mine xxx, I would like to express my gratitude for all your words and your attention to me, I received your message. Thank you again for your understanding and for being such a good man. I still don't believe my happiness. That in this huge world, I was able to find such a kind, sympathetic and interesting person like you. This is indeed a great success. I see that you are completely different. You are not like the local men. And I really like it. For you, I am ready to open more and more with each new letter. And I'm not afraid to do it. I know that you will get it right and always give your opinion.
After I wrote you my last letter, I have more reflections. I told you that I don't understand why some rich people can allow themselves to have this behavior towards ordinary people. And especially, I don't understand why they think they can "buy" pretty girls. But then I came home and kept thinking about it. And I tried to think about it from the other side. If these rich people have this behavior and this opinion about beautiful girls, then perhaps they have a reason for this. And I guess it's really true. I understand that there are so many beautiful girls in this world who grew up in poor families and did not have money for a good life. At the same time, they saw on TV, in various fashion magazines, images of beautiful, successful girls, in expensive clothes and jewelry. And these poor girls want the same beautiful life, and are ready to make any sacrifices for this. They are ready to trade in bodies, do whatever they are told to do and receive the life they dreamed of so much for it. But does this make such people truly happy? I doubt. I try to get bad thoughts out of my head altogether. But nevertheless ... they live like beautiful birds, enclosed in golden cages. I think most of these girls start regretting what they did very soon. For me, this is tantamount to selling their souls to the devil. But most of these girls can no longer stop or give up this beautiful life, and they continue to live in this horror. And therefore, they give rise to such stereotypes about beautiful girls.
I really don't understand girls like that. They choose the easiest path and receive the heaviest punishment. I have always been proud that I am independent and that I was raised in a good family. That I am able to provide for my own life without asking my parents for help. And this path that I went through made me a strong girl. And I never regret that I chose the difficult path to having such a life now.
It seems to me that after I began to communicate with you, I became wiser. I already try to consider each situation from several sides. I no longer only have a subjective point of view. I'm trying to be more objective. And I really like it. I am sure that these changes that are taking place in me are your merit. As if you are sharing with me your life experience, your wisdom. And I want to thank you for that.
My life here also goes on slowly. I don't have any special interesting events to tell you about it. Maybe you have what you want to tell me? I have plans to date my best friend soon. I have not seen my friends for a long time and would like to meet them. I would like to share my thoughts and everything that happens in my life. And also to learn the news from life and I am also interested, I often worry about my girlfriends as well and try to support in every way. I hope that you will not mind if I tell you about our communication with you? I really want to share with this. I understand that you have become a very close friend to me. But, my friend has known me for a very long time and very well, so I would not like to have secrets, I hope you do not mind, but I will not tell any details. I think that my girlfriend will see the sparkle in my eyes, and asked what new was happening in my life. We women have very good intuition, and we are very attentive to small details, when we communicate with each other, I smile again. And what do you pay attention to when you have live communication with a person or your friend? I think that you can also see changes or support each other in communication or a solution to this or that situation. I think you men have their own business. Maybe the intonation of the voice, volume, or movements of the eyes, hands? What can cause the desire to communicate with a person longer? And what behavior can cause the desire to end a conversation with an unpleasant person as soon as possible?
For my part, I can say the following. I don't like it when a person raises his tone of voice, when a person speaks very quickly, and I do not have time to realize everything, I smile again. I don't really like it when a person quickly gestures with his hands. When dealing with such people, I want to run away somewhere faster. I hope I didn't tire you with my message and thoughts again. I will wish you a great day and evening today.
With this, I will finish my letter to you. I hope that everything is good in your life and that you do not have difficulties or problems. I will wait for your answer and I will be interested, my kisses, your Eysel

