Hello dear XXX. I am so pleased that your letter was sent to me, I hope that I understood everything correctly from it, because the translation in deystv was not very good, but I try very hard to panat everything that you wrote to me. Oh, thank you for these zamchat photos, I honestly really like the way you look I'm very zal that your marriage broke up after 21 years of sovmest life.. I understand how painful it can be. I'm sorry you had to go through betrayal.. it's just yzasn.. I understand you very well. But it's zamchat that you have 2 daughters who are 8 and 10 years old, I think you are a very schastl father! By the way, my height is 165 cm, I hope I pravln understood your question..ha ha ha XXX I want to tell you my istoriy .. A year ago I divorced my husband ... Our otnosheniya began when we went to school. We studied together from the 5th grade, and at the end of the 11th grade nachali to meet. Our relationship was good from the very beginning... We were bili with each other and for the first time experienced a lot together. I have always been a domashney girl and have never kissed anyone before him. So paluchilos that we went to one place, finished it, and then got married. I chuvstvovala myself as a stone stele. Of course, there were fights in Yongda too, but we never really dralis. We started from scratch, the parents are very pomogli. We lived in his apartment separately from everyone. Money is always not hvatalo, but this did not prevent us from being happy. We have a lot of rabotali, have made repairs in the apartment. How much lybvi and work we put into it, we did a lot with our hands. There were tyzelie moments in our life, but I knew that all moenos can be preodolet. We've been jumping in marriage for over 5 years. It all started postepenno ... There were no visible signs, but I felt that something was proishodit with my ex ... He became a drugim ... I tried to talk to him, asked what happened ... but he "closed" from me and skazal that everything is in order, do not come up with it ... and then I nashla in his phone Piepisku. with a "colleague" on rabote. I never looked at his telefon or mail, and always read and read that it was unacceptable for otnozeniy, I always trusted him, but that morning, in the same way, someone made me vzyt his phone. And there ... The world of ryxnyl, an abyss opened in front of me, my hands were trembling, everything was drozalo inside, I just could not believe that my husband could pisat words of love to another. it was a shock. I will not go into podrobnosti, we talked to him, he said he didn’t want to, but so poluchilos, his heart stretches to her, he asked me to zarabotat, said he didn’t know what was going on. I gave him an assignment, said that since you bolshe don't love me, what else? Take off your clothes. At that moment, these words were skazani emotionally and imperceptibly, I just could not believe what had happened, but he soglasilsya and said that he saw no other way out. I realized that it was konez and left. They quickly razvelis with us, and for so long I was alone ... for a long time I tried to vibratsy from this ocean of bitterness and resentment that flooded me. I am staralsy to be strong and, as I could, napravlylsy to the light. In general, in life I am a fairly positive chelovek and I try to believe in the best, it is clear that most of all this is pomoglo for me. At first I thought I needed to see that I didn't know anything, but I couldn't zit and see his sad eyes and know that he was dymaet about someone else. During naimenshego ruin I overestimated a lot, visited many places, starays distracted and not sit still, communicate with ice. After razvoda, I had no relationship with anyone. Not moralno, not physically ... it's hard. It is trudno to believe in it again, it is even more difficult and more terrible to be obmanytim again. XXX Immediately after the divorce, this girl pomchalas to his apartment with just finished repairs, they bought Sroise a dog, kypili a new car, went to rest on the sea, she already rodila his child, and this thought covered me, knocked the earth out from under my feet. I was with nim when we had no money for movies and normal food ... And when he became good zarabativat, I was not needed. And the other clung to everything that was gotovo ... I strive to believe in the best, smotret life with optimism and enjoy every day, radyas everything that I have, but I have many, and I earn myself, and have never depended on a man. Especially after razvoda! I pray that I do not lose faith in lubov, believe in people. Sorry for the cry from the heart. Izvini for a misleading story. I sincerely envy my sister, kotoraya found her destiny and schastie ... she has been living abroad for many years and, by the way, made friends with lybimim on the Internet .... Then she predlozilam me also to register on sites and try to find my schastie there ... I didn’t believe that there was an opportunity, but glada at how my sister now lives in England and she already has two children from an Englishman, I reshila also try ... I feel that there is an h between us, and I want to you znal everything about me. In order not to lose touch, can you tell us about yourself? What's the sluchilos with your relationship? Where do you see the prichiny of such an outcome? if there is no game for you, think, I will be very happy and I will be very zdat answer. Nelya
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