Hi Xxxxxx!!!
I am sincerely pleased, that again I have an opportunity to write to you. Today I saw my mother in my dream and thought that I should tell to you about my mother because when I speak about it - I speak about my family. It is valid so because I never saw my grandmother and my grandfather. And I have no brothers and sisters. I was the only child in family, and my family has consisted from two people - my mother and me. I really feel proud when I speak about mother because she was very good woman. But together with it, each time recollecting my mother, is caused with tears to me, and I cannot hold them. My mother has died, when to me there were 17 years. Three years prior to its death my mother has damage to road incident. She stood in the street, and she has been brought down by the automobile. Probably, the driver is urgently drunk, because witnesses have told, that the automobile moved by a zigzag, and has suddenly appeared on sidewalk. As a result of collision my mother has  been paralyzed. She spent three years in an invalid armchair. I cared of it, have made everything that was in my forces to do a life for which she has been doomed since this moment - easy and joyful. I spent a few time with my friends and actually all my free time, which I spent about my mother. I was very happy, when my mother has smiled, because she smiled very seldom. She was ashamed of its feebleness. Each time when I went home after school, I looked at a window, and each time my mother met me. She looked out of the window and smiled. It happened always. She met me every day, and never overlooked. For this reason I was disturbed at once when I came back from school and I looked out of the window and did not see my mother there. I have understood, that something is wrong. I have rushed off home with tears in my opinion. When I opened a door, I have understood, that I have remained one. As it is usual my mother sat in its chair. But she was dead. I remember, how I stretche  d my hand and have touched its pulse. Has darkened in my opinion, and my legs did not obey me. I could not stand. I thought, that I should go mad. I felt, that I lose consciousness, and I have lain on a floor. I sobbed and could not calm down. I could not imagine, that I shall live without mother. She was the person, for which I lived. I have made all for it, that was in my forces. She was such good mother. She taught me everything that I can make in this life. My mother dreamed to lift me as fair and decent lady. I was the only child, and mother has given me infinite love. And I tried to make everything, to be the worthy daughter, to be its worthy love. And I hope, that I began such lady as my mother wanted to see me. Now I estimate difficulties of my time in the various ways. Difficulties train character. I lived without the help and support; I have passed various difficulties about which I do not want to speak. But I have passed these difficulties and I remember it, I fee  l, that I have made all correctly. My mother always spoke me, that is necessary to look at difficulties with a smile which is not mentioning that there is a shout of despair in a throat and there are tears in eyes. It is necessary to be strong and proud - as my mother was. Forgive to me, that I have told to you about it so in detail. But I speak about my mother seldom. But when I speak about it, I cannot make it in a few words. I loved her very much and for this reason I have told to you small things about it. Forgive me. I have decided to divide my memoirs with you as with the friend because I did not speak about it with anybody about current of long time. Forgive me, that my letter is sad, big and not interesting. Simply, when I start to speak about my mother, I cannot stop. But I promise to not write such letters more. 
Tell to me more in detail about your relatives with whom you live, you live one? 
Now I rent an apartment in Yoshkar-Ola. And I would like to tell to you about the apartment. There is one room, kitchen and bathing. I understand, that it - a small apartment, but I feel convenient in this apartment. And my apartment is near to my work. I need 20 minutes to reach shop in which I work. I frequently go to my work on foot when I am not late and when weather remarkable. Sometimes I reach up to shop by the bus. But I do not love it because buses are always full, and it is not convenient to stand there. Tell to me about your apartment, it is very interesting to me. 
I want to ask you: the nationality has the person, important for you if you should worry about them? I have no such damage. The nationality is not important for me. I do not look at eyes, color of a leather. And I do not think, where the person has been given birth. I want to find the person with kind heart. I love kindness, and I hate anger. For me the most important in the man - honesty and kindness. Without it is not possible to create the world of harmony and love. Roughness destroys love. I am ready to give all my love to the man which as is ready to give me his love. I think it in any relations the main thing - mutual respect and mutual understanding. I think it so. Kindness. Honesty. Respect. I and my girlfriend Svetlana became girlfriends because we lived in nearby buildings and also have together gone to school. 
I have no any pets. But I dream to have a dog. Only I cannot solve, what dog I want. I equally love the big and small dogs. Probably, my choice to stop on the big dog because I live one. I am afraid to remain at home one, because crimes in Russia at the highest level. But it will not be probable with the big dog so dangerously. 
I should finish the letter. 
Sincerely and with best regards Olga.