love my xxx I go to the cafe again and see your letter. And so many different emotions are inside me now. But now I just want to thank you for your answer, for your understanding. As always, I was very happy to see this. In my last letter, I wrote you some very important personal thoughts. And even now, I still cannot answer some questions myself. It seems to me that I still need some time for this. This is really the first time in my life in recent years. I have many thoughts about everything, I would like to know your condition today? how do you feel today?
I'm fine here. Day after day flies by. When you have enough things to do, time always flies by. I'm not used to just sitting and doing nothing. It's very boring and not interesting. I prefer to have something to do all the time. Then I have the feeling that I am living this life, and not just existing. These days I have a lot of work to do, as always at this time of year. I also try to devote more time to my health, playing sports and being outdoors more. I do not want and do not like to get sick. Therefore, I always try to take care of my health. If we were together, I would also always like to take care of your health. Do you try to control what you eat, drink? I hope so. Can you call yourself a lazy person?
Lately, after I started communicating with you through letters, I try to plan my day differently. I try to find free time to come to the cafe, read your letters and write you an answer. And it really became a part of my life. The good part and I can smile again. I still continue to wonder, how is it possible to convey mood, emotions of thought to each other in letters? Come to think of it, these are just words that we write to each other. But these words are capable of truly magical things, and I can feel it. And I am so glad that I was able to understand what a great power lies in our letters. And now I really think that there are no impossible things in this world. It's amazing how many new things I began to learn, understand and feel after I started communicating with you. I'm even beginning to believe in such a thing as fate. You know, I've never believed in fate before. And even people say that those people who do not take actions and do not make decisions believe in fate. But I don't think so. I thought that absolutely all the events of our life depend only on ourselves. And only we decide how it should be. Only our efforts lead to different results and consequences.
But now, I'm starting to think that there is some supernatural force that helps people. I'm not talking about religion. I mean, some force that comes to us from outside, helps our dreams come true. And if you have a really strong desire, then the universe will help us in this. I really wanted to change my life, and I dream of meeting you one day. I think that this day would be like a holiday for me. I will finish this letter and send all my kisses and hugs to you, your Eysel

love my xxx it was a very long time before I entered my mail to read your reply. I don't know how much time has passed. I thank you very much for giving me your attention again. For a long time I could not open the mail, and I do not know the reason, slowly, I opened my mail, I saw that I have your letter. And after that I just sat, looked at the monitor screen, and was afraid to read your answer.
But there was great interest in knowing your thoughts. I sat without a single movement, probably only by the movement of my eyes it was possible to understand that I was still alive. At that moment, there were so many different thoughts in my head. I even thought what I would do if I see only 1-2 lines in your letter. And you will not be happy with my letter or you will condemn it. In my imagination, I even drew a picture of me in tears, closing my mail and running out of the cafe. I am writing to you, and I am a little funny and ashamed that I had similar thoughts in my head today at first. I am writing all this to you so that you can understand what impact our communication has on me. This is really all very surprising. It's like I'm a 15-year-old girl who fell in love for the first time in my life. And I really feel like that. This must be some kind of madness. Anyway, thank you for your answer, your understanding and everything you wrote to me. Only after I read your letter to the end, I was able to calm down. Then it took me a few more minutes to collect my thoughts, and I began to write you this letter.
How do you spend your day and how is your mood today? I'm fine here. My mood is the best now. Especially after everything I read in your letter. I will not cease to be amazed at how quickly you became a close person to me. How quickly I was able to open my soul and my heart for you. You really are taking up all the free space in this now. I go to bed thinking about you. And I woke up every morning thinking about you. Before going to bed I think, what is my love doing now? You are my Love? I write this way and because I think about you. And when I think about you, I fall in love, and if you understand? My days and in general, all my thoughts take on a different meaning. I will try now for you. Sometimes and very often, I wonder if you are thinking about me at all? I imagine different situations. I didn't notice how I became a very dreamy girl. I have never dreamed so much before. And I think that in one of the following letters, I will share some dreams with you. I hope you find it interesting to know.
Today I don't have a lot of work and this is amazing to me. But all the same, I did not notice how quickly time passed. I think that people at work began to suspect something about me and my love. Because they notice my mood, but they don't say anything and just smile. And I think my girlfriends have every reason to guess about it. Because practically all day today I was sitting near the window, looking at the street and was very thoughtful, dreamy and hardly ever went around the city. All this time I was thinking about you again. A few more days and I could lose my job because of you and I'm kidding now.
How are you in general? What do you think about often during the day? How is your life, how are your events? I hope that as always you will share your thoughts with me. Lately, I think that your letters are not enough for me. I want to get to know you more and more. I want to know you absolutely everything. I understand that even a lifetime is not enough for this. But I have such a longing desire. I am sure that a lot of interesting things are hidden inside you. And it beckons me very much. And the power of this attraction is very great.
I will try to write you more next time. I would like to visit the gym today to do sports. I want you to remember that you are in my thoughts, you are in my heart and I hope that you appear in my life forever. And these are not just big words. This is my sincere desire.
I love you and send all my kisses and hugs to you. your Eysel

