I am so glad to receive your letter, you are such a caring man!
First, I will write to you that I am in a good mood and I want to enjoy life!
My dearxxxxx, yesterday I met with the landlord of the apartment and he allowed me to stay in the apartment for this whole week.
This makes my life easier and I have time to find a place to sleep in Dublin until I agree with you my dear xxxxxo move to you in Germany.
This weekend, I will be transporting my wardrobe, household items and dishes to my friend, who is my work colleague.
My work colleague's name is Linda, she allowed me to stay with her for a while until I solve my problems with housing.
Linda is just as concerned about my situation as you are my man xxxxx, so she also wants to help me and not leave me on the street.
Now I don't have time to play sports.
Yes, of course, I used to run and go to the gym. I needed to keep myself in shape because of my profession.
I have never done charity work. Tell me about group things with friends?
Now I don’t have many acquaintances, because my life has changed a lot over the past year. I will tell you about my life in my letters gradually.
Send me your photos, I really want to see you.
As I promised you my dear xxxxx to be frank and truthful, I will continue my story about my past.
In 2021, Jose and I moved to live in Dublin, so I met another civilization that spoke a language I did not understand.
Jose also did not know English, but he managed to learn it, unlike me.
Jose entered into the inheritance and became a wealthy young guy.
This spoiled our love relationship, as Jose began to drink heavily and lead an immoral lifestyle.
All this irritated me very much and I was afraid of losing Jose.
After six months of living in Dublin, Jose began to reproach me for not sharing his views and not drinking alcohol with him.
Jose began to make new friends in Dublin, most of them young men from wealthy families whom he met in clubs.
One day Jose came home at night drunk and told me that he had found me a modern career that would make our couple rich.
Jose suggested that I become a lingerie model, I liked this idea, but I did not know then that it would ruin my life!
I went through three castings and was offered a job shooting for a magazine, one of the French brands.
I was very pleased with this offer and happily agreed to the first photo shoot in my life.
My dearxxxxx, this is how I made my first € 10000 in one day.
A week later I received a new offer with a salary of € 19000, I was overwhelmed with happiness.
When I came to the agency, I was met by several men who were customers.
These men spoke to me in Spanish, they told me that I should go with them to a hotel and have sex.
If I agreed to their terms, they would double my fee and hire me to be the face of their brand in Ireland.
At that time, I was very young and did not encounter people's dirty thoughts and thought that all people are sincere.
I rejected their offer and ran out of the office in tears.
Then I decided for myself that the modeling business is very cruel and I will no longer work in this area.
When I came home all teary-eyed and confused, I thought that Jose would calm me down and be able to protect me.
But in place of this, I saw a terrible picture in my house, it completely destroyed my psyche!
At that moment, Jose was not alone, he was very drunk and lay in an embrace with a drunken blonde who is 10 years younger than me.
This young girl was a neighbor in Jose's new apartment, which he inherited.
I was speechless and realized that Jose betrayed me and no longer loves me.
I calmly woke up Jose and asked for an explanation from him.
To which Jose made it clear to me that he no longer loved me and was now in love with this young Englishwoman.
That day I lost a loved one and my world collapsed, I remember this day, it was 23 August 2021.
Then I had to look for an apartment in Dublin and think about how to find money to live in Ireland.
It was the most difficult stage in my life, but I will tell you about it a little later.
My dearxxxx, I now want to complete this letter.
I hope that you will read my letter today and I will receive your reply.
I am sending you a short video that is stored in my computer.
The video was made from my first casting in Dublin.
I wish you good mood! Kissing your lips!
With very best wishes from Marika