Hello xxx,
I hope this letter reaches you in good health and high spirits.
And to make your mood more ardent, I just want to surprise you this ,
I am sending you a video of me where I send you a fiery kiss,
https://file.sampo.ru/k56f4f/ I hope my kiss will warm your heart and melt your ice.
My name is Kanyshai and I wrote this letter to share with you my thoughts and observations about love relationships.
Firstly, I forgot to tell you, I am 33 years old but I look younger,
since I have not had a physical job in my life,
In my last letter I already told you that I work as a seller of cosmetics and perfumes in the Letual Store
I work don t for myself. I have a boss.
And I got a job under an employment contract with a fixed salary.
I don t receive large fees for my work.
I have a salary and every month I receive a fixed salary.
In other words, my salary is the same every month, and like all normal people, I stretch it so that it’s enough for me.
How are you doing with this?
I have 2 jobs, because in Russia you can only survive by working 2 jobs at the same time.
I rent a small room 4 by 4 meters, where I give therapeutic massage only to women.
I went to massage training courses for 2 months, and so I have additional income in order to survive here in Novosibirsk.
I need to have 2 jobs here and that’s just to survive.
I would like to tell you a few words about myself and my past life, why I am here and how it led me to seek relationships in another country.
I ve had a bad relationship experience here in my country.
I was disappointed and hurt to learn that there was no mutual respect and support in this relationship.
This led me to the realization that I want to find an exceptional relationship where a man will respect and appreciate his beloved woman.
Past relationships were solely on the fact that I must completely obey a man who often waved his hand to try to hit me.
There were blows, and it was at the most inopportune moment, every time I was not ready to be hit.
I m just tired of enduring such a life and such relationships,
I found the strength in myself to take all my will into a fist and I got out of such a relationship,
because I feel like an abuser all the time.
Do you know what it s like to be an abuser?
An abuser is a relationship in which a partner violates the personal boundaries of another person, humiliates,
allows cruelty in communication and actions in order to suppress the will,
often cruelty manifests itself in physical violence.
To put it simply, an abuser is a victim.
I repeat. I took all my willpower into a fist and loudly declared that I was tired of such relationships
and that I wanted to break such relationships once
and for all so that I would no longer feel like an abuser.
I lived alone for about a year in order to restore my former feelings and come to a normal life and no longer feel that someone humiliates me.
In my free time, I read a lot and walked outdoors.
I became interested in studying relations in other countries.
And I came to the conclusion that it is easier and more reliable to build an honest and healthy relationship in another country.
I started researching relationships in other countries, I learned about the culture and values of people in your country.
Around the world, the traditional respect and care that men show to their partners is famous.
In your country, there is an opportunity to find a relationship in which each partner will mutually support each other and succeed in everything together.
I am not looking for the perfect fairy tale, but I hope to find a partner who appreciates and respects me for who I am.
If you are open to acquaintance and are interested in the opportunity to get to know each other better, I would like to continue our communication.
I would be glad if you tell me about your views on relationships and what they mean to you.
And now, in addition to everything that I wrote above, I want to share with you my photo from my personal photo album, I wish you a pleasant viewing.
Don’t judge my photo harshly, I’m a girl and I always want to look my best in the photo, stomach drawn in, chest forward, this is what all people on earth do who want to have a great photo in their photoalbum,
I am sending you a photo in maximum resolution, so you can enlarge my photo if you like it.
I didn’t reduce the quality of the photo; in case you want to print my photo and hang it somewhere on your wall or even put my photo in a photo frame. What do you say to this?
Can not wait for your reply.
I wish you peace in your heart for the whole day
Best wishes,
Kanyshai