Today i went to public services, where they make a visa, i don’t know how called it in English, i hope you understand.
The last time I made a visa 5 years ago, and it was relatively cheap. But in order to get a visa now, I have to pay 14500 Russian rubles, which is about 206 dollars.
I don’t have that kind of money, i rent an apartment and all the money goes to daily expenses. I do not know what to do. I can’t do it alone. Most probably not.
What do you think about it?
I tried to find this money, but my only girlfriend does not have that kind of money either.
I grew up without a father, and i didn’t communicate with my mother for a long time, I had a difficult childhood.
I am ashamed to ask you for such a small amount.
I don’t want you to scold me and say bad things about me.
I do not want to hear rude words from a person who is dear to me, and to whom I have strong feelings.
My heart will be broken if you start talking badly about me.
I don’t know what to do now. I am afraid that everything will be lost, and I feel very bad right now.
I'm afraid to lose you xxxx. You are such a good and honest person, I dreamed of meeting you.
I really wanted to see you. Our meeting would give us many prospects in future relations.
Waiting for your letter