My darling, my love XXX. I guess I’ll never be able to find words to express and describe to you my feelings. The love that is now in my heart. Those emotions that allow me to understand that I am alive, I am real. Which allows me to forget about the past, to forget about the days when I was alone. And forget about the "cold" that filled my heart. Now, my heart is filled with love. And he warms me! You gave me all this! You gave me these feelings, these emotions, this joy, faith, hope, and love. You gave me all this! And believe me, all I want now, all I dream about is to be with you. Kiss your lips and give you your warmth. Own life. My love. Every day is special for us. So that you know, understand, and feel not only my care, but also my devotion, love, loyalty. To love is to live! To live and believe. And you gave me this faith, this life, this smile that is now on my face. You gave me peace. And I really don’t know what to do so that you understand how much you gave me! Believe me, I will try, I will try every day to prove, show, my love to you. Making us the happiest in the world.
And we both know, we both understand that there are things that can replace words. Which will help us to "say" without even making a sound. Kiss, hugs, and even sex. This is what will replace the thousands, millions of words with which I could express all that is now in my heart. All that I want to tell you, but I can’t find, pick up the words! But I know that when we are together, you will understand, you will know, you will know this forever! Know how much I love you! Know!!!!
Your words give me faith, let me know that the dreams that were in our head will now become real. And most importantly, I see that you love, sincerely love me. And your love is mutual. And I want only one thing, to wake up nearby, to meet and see off the dawn and sunset. Look at the night sky, clinging to you. Listen to music together, and even dance. Rejoice at every moment of this life. And do everything, give you what we didn’t have. The happiness that will always be real for us. For a new day, for us it was like a new life. And so that you and I never regret a single minute that we will be together. So that every day, every hour, brings us only joy, smile, happiness. And I understand that we can make it real. Now I understand that soon I will be able to kiss your lips. And do not dream about it every day. Ha ha ha.
Reading your letter, I realized what you need to know if I have enough of the money that I told you. Nice! That should be enough for me to fly to you. Perhaps there will be a problem as you said. I will have to show an extract from my bank account with the migration service that I have enough money. But the travel agency told me that I might not need this document. And this means that maybe I will not need to show this statement from the bank. Moreover, I understand that this is an additional 800 euros. But I know for sure that this money will not need to be spent. And I will try to do so now!
When I receive your money, I will immediately make a statement from my bank account. It will work for several days. And maybe that amount is enough for me to attach it to the documents for the visa. But if not, I promise that I will immediately return your money back to you. I want you to understand that I do not want to deceive you. All I want is to be with you. I will do everything so that you never think badly of me! I love you. And you love me.
But if you really want me to have no problems, then I want you to understand. What if you send an additional 800 euros, then as soon as I make an extract I will return this money back to your bank account. And yet, I do not ask you to do this now. Let me try to do everything with the amount that I have. Maybe I can succeed!
On this I will end my letter. And I want you to always know that my soul, my love, and my heart are with you.