Finally, I have the opportunity to write you a letter. I am very
pleased to read your letters, which cheer me up. We know each other
very little, but I have already become very attached to you. It scares
me at the same time and makes me happy at the same time. This is a
very mixed feeling and I still can’t figure out what exactly I feel?
But, one thing I can say for sure. When I receive your letter, my
heart starts beating faster. I am happy like a child when I get a
candy Now the days have become more interesting for me. I often
think of you, I look forward to your letters. It is very interesting
for me to receive your letters, to learn a lot of new things. I am
very glad that I found you in this world! You are very close to me
spiritually. It is very easy for me to communicate with you. Lately,
I'm glowing like the sun. It's from happiness that I found you. And of
course my friends and my parents noticed it. I did not hide the reason
and told my parents about you. They were a little scared that you were
a foreigner. But I told them what a wonderful man you are. That you
take me very seriously. Only then were my parents able to calm down a
bit. They said hello to you. Speaking of parents. I want to tell you
about my family. I was born into a family of teachers. My father and
mother are teachers. They are now retired and not working. My dad
taught physics at the university. And my mother is a history teacher
at school. At first I also wanted to be a teacher, but unfortunately
teachers receive a small salary and I had to study to be an
accountant. And since I got a job as an accountant in the police, I
have a relatively good salary. The family had two children. Me and my
older sister. She lives in another country. She also could not find a
man in Russia. I decided to follow her advice and began to look for a
man in another country. Only now I am very scared, because many
countries have turned their backs on Russia because of the military
operation in Ukraine. I also do not support the war and the
president's policies. But believe me, Russia is not the aggressor at
all, as they say on TV. Nobody is killing civilians. I don't want to
talk about politics. It's better to talk about us with you.
xxx, I have a dream that I want to fulfill. I want to spend my
vacation with you. At my job, they give me a vacation in the spring. I
would really like to come to you. What do you think? I think it's
better for us to meet once than to exchange many letters. So we can
understand our feelings to the end. Do you agree with me? Of course,
the situation around Russia is now difficult. But I still know how I
can leave the country. There is no problem in this. xxx, I
really enjoy texting with you, but this way I won't be able to fully
understand my feelings. Only looking into your eyes and holding your
hand will I be able to understand whether my feelings are deceptive or
real. I hope I don't scare you with my determination? Do you want to
meet? If I am going to come to you, then I will do it at my own
expense. You don't have to worry about me asking you for money. I will
make all the documents for the trip as soon as possible just for the
sake of being with you! But again, I'm looking too far. I like to
dream. First you must give your consent to my arrival. OK? Remember
that I have money for my trip! I don't need your help! I can buy a
ticket and prepare the documents myself! I will end my short letter
with this. I will be waiting for your soonest reply. I love reading
everything you write. How are you? What do you do in your free time?
How are you? Etc. Tell me everything. After all, it is from simple
little things that one big whole is formed! I hope you are doing well
and think of me often!? I think about you constantly. I didn't notice
how time flew by, it's time for me to go. And when I get home, I will
try to fall asleep quickly so that I can see you in my dream.
Yours Sveta.