Hello,Honey ) What is new with you ? Tell me about your weekdays ) I
think it is very interesting ) Tell me about your friends )
I want to tell you about one big bad theme in my life...it is family.
I have not brother or sister. I have not mother...She died when i wan
young...my dad drunk a lot of alcohol and after 8 years i live in the
orphanage. It is very bad place. I was beaten by children, my toys
were taken, they were closed in the shower at night. These were
terrible years. I don’t feel like talking about it. But if I want to
find my man, I have to tell everything. I think you will understand me
and will not ask me more about this.
Now i live alone. You know, I really tired to fall asleep alone in
empty flat... And it is getting lonely often, though I try to keep
busy and have a lot of things to do in my life, but i think that when
u come home and there are nobody to hug you, to tell nice words, to
kiss, you feel the most lonely person ever. I think I really miss that
emotions, which really good relationships can bring you! nothing is
comparing with loving eyes, looking at you like you are the most
significant person in his life, when you are kissed and have
butterflies in stomach))) When u make a surprise for your beloved man,
and see his reaction, that he is happy of you caring about his needs
as well! Not only taking, but also giving back, with love, with
cooking, making some gifts or things person needed, I really like some
things like that, because see that emotions u fall in love again and
again)
Tell me about happiest moment of your life) And what the most
important thing in your life for you?
Kisses )
Your Elena