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I’m not sure whether this letter will be interesting to you, but I decided to try and send it. Because lately I came to the conclusion that I need to change something in this life.
Perhaps this autumn will be a good opportunity for this. Who knows. Usually autumn is something sad, gray and dreary. But I would like this autumn to become another, perhaps the best autumn of my whole life.
And what about you? Are you comfortable with your current life? Do you know what a strong loneliness is that robs a joy and pleasure from life, turning it into a monotonous existence? If you understand what I'm talking about.
If you want and ready for a new serious relationship. Then I hope you will answer this letter soon. Sorry, I forgot to tell you that my name is Natalya. You can see my photo with this letter, I hope you like it.
I am writing you from Russia, I live here. It may be hard to believe, but my age is 38 years old.
Sincerely.
Natalya.
p.s. Sorry if I spent your time and you were not interested in this letter.

xxx, First, I want to thank you for your reply to my first letter. I hope that our communication will continue, and we will be able to know each other better. At the moment, I'm not even sure what I should tell you in this letter about (smile)? I will try to write a not very large letter so as not to bore you. You already know that my name is Natalya. I live in Russia in the city of Ohansk this is a small city located in Permsky Kray. If you look at the map on the Internet, I think you can find it. I was born in this city and lived until the age of 17. I was only one child in my family, I do not have brothers or sisters. Also I do not have children. When I was 17, I went to study in Moscow, where I graduated from the University and after that I remained to live and work there. I was very responsible, persistent and worked for many hours. This allowed me to open my small business there 5 years after graduation, a beauty salon. And after 3 years I already had several branches in different parts of city. For a young girl from a provincial town - it was really a great success, and I was glad about the success achieved. But all this required a lot of time, effort and energy. And I practically did not have time for my personal life. I visited my mother only 2-3 times per year. Sometimes she also came to me in Moscow. My mother - it was my whole family. My father was a military man, unfortunately, he died in a military conflict in Central Asia during the Soviet era. Then I was a little girl, I was 4, but I remember him until now. After his death, my mother didn’t even try to look for another man. She spent all her time and energy to give me all her love, the best education, upbringing and life principles. And I am very grateful to her for that. She worked as a doctor in a local clinic and was a very kind and helpful person. Unfortunately, she died 3 years ago. And after her death, I returned to my hometown, changed my life and made it calmer. Now I work in a local beauty salon, as an ordinary master in women's hairstyles and hair care. And it quite suits me.
By the way, I think you are still surprised that my age is really 38 years old, am I right (smile)? This is really true! I have good genes from my parents, I always tried to lead a healthy lifestyle and do sports regularly. And of course, the fact that I have been doing business in the beauty industry for many years has also helped me maintain my feminine beauty and youth. But I do not want to make any huge achievement out of it. And I have never used this in my life to achieve any material goals or successes. All that I achieved in a past life was the result of hard work and correctly set goals.
And now in my life I have come to a clear understanding that I do not want to be further alone. And it was enough time of my life spent on other false goals, probably not as important as the most important thing that should be in the life of any woman - family. Own family in which there will be love, care, mutual understanding and comfort. So I wrote you my first letter, hoping to get your answer. To do this, I made a short trip to the nearest major city Perm, where I used the services of an international dating agency. I paid them a little money. They created the first email address from which you received my first short letter and sent it to you and several other free men who are looking for a serious relationship from other countries. Unfortunately, I do not know how this agency received your contact email. All that they told me about you is the fact that you live in another country and you are looking for a life partner. I hope that they were not mistaken (smile).
And for me your age, skin color or race is absolutely not important! I seek a man for life. A person who has a big heart, a good soul and the need to feel and give love to a loved one. I’m not a little teenager girl, obsessed with appearance or some other external factors, because all this is just a “wrapper”. And as I already wrote, for me the "filling" is much more important. I hope you understand what I mean?

I hope that now you understand how I received your email. Although for me all these are just small details. The most important thing is that you answered me, and now we can begin to get to know each other better. In my next letters, I will explain to you why I do not want to seek my love here in Russia. I will also tell you more about myself, my hobbies and interests. And I hope that step by step we can become more open to each other. I know spoken English well and can write this without problems. I have been abroad several times, in Turkey and Greece at the time when I lived and worked in Moscow, I have no problems leaving my country.
At the moment, I believe that email will be the best way to start our acquaintance and communication. Of course, in the future we will be able to have other ways of communication, I promise you this, such as the phone. The fact that for the last 3 years I have been living in my hometown, a small town has saved me the need to have social networks and spend time on this. All this remained in my past life, like all those people. Now I have only a few close friends with whom I have known since early childhood and they all live here. We can see them whenever we want. They periodically visit me at work and this communication is quite enough for me. I want to say at once that I am a woman who is very far from talking about politics, relations between countries or any conflicts, searching for the guilty or ideal people in certain world events. I believe that all this is not as important and interesting as the relationship between two specific people.