Hi Xxxxxx!!!
Today I have so much a lot of work, that I was afraid, that I shall not have time to receive your letter. And I should tell, that it has frightened me. But now I have found a free time and I am very pleased. Thanks for your kind letter. My last letter was sad. For this reason I shall not try today to write about sad things. I waited your letter with the big impatience, and now I am happy, to read it. 
Tell to me, how at you affairs? How your mood today? I hope, that at you all is good, that you had fine time. 
Today at me fine mood. Because today we with my girlfriend shall go to a zoo. It - the Moscow Zoo which has arrived in Yoshkar-Ola within a week. Good news, because the Moscow Zoo - the biggest zoo in the country. So everyone discusses these news. Everyone wants to visit a zoo because round will last within several days. I love animals very much, and I never saw the Moscow zoo. I never saw alive tigers and bears. You sometime saw a tiger or a bear? The biggest animal whom I saw in my life - a horse. I like horses very much and I think, that they the most beautiful animals on a planet. I always dreamed to have some pets - a cat or a dog. But when I think, that the small puppy will wait for me at home one, I feel pity. For this reason I have no pets. I always wait during many week-end with impatience because I am tired mentally and physically on work. For this reason week-end - the unique opportunity for me to remain and receive new forces. I spend week-end in another way. Some  times I want to have a rest simply in my apartment. I love my apartment - small and convenient. On week-end I always clean an apartment properly. I love cleanliness. And though I always try to hold mine an apartment pure, there is always something to make about the house on week-end. But when I want to relax really, I listen to music or I read books. I like to read books especially historical novels about ancient Russia or other countries. I like to spend time with my friends. I have many friends, but Svetlana the best girlfriend. We friends already for many years. When we meet with my friends, air is filled by laughter. We like, to walk, we like, to go at cinema or park. If you want, I can tell to you about my friends, about my best girlfriend. I like to spend time on the nature open-air very much. In a camping of Russia it is very popular. I adore to go in a wood and to live in tent. At us about city it is a lot of bases of rest, but we like one tourist base of rest. All o  f us time visit her. She is on coast of the big river "Volga". It is the big river, and we like to have a rest on this base. Still we with my friends take small compensatory holidays and we go in a backpacking on our wood. We is usually far from city we do not leave. We leave approximately on 15-20 kilometers from city. I even remember, it certainly is a little amusing, as we with my girlfriend have lost the way in a wood. We have lagged behind our friends and have unintentionally lost the way. But, thank God, we with it have found them, it is good, that they have recollected us and too have begun our searches. On the nature we prepare for some dishes. I like to prepare on fire. Is not present what more, it is wonderful, when in air aromas of a wood, the rivers and a smoke mix up together. I am romantic, undoubtedly. I am valid similarly to cookery. I know, that I do it well because I began to prepare since the childhood. My mother taught me many things, including cookery. S  he spoke me: " Lady who can prepare well, has no inconveniences and lacks, because the tasty foodstuffs - a way to heart of the man ". It can be right they. I love the Russian dishes, and my favourite dish - pancakes. I am not sure, whether you know such dish. It - the Russian national dish. A pancake - round thin bread. Probably, there is it with filling and without. For filling we use forcemeat of meat, cottage cheese or jam. It depends on what pancakes you want. You prefer what dishes? 
I do not know, whether I have told to you about my father. It is unpleasant for me, but I should tell to you about it. I never saw it. My mother has told to me, that it has left us when I was still small. For this reason I do not remember it. I never asked my mother about it. And she did not speak me. To tell the truth, I do not want to know, where it is and than it is now. I have a question for you. Whether there are many divorces at you in the country? In Russia it is very often thing. It is a lot of men in Russia - alcoholics and for this reason women cannot live with them further. My mother did not marry more. I never thought of that, how many I want to have children. Such decision is necessary for accepting together with the man which becomes the father of these children. It is not important for me where to live, Russia or any other country. It not the main thing. The main thing - that was love. The main thing - together with beloved. 
Write to me, I with impatience shall wait for yours the letter. 
With best regards Olga.

Bommo schrieb on 13. Oktober 2010 um 21:50:

also wenn ich mal dort bin, brauche ich 3 Monate um die alle zu treffen

My dear where are you??? Why you do not write to me??? I waited for your letter. But you have not written to me and I am upset.

Zitat:


Läßt Du Vlad mal wieder an der langen Leine zappeln? 

Headhunter schrieb on 16. Oktober 2010 um 16:11:


Welche Nummer hat er denn? 