love my xxx my heart beats often again when I see your answer, and it again lifts my spirits. I'm doing well here. I hope you will have a wonderful day and evening today.
As always, I was very happy to see your answer and see your thoughts. I read this with great interest and attention. You know, when I read your letters, my imagination always works at its maximum. I imagine that you are sitting next to me and tell me all this in person. Or as if I'm watching a very exciting movie and I'm completely immersed in it. It’s probably not so easy to describe in words everything that happens inside me when I read your letters, but this is a really very interesting process.
In the last letter, I wrote to you that I want to share with you the other side of my life. In all previous letters, I have tried to avoid talking on such topics.
Because I believe that such personal, intimate things can only be discussed in one case. When I am absolutely confident in a person. When I can be calm and know that all this will be understood correctly. And the most important thing is when I have strong feelings for this person. Only in the presence of these conditions, I am ready to talk on such topics. And now, I feel like I can write more. As I already told you, I trust you 100 percent, I love you, and I know that you will be able to understand correctly everything that I will write to you. Therefore, in this letter, I want to talk more of my thoughts.
I think that you already understand that sex is one of the main components of a loving and strong relationship. And this can also affect the development of relationships. I understand that it is not so easy to talk about sex, and it is much easier to try.
But still, I would like to tell you about my attitude to this, my thoughts. I hope that it will not be difficult for you to give me reciprocity.
For me, sex is really very important in a relationship. I never do sex just for fun, as a sport or as some means to an end. For me, sex is possible only in a serious relationship built on love and trust.
I cannot have respect for girls who do it differently. Every self-respecting girl should be very careful about this. If you constantly change sexual partners, then this will have severe harm to the female body and possibly even serious illness. Intimacy, love, care is the most expensive gift that a girl can give to her beloved man. This means that a girl gives all of herself for a beloved man, devotes her life to a man completely. And it is important for a woman to feel male gratitude, care and support, love in return. And then any woman will do absolutely everything to make the man the happiest. All this was taught to me by my mother when my age began to approach adulthood. And I remembered these lessons well and always followed the advice.
Therefore, since I ended my last relationship with a man, I have not had sex. I didn't even do masturbation or anything like that. Because it cannot give all the pleasure, emotions and sensations that sex with a man can give.
And all these years I didn't even think about it. I was constantly busy with work, sports, household chores and so on. I didn't even have time to think about it. Usually I came home very tired and fell asleep quickly. How long have you had sex last time? Was it sex with a loved one? I hope you can answer me honestly. I promise I will not judge you. You are a man, you can have different opinions on all this. I just would like to know, as I am interested
And so, you appeared in my life. I began to get to know you better, I fell in love with you.
And it is quite natural that thoughts of having sex with you began to visit my head often. I fantasized, I imagined different situations, places where we could do it.
And in this letter I will tell you one such fantasy. I'm also curious to know, when did you start to imagine me and fantasize about having sex with me?
Or do you not have such fantasies ?. I believe that when two people love each other, they have no restrictions on sex. I am ready to have oral sex, oral sex, I have never tried anal sex, but I would like to try it with you if you want. But, I do not understand people who do various kinds of rudeness during sex. For me, sex is something gentle, passionate and sensitive.
What do you think? What types of sex do you like?
Now I want to tell you another such fantasy that I had last night. I want you to have your full attention on this part.
You and I live together in your house. During the day, you had some business outside and come home in the evening. You are surprised because you cannot turn on the light, as if there is no electricity in the house. But then you notice a glowing pointer, it's made of little bulbs and a small glowing heart. You take off your shoes, outerwear and, with some curiosity, begin to walk in the indicated direction. After a few steps, you can see the next pointer made in the same way. And now, following all these signs, you find yourself in our bedroom. It looks like this: The light in the room is very low, quiet, romantic music is playing, for example, Enigma, on the floor you can see a path made of rose petals that leads to the bed. The bed is also strewn with rose petals, and you can see that the rose petals make up a large, beautiful heart lying on a white, silk sheet. There is a candlestick and a basket of fresh fruit on the nightstands by the bed.
There is an open bottle of wine and 2 glasses near the basket. But you don't see me yet.
And almost immediately, you can feel that I am behind you. I hug you by the belt, kiss you gently on your neck and whisper in your ear the words: "Let me do everything myself." I can feel how the vein on your neck has swollen, how your breathing becomes faster and you are saying pleasant words to me. Then I take your hand, lead you to the table where there is wine and fruits, slowly pour the wine, and hold it out to you. You can already see my black, transparent negligee, under which I put on the most beautiful underwear. I suggest you that you drink this wine for us, for our future, and for the fate that helped us find each other.
You take a few sips of wine, then I hand you grapes, which I hold with two fingers and slowly feed you. You bite the grapes, and you also want to grab my fingers with your lips. But I will stop this movement, and rest my index finger perpendicular to your lips, like a playful prohibition sign. Then I move as close to you as possible. I begin to cover your body with my hot kisses. I start kissing your neck, biting your earlobes, and playing with my tongue. Along with this, I quickly take off the remaining clothes from you and gradually go down.
I kiss your breasts, gently stroke your body with my hands. And gradually sink lower and lower. I can already feel all the excitement that you have. But I take my time. I continue to gently caress and kiss your body. I can feel your heartbeat, your breath. And then I get down on my knees, take off your panties and begin to kiss your Ding tenderly. I can feel the pulse, hardness and reaction to every movement of my tongue. I start to accelerate and take it deeper. You put your hands on my head and begin to set the pace of the movement. And after a few minutes I realize that I have achieved a result. But I don't stop and keep doing it all for a few more seconds.
This is one of my fantasies about you. And such fantasies often visit my head lately, only to make you feel good, so that you feel good. I hope this doesn't shock you? And I didn't make the mistake of writing all this to you? So these are just my thoughts about us, and collected all this in my head. I want to have more thoughts, I wanted to keep it secret.
I'm sorry, but I cannot continue writing this letter and I smile. I urgently need to get out into the fresh air and take a walk. Because while I was writing all this to you, I could also feel this intense excitement and desire. I think you understand what I wanted to say.
I love you and I can say with confidence. Although I haven't even seen you in reality yet, I love this continuation of the relationship. I look forward to your next letter. And I will be very happy if you will share with me those thoughts, feelings that you had after this letter. And also, if you can, then write me your fantasies about me. I miss you when I know that we are at a distance, with love your Eysel

