Der nächste Tag... Hi xxx,
Just thought I'd write you a short note to tell you how much I
enjoyed hearing from you. I can't recall when I had a more
pleasant time as this and just to wake up and have a new good
morning message.Thanks so much for the beautiful lines, i really
enjoyed reading everything that was in the message and my
heart is full of great happiness and tears , i can't explain to you
now why i have so much tears when i was reading your mail but
i hope later i will let you know because i have not dreamed or
either thought of the possibility of meeting someone so special
like you who is so open and willing to share everything about
her life to me as you did to me.... Everything felt so natural, and
you were very easy to talk to even on our first conversation at
the fs24 and i can never forget all these Ramona. It's hard for me
to identify what it is about you that attracts me so. I suppose it
might be the combination of your great sense of humor, your
charming personality and your good-looks. Whatever it is, I can
sense it's presence. You could call it chemistry, or better yet, the
possibility that we are on the same wavelength......xxx, I
really hope that our first time was not our last because I felt
very special when I was with you the other time and whenever i
have a mail message from you now. I truly want to give our
friendship a chance to grow and please i promise you that i will
forever be honest with you and i will never do anything to hurt
you , i promise to open up my heart and everything to you and
all i want you to see me is that am for real and am not ready to
play on anybody's intelligent to dupe them from their
possessions, even may the almighty God punish me for that
Ramona, i have read along the paragraphs of your letter that
we needed to build trust, great that is a very nice and beautiful
idea my dearest one xxx, and i do agree with you so
sincerely because without trust there can be no love and where
there is trust, there is love and simply because every good
relationship is built on trust....
Dearest Ramona, It is very important for me to express to you
how much you really mean to me now. I wish I could do this in
person while holding you in my arms and gazing into your eyes.
But since we are physically separated by miles of emptiness, this
expression must come in the form of letters such as
this....xxx, I know it is difficult for you, as it is for me, to be
separated by few miles of emptiness at this moment and i just
want to encourage and let you know that this is just how things
are for now and this is not how things are going to be forever
because i have a very strong believe that you have been directed
to me by the power of God's own finger and that God has a
great appointment for you and I to accomplish this year and so i
feel and i want you also to believe that it is God that put together
every good relationship that last a life time and for a marriage
and no one can put asunder.... Life seems to be full of trials of
this type which test our inner strength, and more importantly,
our devotion and love for one another. After all, it is said that
"True Love" is boundless and immeasurable and overcomes all
forms of adversity. In truth, if it is genuine, it will grow
stronger with each assault upon its existence......distances are
just few numbers and if together you and i we work hard there is
nothing that is beyond our limit and i also think and believe that
you may be the right person for me and i also want you to know
that i want us to build trust and stay connected and see the
miracles that will happen because i still believe in new found
love and i want to show much care and love and to also be loved
back in return.... xxx, our love has been assaulted many
times, and I am convinced that it is true because the longer I am
away from you now , the greater is my yearning to be with you
real soon. I cherish any thought of you, prize any memory of
you that rises from the depths of my mind now as we begin this
relationship, and live for the day when our physical separation
will no longer be.. because it is said that " a thousand mile is
usually taking by a step" and that is so true because we've just
met few days ago but it looks as if we have been in the
relationship for weeks,...that is how strong our affair is going to
be like because i understand already the feeling behind your
words and I'm ready and ever willing to be beside you although
love is not a destination , is a journey but i know my heart has
reserved a place in me for you and i promise never to fail you
and that is why this morning i want you to let you know
xxx that if you had the chance to taste the glimpse of my
love, you will never regret it and if you also give me the chance, i
will show you how much i do truly care and love you and i
promise to always and forever be faithful to you, I want to treat
you like no other man and i want to make you the happiest
woman on the planet earth.....Ramona, let's us be honest with
ourselves now as we have already started and that is one great
ingredient because every good relationship is built on honesty
and i promise to be very honest with you just as my name
sounds Ernest.
xxx, i want you to know these because in your interesting
letter you ask me what would i like a woman, well, i think my
answer is so definite and positive and that is i need nothing but
true care, honesty, faithfulness, sincerity, patient, understanding
and love. But also my idea of a partner is that she must be very
romantic and demanding for sexual intercourse and must be
ready to satisfy and make me feel good like a man in bed and I'm
very prepared for that as well to give it back in return because
am a man and i know what women likes the most and am going
to give it out all without reservation..grins!.. xxx, you have also asked me How do you imagine from the cooperation?, well, i think our friendship is going to be so great simply because we both have a lot in common and i believe that we are on the same wave length and i do like everything about you now and my answer is postive i want to go out with you and i will be happy to be there for you and only you and no other woman and also is my dream that we live together one day as one big family with great joy and happiness and you can be there true representation of the mother of my child Lewis and Lewis will be very glad , i know it, to also have an elderly sibling who is your son at 22 years and i will be very glad if you could please send me his picture so that i can show it to Lewis and today, i think is better for me to let him see all your pictures and i will let you know about his feelings upon viewing your picture later then, i hope that is okay...because Lewis is my everything and i do share in everything that i do with him and so that he is not left behind, because he is my best friend and i love him so much....
Dearest xxx, you want to know if Lewis is with me, yes he lives with me but he is right now in a boarding house school but he usually comes back home every available weekend to spend the weekend with me and goes back to school....concerning the death of his mother, Lewis was rather unfortunate and that he did not even know of his mother and to me myself it was really hard for me to forget about the lost but gradually i had to let it go and so now am free and i think this is time the for me to be in a new relationship because I've been feeling so lonely and all alone and now I'm tired of being in that prison of loneliness...smile...i need my other half, a true soul mate, the love of my life...grins .., you know, honestly, her death was as a result of illness, two years after Lewis was born, she suffered from breast cancer and she had to be operated surgically and unfortunately, she met her instant death and she passed away...God is the one that gives life and he has possessed his own thing and i can do nothing, absolutely nothing but i know that he is the same God yesterday, today and forever and he has all the powers to connect me and liberate me from all my moments of solitudes and that is why am so glad at this moment because we are almost half of this year and i believe this years is my year of double grace and my resolution for this years is almost come because my dreams will soon be translated to reality and i will never be left behind, I'm ready to share the testimony and the day when I will no longer wake up alone in bed..that will be a great miracle!
xxx, i wish to continue but to end here now and please tell me if you are not in communication with other men on the fs24.de because you are the only one am talking to now and i hate talking to third party when am in a relationship, please be very honest with me because i want us to have time for each other and also concentrate and with the help of regular and constant mail exchange, and alongside with telephone calls and exchange of web camera i think all these will make our relationship much more interesting and sincere.....Until we meet and hear from each other once again, i wish you a very pleasant and a nice day and please try to send me the picture of your son because I will be very glad to have a look and also Lewis his little brother will be glad to know about him, ...what work is your son specialist in?? and what are you purely, are you a nurse???? well, i did not get your occupation well but i hope you let me know well in your next reply.....take care and i look forward to hear from you soonest...i will be thinking about you and i hope you do the same, in the morning, Jack and I will go for a walk together with Lewis because he is on mid -term so we go for a walk to the lake side and later i open my laptop when we are back and after taking a breakfast to check on you to see if i have mails from you.Bye for now xxx.
Yours to be,
Ernest.