Greetings my dear friend Xxxxxx!
I hope, that you not against if I speak so. Thanks for your letter. Any day I feel more needs to receive your letter. My mood became better again when I receive from you the letter. I should tell to you, that you do not represent, as I am happy, that you have written to me the letter. It is very pleasant for me to see your letter. I waited your letter with impatience. Your letter has cheered me up.
How at you an affair today? How your mood today? I hope, that at you all is good, that you had fine time. Tell to me as you, than were engaged.
I'm fine. I spoke you in my last letter on visiting a zoo, and I want to tell to you about it, to share with you my impressions about that zoo. I went to a zoo with the best girlfriend, with Svetlana. I and my girlfriend have been very much surprised, that there were so many various animals. But the majority of excitement has been caused by the moment when we saw the elephant. It was very big animal. Also we saw a tiger. It sat in a cell and looked at us gently. But I know, that it - very strong and dangerous animal. I saw a camel. About, you saw it? This very proud animal. I have been impressed with his constant calmness. In a zoo we were very for a long time and consequently we have very much got hungry. Therefore we with the girlfriend ate many pies and drank tasty tea. I very much love tea. After a zoo we have together come back home, we were cheerful and pleased. By the way, when I of the profit to work, today my mood was bad, because my girlfriend was ill, and now she i  s in hospital. The most sad thing - that she has birthday today. To it of 29 years today. Unfortunately, she will spend her birthday in hospital. I already talked to the doctor, and to me will allow to spend evening in its chamber. In the evening I shall bake a pie, to buy balloons and to go to hospital. I want very much that she had good mood on its birthday. She my best girlfriend. By the way, she works with me in shop. We friends for many years. Svetlana and I, are similar to sisters. Svetlana and I like to walk on fresh air. Usually we walk in park. But as we like, to waste time in a garden of vegetable Svetlana. She lives in the old wooden house. I do not know, whether you saw such buildings. These buildings have been constructed before the second world war, in the fortieth years. They very old buildings which have no a bath and a water pipe. So people should take water outside. In the modern world such conditions seem very awful, but it - is valid so. We like, to waste
  time in a garden of vegetable Svetlana. There is a potato, cucumbers and tomatoes to not buy them in the market because in the winter of their price raise very highly. Every winter Svetlana and I do the big yeti of the big spheres of a snow. We do carrots instead of a nose and a potato instead of eyes. It is very amusing. Children of all neighbor arrive to see it. We do the big yeti every year. It is tradition for us. We pour it with water to close ice. So it costs within the whole winter. 
Svetlana speaks, that she wants to live in the big city. I do not know, where it is better. The big city - the big movement, a fast rhythm of a life, a garland of fires, show-windows of a lightning, high buildings, fountains, cinema, parks, temptations, theatres. It is wonderful certainly, I too love it. But in our city fresh air, is a lot of trees and birds. We have many small and big lakes. Places are very beautiful. If there was no criminal, the place could be considered as paradise. But, alas, the criminal in small cities, as well as in big - an integral part of our life. Unfortunately, the criminal in Russia is located at very high level. But I do not want to tell about sad things. I should finish my letter. I do not want, but at me still it is a lot of work. Today when I shall arrive to Svetlana, we shall speak about you. She likes to ask about you, I like to speak it. I want to ask you, what does you happy? Now I am happy, that I receive your letters, and I as am happy  , that I have such friend as you. I hope, that you will write already soon to me. Write to me, I with impatience shall wait your letter. 
Sincerely yours and with best regards Olga

also so viel können nur Frauen schreiben

Hello Xxxxxx!!!
Tell to me, what weather at you? Perhaps, after work I today shall go on foot. I like to go along the street and to breathe fresh air, is especial when weather remarkable. Actually I do not want to go home. It very boringly and alone at home. Sometimes I do not mention it, but sometimes when I come home with good mood, I want to speak very much, to divide ideas with anyone, to have an entertainment. But my apartment is empty, and I should be in full loneliness. And my good mood disappears. I simply sit in an armchair and I look in a window. And when the silence deafens me when I hear as my streams of blood in my veins, I hear movement of my eyelashes, during that moment becomes intolerable, and my heart is compressed. I do not know how to struggle with it. I can listen to music or read the book. But through some moment I understand, that I only deceive myself. Actually I want, that the beloved person was about me with whom I can spend evenings, meet morning, speak about yeste  rday and about tomorrow day. I want to go and feel, that the strong hand of the man holds me. I do not want to prepare I peep only for myself directly. I want, that someone has estimated it. But it is enough about it. I have told to you, that I have visited Svetlana in hospital. I was there, within two hours, and Svetlana was very happy, that I should spend its birthday together with it. She has told to me, that it can be, she would not be in hospital long time. I have brought to it a chocolate pie, flowers and balloons. These balloons - one color dark blue, is my favorite color. And I hope, that Svetlana, similarly to this also. And you love dark blue color? Svetlana and I spoke about you. I have told, that you are very good person. Svetlana has told to me and wished success in my relations with you. 
Now I have not enough time, and I on it finish the letter. Write to me, I with impatience shall wait your letter.
Sincerely yours Olga