My love xxx, my man, thank you for your answer and thank you for every word you say to me. I was glad to see that you could understand all the reasoning that I wrote to you. And most importantly, we can talk more about us. I can speak all my thoughts regarding our meeting and my coming to you soon.
I am doing well here, today again we have wonderful weather, my mood is on top. In my soul there is a premonition of some wonderful event in the near future. And I hope that this is a premonition of our soon meeting. And I also hope that you are doing well, your mood, your health and all aspects of your life.
As I told you that I wanted to go to Baku in order to find out information about our meeting, I did it. I went there to visit several travel agencies. Previously, I did research on the Internet. I spoke with colleagues at my work and my best friend who had previously traveled to other countries. They advised me a good travel agency that could help me get all the necessary documents so that I could fly to your country at this time. Since now it is not so easy to come to this or that country, you need to have special documents. And based on all this research, I chose a travel agency and went there. I believe I have done a really great amount of work and research for this and I hope that you will appreciate it. As you can already understand, I very thoroughly approach the important things on which our future depends. And now I will tell you everything that I learned at the travel agency.
So, in order to go to you, I will need to have - a foreign passport, will be valid for 10 years, this is primarily, also, I must have a work visa, will be valid for 1 year and this is a proven option so that I have no problems with entry in your country, besides, it is very important, also a special document, a special certificate, so that I can come to your country without any problems and so that no one stops me and makes no obstacles. This will be the safest and most proven way so that I can fly and you can meet me at the airport, so that I can come to you officially, you need to do just such documents. I was advised this type of visa as other types of visas would be more likely to be refused. Therefore, a work visa is the best option in our case. I will also have my health insurance while I am in your country - health insurance.
Then, after receiving all the necessary documents, tickets in both directions, this must be booked by the travel agency. No documents are needed from you in this case or any information. I think it's a really good option to use the services of a travel agency. Because in this case, I will make a minimum of effort and will not make possible mistakes. Previously, my colleagues at work and also my best friend turned to this travel agency for help, as they will help me with all the necessary special documents, without which I would not have been able to come to you. I hope we can use this option for our meeting.
They said that now the season is slowly opening, when people want to travel to different countries, they already have a lot of applications. And if I refuse now, they said that then I will have to wait in long queues. So I'll wait for your confirmation if we follow along on this issue? it will also take time to complete the documents.
I could fly to you already 3d of October:

