Thank you for your new letter xxx It really improved my mood. Now we are just start to know each other better. And each your new letter is nice surprise for me. And I hope it will be continued. But I ask you if one day you lost interested in talking with me, or maybe you have any serious reasons to finish this, please tell me about it directly! I do not want to sit waiting for your letter for many days and never receive it. Can you promise me that?
The same time, I can’t promise that I will write you every day. But I will do my best to write you as often as possible. I forgot to tell you that I write you letters from my work when I have enough free time for this or from an Internet cafe. Unfortunately, at work I can’t often use a computer, since it is often required by the administrator of salon and the Internet speed is very weak here. In an Internet cafe, this is somewhat better, but Internet speed is also weak. This is a misfortune in our whole small town (smile). In our country internet work well only in capital Baku. All provincial cities have very bad internet quality and slow speed of it. Because Internet providers or mobile operators do not want to invest a lot of sources in development and quality, since the total number of residents is small and this is not profitable.
1. Yes, I like kissing (smile)
2. The most proud of my life is that I always been honest with people and never made them hurt.
Meantime everything is fine here. My work day is over for today. So I can spend more time writing you a detailed letter. The weather is nice enough for this season. In this letter I will try to tell you more about myself, my current life, my past. I believe that our past is a very important thing that allows us to draw some conclusions about our present life. Our past is our experience, whatever sad or joyful it may be. This is a part of our life. But at the same time, living only with thoughts of the past, memories or regrets is not right. Then we will not be able to enjoy the current life and make plans for the future. What do you think about it? Is your past very important for you and how often do you remember it?
First I wanted to tell you that since early childhood I had serious problems in relations with my father. And the reason of it is a religion of my country. And it’s Islam. You know, it’s not so easy to be girl with strong character and concepts of justice in Muslim country with many religious traditions. I didn’t want my father told me how to act, whom to marry and how to dress. I couldn’t accept this. That’s why already many years I don’t speak with my father at all.
In my last letter, I told you that 3 years ago I began a completely new life. I changed this priority and thought about what I really want, what kind of life, what future and what values are really important for me in this life. All this happened after the death of my mother. It was a very difficult period in my life. I had the feeling that I was completely alone in this world, without moral support, without the closest person who loved me sincerely and wished for me only the best. She died of stomach cancer. Unfortunately, this was diagnosed too late. She fought for a whole year.
My father didn’t have a way to help her and I took my mother to my flat in Baku that time. I helped her with all my strength and resources. During that year of fighting the disease, my mother had 2 trips to Israel for treatment and 1 trip to Germany. Unfortunately, all this did not have real help. At that moment, I realized that in this life, the most necessary, most valuable and most important thing is that loved ones, close people should be near, be healthy and happy. At that moment, I realized that my previous ideals, goals were false. I wanted to be succeed in business, to become famous and so on. For all this, I spent too much time and effort. And the worst thing is that for this I had to sacrifice communication with my mother, those precious moments that we could spend together. Forgive me for telling you all this now ... You barely know me, and here I tell you the sad moments of my life. I think that on this I should change the subject of the letter so as not to make it too sad.
Because in fact, I am a very positive, open, easy-going woman. I think in the future, you will see this (smile). As you already know, my age is 38 years old. My birth date is November 4, 1981, my zodiac sign is Scorpio. Do you believe in the Zodiac? I have never attached much importance to this. When I was a young girl, I was addicted and read a lot about it. But later I realized that it is not possible to describe millions of people with one common template. My religion is Islam. But I didn't choose it. And if to tell you the truth I never like all this traditions, rules and position of woman in it. So I don’t visit Mosque at all. I don’t dress dark clothes and don’t hide my face. And I think that in future I be able to change my religion.
My height is 169 centimeters. My weight is 53 kilograms. My natural hair color is blonde and it’s very unusual for woman in my country. Eye color is brown. My main hobby is - cook food. I like to learn new recipes, experiment with spices. I try to do sport regularly, morning jogging, gymnastics, sometimes a fitness center. I really like listening to classical music. It is so calm, relaxing, pacifying, allowing you to immerse yourself in your thoughts and memories. My favorite composers are Mozart, Glinka, Tchaikovsky. Of modern composers, I really like Ludovico Einaudi. In my previous life in Baku, I loved more modern, dance, popular music. But now I listen to this very rarely. Sometimes I also like going to the movies. Mostly I like to walk alone and watch drama films about people's lives, such as “Dear John”, “I'm Sorry, I Love You”, “Forest Gump”, “The Notebook”, “Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri”. But I also enjoy watching fun, carefree comedies such as "Horrible Bosses", «The Layover», «Life as We Know It», «Spy». So, when I have the opportunity, I like to meet with my friends. As I said, there are only a few of them. But these are real friends, ready to come to the rescue, to listen and give advice. Do you have a lot of friends? How often do you meet with them? As I said, I have a high school economic education, which I received in Baku and my specialization was “Organization Management”.
xxx I promised to tell you why I seek a man in another country and cannot find him here in my country. I promise to do this in the next letter. Otherwise, this letter of mine will be too large, and you will be tired of reading it (smile). I will also tell you about which man I’m looking for, what qualities are important to me in a man. By the way, tell me, you are not tired of my big letters? Perhaps you would like to receive only a few lines from me in each letter?
On this I end my letter to you. Hope in your next letter you will share your thoughts about this letter. You may also want to tell me something about your past life, to share memories. With great curiosity I will be glad to know about your hobbies, about how you spend your spare time. And of course, I always wait for your photos to have a better idea of your life.
Have a nice day. Looking forward to your newsletter.
Albina