I think here I should end my letter to you. Sorry that this is not as big as I would like to write. But first, I want to see your answer on it. I want to understand that you are really interested in communicating with me. All I want to ask you is that you can find enough free time and give me a detailed answer to my letters. So that both you and I could get to know each other better and faster. I don’t think that I will have the desire to write large letters, send new photos or tell a lot about myself if in response to my letter I get only a couple of words or a couple of lines from you. Therefore, in your next letter I will wait for you to tell me more about you, about your life, about the place of your current life, what you are doing in this now, and of course, I will be glad to see your photo. I hope for your understanding and answer. Once again, thanks for your reply xxx and wish you a nice day!

Thank you for your reply and your attention to me, xxx. It made my day and my mood much better. Now we are just starting to get to know each other, write letters and share thoughts. Therefore, each of your new letter is a big surprise (smile). I do not know what will be in this your new letter, what questions may you have or what impression. Honestly, I'm not even sure if I continue to receive your letters further or for some reason, you will stop writing me. Therefore, I ask you for a small promise. If one day you are not interested in talking with me, or if you have any serious reasons to stop this, please tell me about it directly! I do not want to sit waiting for your letter for many days and never receive it. Can you promise me that? I promise you that I will not stop writing to you without good reason. And if these reasons appear, then I tell you about it right away! I believe that you and I are adults and we already know how to accept truth and life circumstances, instead of having different guesses or unspoken grievances. Am I right? I forgot to tell you that I will write you letters from my work when I have enough free time for this or from an Internet cafe. Unfortunately, at work I can’t often use a computer, since it is often required by the administrator of our salon and the Internet speed is very weak here. In an Internet cafe, this is somewhat better, but Internet speed is also weak. This is a misfortune in our whole small town (smile). Because Internet providers or mobile operators do not want to invest a lot of money in development and quality, since the total number of residents is small and this investment is not profitable.

Everything is fine here, my work day is over, and I can spend more time writing you a detailed letter. The weather is good for this time of year. Once again, I want to thank you for answering my last letter. Your answers, your attention to me, this will allow me to know you, your life, your thoughts and your inner world better. And in this letter I will try to tell you more about myself, my current life, my past. I believe that our past is a very important thing that allows us to draw some conclusions about our present life. Our past is our experience, whatever sad or joyful it may be. This is a part of our life. But at the same time, living only with thoughts of the past, memories or regrets is not right. Then we will not be able to enjoy the current life and make plans for the future. Do you agree with me? How important is your past to you and how often do you think about it?

In the last letter, I told you that 3 years ago I started a completely new life. I changed this priority and thought about what I really want, what kind of life, what future and what values are really important for me in this life. All this happened after the death of my mother. It was a very difficult period in my life. I had the feeling that I was completely alone in this world, without moral support, without the closest person who loved me sincerely and wished for me only the best. She died of stomach cancer. Unfortunately, this was diagnosed too late. She fought for a whole year, I helped her with all my strength and resources. During that year of fighting the disease, my mother had 2 trips to Israel for treatment and 1 trip to Germany. Unfortunately, all this did not have real help. At that moment, I realized that in this life, the most necessary, most valuable and most important thing is that loved ones, close people should be near, be healthy and happy. At that moment, I realized that my previous ideals, goals were false. I wanted to be succeed in business, to become famous and so on. For all this, I spent too much time and effort. And the worst thing is that for this I had to sacrifice communication with my mother, those precious moments that we could spend together. Forgive me for telling you all this now ... You barely know me, and here I tell you the sad moments of my life. I think that on this I should change the subject of the letter so as not to make it too sad.