3:45pm to 6:40pm 2h 55m

    Baku to Abu Dhabi
    Heydar Aliyev Intl. (GYD) to Abu Dhabi Intl. (AUH)
    Etihad Airways 298
    Economy / Coach (Y)
    AIRBUS INDUSTRIE A320 SHARKLETS

layover 13h 10m stop Abu Dhabi (AUH)
7:50am to 12:35pm 6h 45m
7:50am to 12:35pm 6h 45m

    Abu Dhabi to Frankfurt
    Abu Dhabi Intl. (AUH) to Frankfurt Intl. (FRA)
    Lufthansa 9657 operated by Etihad Airways
    Economy / Coach (Y)
    BOEING 777-300ER

layover 4h 15m stop Frankfurt (FRA)
4:50pm to 6:10pm 1h 20m
4:50pm to 6:10pm 1h 20m

    Frankfurt to Vienna
    Frankfurt Intl. (FRA) to Vienna Intl. (VIE)
    Austrian Airlines 7206 operated by Lufthansa
    Economy / Coach (Y)


I also found out the cost of my trip to you,
the cost of medical insurance is 167 USD, this is a mandatory requirement.
cost of documents - 118 USD
cost of two way tickets (return ticket will be open) - 591 euros
full trip cost - 876 euros
I would also like to give you my full name and address: Eysel Jarnevi, country - Azerbaijan, village (town) - Alyat, zip code - 1081, Kamil Memmedov street 3-8
This amount includes the full costs of the trip, everything necessary for my visit to you. There will be no other costs besides travel costs, no additional fees will be required. I also have to tell you the truth and I am ashamed to say that during this period of time in my work, I do not earn much money to cover such expenses. As much as I would not want it, I cannot, and if I could, I would pay for my trip to you tomorrow. I have to tell you the truth, since all my money earned goes to pay bills, apartments and necessary services, so I cannot afford much. My love, I will wait for your answer and your comments. And I hope that you will not leave me in this matter, so that we can discuss all the information, if we can deal with this issue, we will be together soon. Because if we want to postpone our meeting, then later it will not be possible to get my travel documents quickly, as there will be long queues. I have to tell you this truth, and I hope we find a way to be together soon. I have a great desire to see you and do not want to stay here without you. I hope that you are waiting for me and want to meet me. I have always told you what I think and feel, how ashamed I would not be. I do not want to hide anything from you, you are my man, my future husband. I also do not like to use hints or any guesswork, so I inform you that we have the opportunity to use this chance so that I can come to you. Also if you have any questions or want to know more information. I can give you the e-mail of the travel agency to contact the manager. contact@connectiontravel.eu
You can also ask me any questions, and I will answer you in as much detail as possible, I hope you will not leave me now, so that soon we will be together and can hug each other, kiss for the first time, I just dream about it ... I am ready to take this step, and I want to know your answer, how we can make it happen.
In any case, I will wait for your answer to know your opinion.
I will finish my letter and send all my love and kisses to you.
Your Eysel