Today was a rather unusual day. After finishing work, I was walking my usual route home. On the way home, I saw someone who now gives me rather unpleasant associations with gyms. Of course, I'd like to tell you right away about what happened so you can support me and calm me down a bit. But I think it's best to reply to your letter first.
My dear xxx, I can't evaluate your English because I use a translator to communicate with you. But I'd be interested in trying to learn English. Maybe you could teach me a little? You described your apartment to me. I'd love to see photos of it. And I'd love even more to visit it in person. You told me about how you and your friends relax at the lake. I'd love to lie in the sun by the lake right now with you, my dear xxx...
I'm so out of it that I've even lost all desire to cook a new delicious dish for dinner. So I just piled up some leftovers from the day before, put the kettle on, and microwaved the plate to warm up dinner.
Now I want to share with you what happened to me at my student gym. There weren't many people there, so I wasn't so shy about going, and the membership was pretty cheap. I just wanted to keep my body in shape. I want to be honest with you, so I'll say I was mostly working out my butt.
And then, on one of those regular gym days, something happened that completely ruined my desire to work out outside the house. It was about three years ago, in early May. There was a guy who went to that gym. He'd clearly been going there longer than I had, was pretty fit, and was a couple of years older than me, just finishing his studies. It seemed like we worked out on the same days, as I saw him there almost every time I trained. I'll be honest, I was attracted to him, and judging by the look in his eyes, the feeling was mutual. I'll always remember the day the incident happened. There were about 5 or 7 other people there besides me and that guy. I started my workout as usual, and toward the end, I noticed he was already pretty tired and his entire shirt was wet. When I finished my workout, I went to the locker room and decided to take a shower. I undressed and had just turned on the water when this guy walked in on me. He was only wearing a towel, but when he saw me, he pulled it down, and I saw that he was ready for sex. At that moment, my world turned upside down, and I screamed at the top of my lungs. I was lucky that he was already finished with his workout, and I was able to break free from his grasp. I ran into the locker room, still screaming. At that moment, another girl entered and started chasing the guy away in every way possible. He just looked at me intently and left without a word. That girl advised me to file a police report against him or at least report everything to my supervisor. But I thought this incident could seriously tarnish my reputation, so I asked her not to tell anyone about it. She agreed, though it took a while. I thanked her and headed home, looking back along the way.
After that day, I never saw that guy again. I don't even know his name, and I didn't want to find out. But today I saw him walking hand in hand with a girl. They were happy, and I noticed that the girl was pregnant. Of course, I tried to make sure he didn't see me and crossed the street to avoid making eye contact.
My dear, I completely lost track of time, and now I have to reheat my dinner. When I write to you, the world around me seems to stand still. And now I'm going to go have dinner and think about you and me. I like to imagine us spending time together.
With love, yours, Nina.