your body.
My God, forgive me, I'll write you how worried the woman. Believe me, I'm not like,
I just really want to be with you always and love every second of my life.
I believe that love - that feeling where you want to be confident in each other. If you wrote to me that you love me, that means you believe in me?
my love, I'm happy, if it is. I'm also sure you completely. I do not know how to explain it all to you,
but my seventh sense says that you are the man I was looking for my whole life. For me the main thing that you were only mine,
and that our feelings have always been mutual. I believe you that you never leave me, but I am very afraid of this.
Suddenly, you fall in love with another woman and forget about me? What do I do then?
I probably just kill myself because I do not want to spend the rest of life with thoughts of you.
I hope this will never happen and we will always love each other and we have very happy family. I will pray to God that all was well.
I really want to see you soon and I'm looking forward to it eagerly.
Today I was in a travel agency and asked them to hurry up with registration of my documents.
I was told that soon will try to make me a visa and if all goes well, then I have time to get a visa.
This of course depends not only on me, and from the travel agent. The same time dependent on the receipt of your embassy.
I was told that they charge for the examination of documents from 3 to 10 days.
But I still hope that they would not consider my application for a long time and drive for 3 days.
My love, remember I wrote you in my letter, I could not pay the full cost of traveling to your country.
Then, I wrote that I will try everything to pay for itself and will not ask for help from you.
That day, I was hoping that I will take out a bank loan for my trip, but unfortunately today I was denied credit.
I was told that due to the fact that I was fired from his job, they do not give me credit. Do not know what to do now.
I have already signed a contract with travel agency and now I need to find the money.
Today I asked for help from my friend and she said she would help me.
But unfortunately they just do not have a lot of money and help me with only a portion of money.
My love, if you could help me with 375 euro, what else I could find myself.
I was very inconvenient to ask you about money, but now I just have nowhere to go.
I need to find the money, but I do not know where to find them. I ask you just do not think badly of me.
My conscience is now chewing on me so, but without your help, I can not find the money itself and therefore I can not then come to visit you.
This is the only thing I ask you more and I'll never ask you for anything. I hope you understand me and can help me.
If I had not been such a situation at work, I would not have any problems with the trip for you, because I would have given a salary
and I would be able to come to you.
Well my angel, I received a long letter to you and you're probably already tired of reading.
Now I just have to wait for your answer. Now I can only hope for you and that you will not be angry with me because of my request.
I hope you will answer me my love. I love you my angel.
Your fiancee Mariia