Because in fact, I am a very positive, open, easy-going woman. I think in the future, you will be convinced of this (smile). As you already know, my age is 38 years old. My birth date is November 4, 1980, my zodiac sign is Scorpio. Do you believe in the Zodiac? I have never attached much importance to this. When I was a young girl, I was addicted and read a lot about it. But with age, I realized that it is not possible to describe millions of people with one common template. All people are different and individual. My religion is Christianity. And after the death of my mother, I began to attend church more often. But at the same time, I cannot call myself a deeply religious person. My height is 168 centimeters, my weight is 51 kilograms. My natural hair color is blonde. Eye color is brown. From what I like to do the most - cook food. I like to learn new recipes, experiment with spices. As I said, I try to do sports regularly, morning jogging, gymnastics, sometimes a fitness center. I also love going to the theater. For me, theater is a small fairy-tale world in which you can immerse 1-2 times a month and completely leave reality for 2-3 hours, I like theatrical performances by Russian and world classical authors such as Tolstoy, Chekhov, Bulgakov, Shakespeare . And I really like listening to classical music. It is so calm, relaxing, pacifying, allowing you to immerse yourself in your thoughts and memories. My favorite composers are Mozart, Glinka, Tchaikovsky. Of modern composers, I really like Ludovico Einaudi. In my previous Moscow life, I loved more modern, dance, popular music. But now I listen to this very rarely. Sometimes I also like going to the movies. Mostly I like to walk alone and watch drama films about people's lives, such as “Dear John”, “I'm Sorry, I Love You”, “Forest Gump”, “The Notebook”, “Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri” . But I also enjoy watching fun, carefree comedies such as «Horrible Bosses», «The Layover», «Life as We Know It», «Spy». So, when I have the opportunity, I like to meet with my friends. As I said, there are only a few of them. But these are real friends, ready to come to the rescue, to listen and give advice. Do you have a lot of friends? How often do you have the opportunity to meet with them? As I said, I have a high school economic education, which I received in Moscow and my specialization was “Organization Management”.

xxx, I promised to tell you why I seek a man in another country and cannot find him here in my country. I promise to do this in the next letter. Otherwise, this letter of mine will be too large, and you will be tired of reading it (smile). I will also tell you about which man I’m looking for, what qualities are important to me in a man. By the way, tell me, you are not tired of my big letters? Perhaps you would like to receive only a few lines from me in each letter?
On this I end my letter to you. Hope you were interested in reading this. And in your next letter you will share your thoughts about this letter. You may also want to tell me something about your past life, to share memories. With great curiosity I will be glad to know about your hobbies, about how you spend your free time. And of course, I always wait for your photos in order to have a better idea of your life.
Have a nice day.

Your next new letter xxx, another “surprise” for me (smile). And this is really a pleasant surprise, because I can see your answers to my questions. I can feel that your interest in me grow stronger. And that makes me happy. Because I also like our communication, the way it develops. And I really want this to continue as well. How are you today? How is the weather? Have you been waiting for my letter soon? I really try to answer your letters as quickly as possible, as soon as possible. It gives me the feeling that our dialogue is ongoing. So that you can receive an answer to your letter in the shortest time after you wrote me. So that all your emotions and impressions remain “fresh” and vivid and that our communication is positive and easy.
Everything is unchanged here. Time at work flies very quickly. Usually, I come to work by 10 in the morning. And I leave work at 6-7 pm, depending on how many clients I have. I have enough regular customers who like the quality of my work and also communicate with me. You know, I open you a little female secret (smile). Many women, girls come to the beauty salon to relax mentally. Yes, of course, one of their main goals is to make a beautiful hairstyle, hair coloring, manicure, etc. things. But I am sure that the second most important goal of our customers is to have carefree communication with a beauty salon employees, share news from their lives, receive moral support and relax in the end. Therefore, for women, a beauty salon is like an office of psychological, emotional discharge. And almost all the employees of beauty salons are good psychologists and wonderful interlocutors (smile). Therefore, I want to tell you that you can always share with me all your thoughts, impressions of life situations, events. I can listen, understand correctly and sometimes give the necessary advice. I try not to judge people and be as objective as possible when I speak my mind. Enough about my work, otherwise I will start to tell you other female secrets (smile).

