Thank you for your reply and your attention to me, xxx. It made my day and my mood much better. Now we are just starting to get to know each other, write letters and share thoughts. Therefore, each of your new letter is a big surprise (smile). I do not know what will be in this your new letter, what questions may you have or what impression. Honestly, I'm not even sure if I continue to receive your letters further or for some reason, you will stop writing me. Therefore, I ask you for a small promise. If one day you are not interested in talking with me, or if you have any serious reasons to stop this, please tell me about it directly! I do not want to sit waiting for your letter for many days and never receive it. Can you promise me that? I promise you that I will not stop writing to you without good reason. And if these reasons appear, then I tell you about it right away! I believe that you and I are adults and we already know how to accept truth and life circumstances, instead of having different guesses or unspoken grievances. Am I right? I forgot to tell you that I will write you letters from my work when I have enough free time for this or from an Internet cafe. Unfortunately, at work I can’t often use a computer, since it is often required by the administrator of our salon and the Internet speed is very weak here. In an Internet cafe, this is somewhat better, but Internet speed is also weak. This is a misfortune in our whole small town (smile). Because Internet providers or mobile operators do not want to invest a lot of money in development and quality, since the total number of residents is small and this investment is not profitable.
Everything is fine here, my work day is over, and I can spend more time writing you a detailed letter. The weather is good for this time of year. Once again, I want to thank you for answering my last letter. Your answers, your attention to me, this will allow me to know you, your life, your thoughts and your inner world better. And in this letter I will try to tell you more about myself, my current life, my past. I believe that our past is a very important thing that allows us to draw some conclusions about our present life. Our past is our experience, whatever sad or joyful it may be. This is a part of our life. But at the same time, living only with thoughts of the past, memories or regrets is not right. Then we will not be able to enjoy the current life and make plans for the future. Do you agree with me? How important is your past to you and how often do you think about it?
In the last letter, I told you that 3 years ago I started a completely new life. I changed this priority and thought about what I really want, what kind of life, what future and what values are really important for me in this life. All this happened after the death of my mother. It was a very difficult period in my life. I had the feeling that I was completely alone in this world, without moral support, without the closest person who loved me sincerely and wished for me only the best. She died of stomach cancer. Unfortunately, this was diagnosed too late. She fought for a whole year, I helped her with all my strength and resources. During that year of fighting the disease, my mother had 2 trips to Israel for treatment and 1 trip to Germany. Unfortunately, all this did not have real help. At that moment, I realized that in this life, the most necessary, most valuable and most important thing is that loved ones, close people should be near, be healthy and happy. At that moment, I realized that my previous ideals, goals were false. I wanted to be succeed in business, to become famous and so on. For all this, I spent too much time and effort. And the worst thing is that for this I had to sacrifice communication with my mother, those precious moments that we could spend together. Forgive me for telling you all this now ... You barely know me, and here I tell you the sad moments of my life. I think that on this I should change the subject of the letter so as not to make it too sad.
Because in fact, I am a very positive, open, easy-going woman. I think in the future, you will be convinced of this (smile). As you already know, my age is 38 years old. My birth date is November 4, 1980, my zodiac sign is Scorpio. Do you believe in the Zodiac? I have never attached much importance to this. When I was a young girl, I was addicted and read a lot about it. But with age, I realized that it is not possible to describe millions of people with one common template. All people are different and individual. My religion is Christianity. And after the death of my mother, I began to attend church more often. But at the same time, I cannot call myself a deeply religious person. My height is 168 centimeters, my weight is 51 kilograms. My natural hair color is blonde. Eye color is brown. From what I like to do the most - cook food. I like to learn new recipes, experiment with spices. As I said, I try to do sports regularly, morning jogging, gymnastics, sometimes a fitness center. I also love going to the theater. For me, theater is a small fairy-tale world in which you can immerse 1-2 times a month and completely leave reality for 2-3 hours, I like theatrical performances by Russian and world classical authors such as Tolstoy, Chekhov, Bulgakov, Shakespeare . And I really like listening to classical music. It is so calm, relaxing, pacifying, allowing you to immerse yourself in your thoughts and memories. My favorite composers are Mozart, Glinka, Tchaikovsky. Of modern composers, I really like Ludovico Einaudi. In my previous Moscow life, I loved more modern, dance, popular music. But now I listen to this very rarely. Sometimes I also like going to the movies. Mostly I like to walk alone and watch drama films about people's lives, such as “Dear John”, “I'm Sorry, I Love You”, “Forest Gump”, “The Notebook”, “Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri” . But I also enjoy watching fun, carefree comedies such as «Horrible Bosses», «The Layover», «Life as We Know It», «Spy». So, when I have the opportunity, I like to meet with my friends. As I said, there are only a few of them. But these are real friends, ready to come to the rescue, to listen and give advice. Do you have a lot of friends? How often do you have the opportunity to meet with them? As I said, I have a high school economic education, which I received in Moscow and my specialization was “Organization Management”.
xxx, I promised to tell you why I seek a man in another country and cannot find him here in my country. I promise to do this in the next letter. Otherwise, this letter of mine will be too large, and you will be tired of reading it (smile). I will also tell you about which man I’m looking for, what qualities are important to me in a man. By the way, tell me, you are not tired of my big letters? Perhaps you would like to receive only a few lines from me in each letter?
On this I end my letter to you. Hope you were interested in reading this. And in your next letter you will share your thoughts about this letter. You may also want to tell me something about your past life, to share memories. With great curiosity I will be glad to know about your hobbies, about how you spend your free time. And of course, I always wait for your photos in order to have a better idea of your life.
Have a nice day.
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