Thank you for your new letter xxx. It really improved my mood. Now we are just start to learn each another superiorly. And each your new message is nice surprise for me. And I hope it will be continued. But I ask you if one day you lost affected in talking with me, or mayhap you have any serious reasons to complete it, please tell me of it directly! I do not would like to sit waiting for your message for a large number of days and never receive it. Can you give assurance me that?
The same time, I can’t promise that I will contact you every day. But I will do my best to contact you as often as possible. I fail to remember to tell you that I contact you letters from my task when I have satisfactory amount free time for it or from an Internet cafe. Unfortunately, at job I can’t often use a computer, because it is often required by the administrator of salon and the Internet speed is very weak here. In an Internet cafe, this is somewhat rather, but Internet speed is either weak. This is a misfortune in our whole little city. In our country internet job great solely in capital Tashkent. All provincial cities have very bad internet quality and slow speed of it. due to Internet providers or mobile operators do not wish to invest a lot of sources in development and quality, cause the total number of residents is small and this is not profitable.
Thanks for talking about your life. I appreciate your openness and honesty and I feel like I got to know you better as a result. But why didn't you send your photo? I hope you do so in your next letter. It will help me to know your life better. I also wanted to congratulate you on your recent birthday, and wish that all your dreams come true! I also understand that films are often limited in time and cannot include every detail from the book. That's why I also like books more.
Meantime everything is fine here. My work day is over for today. Because of it I can spend extra time contacting you a detailed letter. The weather is nice sufficient for it season. In this letter I will try to tell you more about myself, my current life, my past. I suppose that our past is a very important thing that allows us to draw some conclusions of our present life. Our past is our experience, whatever bad or joyful it may be. This is a part of our life. But at the same time, living only with thoughts of the past, memories or regrets is not right. Then we will not be able to enjoy the current life and make plans for the future. What do you suppose of it? Is your past very important for you and how often do you recall it?
Firstly I wanted to tell you that because early childhood I had serious problems in relations with my father. And the reason of it is a religion of my country. And it’s Islam. You be informed about, it’s not so easy to be girl with strong character and concepts of justice in Muslim country with numerous religious traditions. I didn’t want my father told me how to act, whom to marry and how to dress. I couldn’t accept it. That’s why already numerous years I don’t speak with my father at all.
In my last letter, I told you that 3 years ago I began a completely new life. I varied this priority and thought about what I really wish, what kind of life, what future and what values are really important for me in it life. All it happened At the end of the death of my mother. It was a very difficult period in my life. I had the feeling that I was completely alone in it world, without moral support, without the closest person who loved me sincerely and wished for me exclusively the best. She died of stomach cancer. Unfortunately, it was diagnosed too late. She fought for a whole year. And my father didn’t have a way to help her and I got my mother to my flat in Tashkent that time. I helped her with all my strength and resources. During that year of fighting the disease, my mother had 2 trips to Israel for treatment and 1 trip to Germany. Unfortunately, all it did not have real help. At that moment, I realized that in this life, the most necessary, most valuable and most important thing is that loved ones, close people have to be near, be healthy and happy. At that moment, I realized that my antecedent ideals, goals were false. I wanted to be succeed in business, to develop into famous and so on. During all it, I spent too much time and effort. And the worst thing is that for this I had to sacrifice touch with my mother, those precious moments that we could spend together. Forgive me for telling you all this now ... You barely know me, and here I say you the unhappy moments of my life. I consider that on it I need change the subject of the letter so as not to make it too sad.
Because in fact, I am a very positive, open, easy-going woman. I think in the future, you will find out it. As you before know, my age is 37 years old. My birth date is May 3, 1985, my zodiac sign is Tauarus. If you guess in the Zodiac? I have never attached plenty importance to this. When I was a young girl, I was addicted and read a lot of it. But later I realized that it is not possible to describe millions of people with one common template. My religion is Islam. But I didn't choose it. And if to say you the truth I never like all this traditions, rules and position of woman in it. Because of it I don’t visit Mosque at all. I don’t dress dark clothes and don’t hide my face. And I suppose that in future I be able to change my religion.
My height is 171 centimeters. My weight is 54 kilograms. My natural hair color is blonde and it’s very strange for woman in my country. Eye color is brown. My main hobby is - cook food. I like to learn new recipes, experiment with spices. I try to do sport regularly, morning jogging, gymnastics, sometimes a fitness salon.
I in addition really admire listening to classical music. It is so calm, relaxing, pacifying, allowing you to immerse yourself in your thoughts and memories. My favorite composers are Vivaldi, Chopin, Mozart and Tchaikovsky. Of modern composers, I really take pleasure in Ludovico Einaudi. In my antecedent life in Tashkent, I loved more modern, dance, popular music. But now I listen to it very rarely. Sometimes I also take an interest in going to the movies. Mostly I take pleasure in to walk alone and watch drama films about people's lives, such as “Dear John”, “The Great Gatsby”, “Barfuss”, “Vanilla Sky”. But I also enjoy watching fun, carefree comedies such as «What women Want», «Very bad trip», «We’re we Millers», «Just go with it». That's why, when I have the opportunity, I take pleasure in to meet with my friends. As I said, there are exclusively a few of them. But these are real friends, ready to come to the rescue, to listen and give advice. Do you have a lot of friends? What often do you meet with them? As I said, I have a high school economic education, which I got in Tashkent and my specialization was “Organization management”.
xxx I promised to say you why I seek a man in distinctive country and cannot find him here in my country. I give assurance to do this in the ensuing letter. Otherwise, this message of mine will be too large, and you will be tired of reading it. I will as well say you about which man I’m looking for, what qualities are important to me in a man. On the side, tell me, you are not tired of my big letters? Perhaps you would take an interest in to receive only a few lines from me in each letter?
On this I finish my message to you. Expect in your later on message you will share your thoughts about it writing. You may also want to say me anything about your past life, to share memories. With great curiosity I will be glad to be informed about about your hobbies, about how you spend your spare time. And of course, I always wait for your photographs to have a superiorly purpose of your life.
Have a nice day. Looking forward to your newsletter.
Veronika