Von wegen Nataliia.
Das ist Anna Shcherbakova (Anna Schtscherbakowa) aus Tula.
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Hello xxx! Thank you for your reply. I am so happy that you have an
interest and thank you once again for taking the time to respond to my
email. I hope that you will receive my letter and will reply to me soon.
I really want to see your latest photos. xxx I'm serious in my intentions so please show me your devotion too.
It is time to tell you more about myself. I am thinking what to begin
with. You know, I did not realize that it would be so difficult.
However, I want you know more about how I live. I really do not know
how to begin, it is so hard. It seems I had so many thoughts and ideas
just a minute ago, but now I am speechless May be because I am
excited? I need to calm down and begin… Let me start with a short
story about me. I guess you want to know me more. As I told you
before, my name is Nataliia. I live in Berdichev,Ukraine. (Free part of Ukraine) My
height is 172 cm. My weight is 55 kg.I am 37 years old. I have never been married. I
have no children. I think you ask yourself why a ukrainian girl writes
you, don’t you? I am sure you do. Let me try to answer this question
honestly and outspokenly. Please be sure that I take it serious. I
will write you faithfully, without cheating. Each word in this email
is like a part of me. Each word comes from my heart. In each email I
will open you my soul. May be I should not do this, who knows. But I
feel I should be honest to you. This way you will see my inner world,
my thoughts. I hope you will also write me honestly and from your
heart. Opening our souls we will understand each other better. How I
look, you’ll see at pictures. You’ll see my appearance. Reading my
email I want you see my inner world. This is very important to me. Ohh
my God! I promised to answer the question and did forget. Can you
imagine how many thoughts come to my mind? It seems a million. I
want to tell you about everything in one email. However, let me to
answer why I did write you. I had a man, but our relationship run out
badly. I gave all my feelings, my soul and heart to him and expected
the same. I wanted our feelings were mutual. I wanted he cared about
me. I wanted he just respected me. I really thought we would be
together for the rest of our lives and I even made plans for our
future. The future where we are happy just because we are together.
But he cheated on me with another woman. And that was the end. His
cheating opened my eyes. Now I understand how blind I was, now I know
I lived in an illusion. He used me and it hurts. I was so busy with
home stuff that I noticed nothing and of course I trusted him. I did
everything for him. I made a breakfast for us every morning, then
hurried up to my work. My lunch break I spent at home cleaning our
apartment and cooking. Then came back to work. I was so tired of it,
but I wanted he felt my love and care. I’m writing you this now and
remember. And this makes me cry. I don’t want to remember it. Never! I
don’t want to write you about bad things that happened in my life. Now
I am OK and I feel I am ready to start a new life, I am ready for new
relationship. But, please, don’t hurt me. I hope you understand me.
Another reason why I wrote you is the mentality of ukrainian men. Most
of them don’t look at the future. They live today and don’t make any
plans to change their lives to the better. They don’t goals and
aspirations in life. Most of men are drinking a lot. It is rather
difficult to describe you all the reasons in one email. But I think
you understand what I am talking about. I am looking for a man who is
thinking about the future, who has goals. I am looking for an
optimistic man who doesn’t stop and moves forward to his dreams. When
I watch foreign films, I see you have a different way of life. You
just think and live in a different way. This is also one of the
reasons why I wrote you. So I love watching movies. I live alone in my
own apartment. Sometimes I feel lonely and my evenings I spend
watching movies. I am also curious to know how you imagine a single girl evening. Tell me. 
I am very curious
to know. I also love reading if I have leisure time. I also love to go out and breathe fresh air. I
like to walk in the park, near the river, just through the streets of
our beautiful city. In my free time I also
go to the gym or go to a cafe with my friends. Weekends I often spend
with my parents. They live out of the city. I will be more than happy
to tell you more about how I spend my free time. I just respect your
time. It seems my email is too long. I don’t want to waste your time.
I am looking forward to your reply. Please tell me more about you, how
you live, how you spend your free time. I am very interested to know
you better. Have a nice day!
Awaiting your further message.Your,Nataliia

P.S.
I can't text you this weekend.
Therefore, I will wait for your answer on Monday.
Have a great weekend.

When I see your email, I become happier. You know I am
smiling now. Thanks a lot for your reply. It is so nice that you find
time to read my emails and write me back.
xxx,you still haven’t sent me new photo of you and I’m wondering why? In
next letter from you nevertheless I wish to see your photos xxx, ok?
To be honest I was thinking a lot about my previous email that I wrote
you. May be it was too early to open my soul. I worried what you
thought about me after that email. I was afraid that you would not
answer. I tried not to think about this and started reading a book.
But I could not concentrate on the book, all my thoughts were about
our communication and acquaintance. When I woke up, I realized that I
didn’t remember what the book was about. I was still thinking
whether you reply or not. All the bad thoughts seemed to have
disappeared from my mind.. Now I see your email and this makes me
happy and makes me smile. Thank you once again for your email.
xxx, today I want to tell you about my job. I want you know me better
and how I live here in Berdichev. What to begin with? So, right now I am
at work. I just have a break. Therefore, I decided to answer you. By
the way, all my emails I write you from my work because only here I
have an opportunity to use the Internet. I work as an visagiste.
I'm a accountant by education, but I had to
find a job in another sphere. The paradox is that it is rather
difficult to find a job by education and accountant job is low-paid.
This is very sad but a true. I would love to be a accountant. I hope that
one day this job will be in demand and well paid. So that my dream
comes true. However, may be not in Ukraine.
My working day is long.I start at 10 am and finish at 9:30 pm. I have a 1-hour lunch
break. But this is only if we have not many customers. Sometimes we
have so many customers that I even don’t have an opportunity to eat on
time. But I like my job, it is very interesting. I love to talk to
people and to help them. Our salon is far
from my home. I go to work by bus. After work I go home on
foot, you remember I’ve told you that I love to walk. At morning it
takes 30 minutes to get to work. It takes me 1 hour to walk
home but I love my way home. After a busy day, the walk makes me
relax. The fresh air makes my thoughts bright and clean. I also enjoy
our city. It is very beautiful. When I walk, I’m looking at people who
hurry up and do not notice the beauty around them. They are too busy.
They are in the hectic of their everyday life. As for me, there is no
need to hurry home, I have time to admire, relax and enjoy my time.
Nobody waits me at home. But I truly believe that everything will
change soon. I believe that love and happy future finally come to me.
I believe that I will find a man whom I can give my love, care and
tenderness. xxx do you find my emails interesting? I hope so. I
close my eyes and imagine how you read them. You have a kind smile,
and you read my emails carefully. Sometimes reread them. Am I right?
Let’s turn back to my daily routine. After work on the weekends,
I do athletics in the park. I am convinced that a girl should be slim and
beautiful. I love athletics. I will tell you just some more things about me and
return to work. In my spare time I meet with friends. We can go to
cafes, cinema or theater. In summer we go to the river. In winter we
skate. I try to diversify my life as much as possible so that it will
not be boring.  I want to meet a man who I can have fun with. The man I can spend the time
interesting. That would be wonderful! I forgot to write that on
weekends I visit my parents. They live in a village far from the city.
I will write about them in my next email. Please don’t hesitate to
write me about everything happened with you. I'm curious to know
everything about your life. xxx look, my email is too long again. I
passionately wanted to tell you about everything so that time just got
away But it's time to work. I will wait for your next email. Take
care! Yours, I wait yours e-mail.With regards,Nataliia