My phone number is +7 909 369 7875. But I don't think you can call me.
I do not have international calls included.I have more recently left
embassy and at once have decided to write to you. I write to you the
letter and I smile. I'm so glad! If I could, I would speak with you
for a long time . But unfortunately now it is impossible. But I am
confident, that our meeting will take place also we shall speak in
person. xxxx, I want to tell to you about the commission in Moscow. I
hope to you it interestingly!!! Tomorrow I shall already write to you
from native city. I can probably have the visa. Because I tried for it
much. I worry, you should understand it. I never thought that the
commission will ask such unusual questions. They asked about my sexual
life, they asked about children, about work, about patriotism, about
my attitude to Germany, about my conversance and awareness of events
which happened in the world and in Germany, about my religion and
belief. I have told about all my life in detail. I spoke about
verything fairly how it's really. To me have told that my answers are
unexpected and as a rule applicants don't answer such questions so
directly and openly. They haven't got used to hear such answers, but
they said that to hear sincere and truthful answers is much more
pleasant than words which come not from heart and reason. Children
from the orphanages also have made the big impression and rendered the
big influence on the commission. To me have told that I the first lady
who have such support from children - orphans. Now I should wait the
decision. I hope, that my visa will be ready within the next few days.
The representative of embassy at once informs about it to travel
agency. After that I shall buy the ticket in your country. After I
shall buy the ticket I shall inform date of the start. Now I agree
with expression: "Expectation of death is worse than the death" I
can't concentrate on anything. My heart so worry, I can't work. They
have told that the decision will be accepted in several days. I so
worry. I so want that this small dream was come true. I simply want to
see my lovely friend. I think the God will help me. I simply want to
meet you. I already see us together and I sink in dreams. I want to
construct with you the ship to float under sails in boundless ocean. I
want to meet with you a dawn and to see off a sundown. We will float
on our ship and our love will illuminate our way. We will look at
night at stars, we'll be pleased in the afternoon to the sun. If there
will be a storm, our love will protect us. If there will be a calm,
our love will be a wind. Our love will be a beacon for us. We will be
floating at ocean of love and oblivion and nothing can separate us.
We'll name our ship - Dream. It will be the small ship, but very
strong. Because we will make our ship from belief, hope and love. It's
impossible to wait, when your dream will fall to you from the sky.
It's necessary to go to the dream. It's necessary to clear and build
the road itself. If in heart there is a belief and dream, if in heart
there is a love and hope, it is necessary to achieve the dream by all
means. I always go to the dream. I don't sit on a place. In my life
there were very few light moments. On this I try to make everything
that my dreams have come true. I understand that now it's only dreams.
But these dreams brighten my life. I hope that yours also. Nothing
will keep me to arrive to you xxxx!!!
With tenderness your Alina.