My love Markus, how you?
So it is pleasant to receive your letters and so I like to write to
you. It seems to me is surprising to be on the Internet, but you
beside are not present Markus. You somewhere away I here. As life
and as each day is unpredictable is surprising when we may write each
other the letter.
I always wait for your letter and am very rare when i come the same
day in the Internet of cafe if I do not see your letter to me it
becomes very sad though I know, that you for certain do not have time
and you may not write to me so quickly. I began to save money to see
you in the person and I hope when it really will take place it there
will be a great holiday for two in love people which really want a
meeting with the friend the friend. You have dream Markus? My dream
is, that we could see each other and I know, that the destiny does not
do a thing simply so. And I believe, that we really shortly might
meet. When the person openheartedly and soul devotes the body and soul
to other person, unless there may be something that was so highly in
ours with you relations Markus? You agree with me Markus? I hope, that
my following question will not cause you any negative phenomena in my
address because I wanted to ask you Markus about some part of sexual
relations. I do not think it criminal, but your opinion a little bit
others will be possible as against me and to me it would like to know.
I think, that we with you love consisting in letters develops in us
with you Markus higher and moral feelings and consequently the
question on the sexual relation seems to me accepted in the given
situation. And consequently I hope, that you will understand me in it.
I only wanted to ask you if erotic dreams dreamed you and you saw us
with you together, you counted it normal? I understand, that anyone
the man as against the woman demands that its need was satisfied (me
it seems, that with a nature will not argue) and consequently I shall
understand you Markus that you communicate with other women and even
it is possible not only it. I shall never judge you for it, and I
simply wanted to tell, that when we would shall be near to you I never
has dared that, you did something similar with other women but when we
now so far apart I always can understand it. Here in Russia I have not
found such the man and consequently to me have prompted to find the
man in other country and when I have found you Markus I think, that
this big happiness for me lets to not be at all with you beside but to
know, that you are also you need in me as well as I in you. And
consequently when the woman does not have a near of the man it tries
to leave in work and to think only of the family. Absolutely is not
present, I did not begin to hate all men after my last experience with
the young man who enjoyed my trust. I have simply understood, that it
will be difficult for me to find such person who might not release me
and which would trust me in all. Markus you are very important to me
and important as never in my life and consequently I feeling necessity
of our meeting shall try to do all that we Markus have met you. In my
life anybody might not be yet so close as you Markus and when our
meeting happen, and I know, that it necessarily happen, I shall be
very glad to that we have met you also I I know, that our first
meeting will be remembered to us with you Markus on all stayed life. I
finish on it the letter to you Markus and I shall wait for your letter
my love! I wish you successful day, yours Olga!