As promised in the last letter, I want to devote this letter to you describing the reasons why I seek a man in another country. To tell you more about my past relationships and what kind of man I need in my life, so that this life becomes full, real and brings pleasure and happiness. My first serious relationship with a guy was in the last year of my studies in Moscow. We even started living together, renting an apartment. It was the first, truly serious feeling and the first serious pain. Everything was wonderful while we had study together. But when it ended in our life, quarrels began to appear, misunderstandings, grievances and my boyfriend's parents began to interfere in our relations. In fact, his parents were opposed to our relationship becoming more serious and that I would become his wife. His parents had a lot of money, business and believed that their son should marry only a girl of their level. At that time I was an ordinary provincial girl who could not be proud of any material values. Therefore, his parents believed that my goal was to get into their family and get their money. But I never had such goals in my life! I sincerely loved him and wanted to spend my whole life with him. I didn't care if he was rich or poor. My mother gave me the right upbringing and explained the values of life and how the girl should behave. Therefore, I was very upset that his parents thought so bad of me, I cried a lot at that time. As a result, his parents delivered a tough ultimatum to him and forced him to leave me, otherwise they would have deprived him of all the money, a car and a promising position in their family business. And he left me saying "I'm sorry, but my calm, beautiful life is more important than our relationship with you." After that, there were several long, difficult months when I tried to calm down and forget him. When I was able to do this, that young, stupid, naive, believing in sincere, unconditional love girl died I believe. And another, new Natalya was born. Cold, purposeful, sharp in decision-making, strict woman who devoted the best years of her life to do business. You know, when you do business, you almost lose your personal life. You just won’t have enough free time for this. Therefore, during the years of my life and work in Moscow, I had only two other men, as a serious relationship. Each such relationship lasted 1.5-2 years. At that time I was already more discriminating in people, I avoided communicating with cunning, insidious and deceitful men who simply dreamed of using me for sex or for material wealth. Therefore, those two of my relationships were with men who were also successful in business and did not have selfish goals in order to receive something from me. But in the end, those relationships ended the same way. We became strangers to each other, lost interest and love faded. Because we could not spend enough time with each other. We woke up early in the morning and met only before bedtime. Sometimes, due to business trips, there were long separations (several weeks). And in the end, we realized that such a relationship would not have further prospects and parted by mutual desire. In those respects, I have always been faithful. I never allowed myself to flirt with other men or give any hints and hopes to other men. Because I believe that fidelity and the ability to be faithful is one of the most important qualities that every woman should have. If you say to a person “I love you”, then you must confirm this with actions so that your man feels your sincerity, devotion and never has even the slightest reason to doubt or suspect you. My mother gave me such an upbringing and showed it by her own example. As I said, she was faithful to my father even after his death, because they had real love that no one and nothing could replace for her. When I was a teenager, several times I tried to convince her to try to find another man. I told her that in this case it would be easier for her, that she should not lock herself in, that she could still be happy again. But she never even wanted to think about it. She always said that in her life there was only one man whom she loved and still loves, and this was my father. I understand that it’s probably strange for you to hear this, that there are such people. You live in another country, with different moral principles, behaviors among people... But in my country, behaviors like my mom used to be seen often. Then we also lived in a "different" country. Then there was the USSR, people were different, people were better, kinder, more sociable and there were fewer indifferent egoists. Of course, I was a child then, but I well remember all this. And to be honest, I would really like it all to come back. Unfortunately, this is no longer possible.

Forgive me for stepping aside from what I wanted to tell you in this letter (smile). But I wanted to share these thoughts with you ... I think you can get it right. After those few relationships, I realized that it would be difficult for me to find a decent man for family life here in my country. You know that now I live in a small town. At my work every day I hear a lot of complaints about local men from their wives or girlfriends. I understand that among men who are free for relations, there are practically no worthy men left. Someone prefers to drink a lot of alcohol, beat women. Someone prefers to have many women at the same time and raise their self-esteem so. Others dream that they will lay on the couch and watch TV, while their wife will work in three jobs, get tired and provide for this loafer. All of these options are not suitable for me. And I decided not to waste my time looking for a man in my country. While I lived in Moscow, I had the opportunity to communicate with foreigners. I always liked the way they talk about life, what goals they have, what views and principles they have. It has always been very close to me and attractive. Therefore, I made such a decision that I want to connect my life with a foreigner. At the same time, I know that foreign men are also interested in Russian women, our rich inner world, good soul and family values. Am I right (smile)?

As you can understand, I did not have as much experience in relations with men, despite the fact that I’m already 38 years old (smile). But even this is not a great experience. All those things that I had in my past life, all this allowed me to form the image of a man that I want to have next to me. I realized that now it doesn’t matter to me whether he will have a lot of money or not, what social level he will have, and how this man will look externally next to me. I realized that all these are absolutely false qualities and not so important. Now I want to have a man who will be sincere with me in his feelings. A man who can give me all his care, a sense of calm, security. A man who will be able to listen and understand me correctly. Which will not hide from me his feelings, thoughts or any experiences, if any of this presents. And for such a man, I will try to become an ideal wife. I will give him all of myself. All my love, care, tenderness. I will create coziness, comfort, delicious food in our house. Even if this house will have an area of only 20-30 square meters. Because it does not matter the size of the place in which we live, if we are truly happy and love each other. I will always support my man in his endeavors, in his deeds and ideas. But at the same time, I do not want to see a morally weak man next to me. I do not want to be the leader in the relationship, to tell the man what he should do. I do not want to be a commander or that woman who, with one loud, harsh word, closes his mouth and does not allow him to be a real man. Now I finally realized that I just want to be happy and loved. I do not want to be higher than my man in a relationship. I want to be near him. And then together we can achieve any success and have a happy life.

I hope that after everything you read, you are not scared and will not stop writing to me (smile). It will be very important and interesting for me that in your next letter you write to me all your thoughts that you have after my letter today. Because I have put enough of my thoughts and desires in this letter. It will also be interesting for me to hear about your past relationships and the reasons why it ended, if you are ready to tell me this of course. I’m also interested to know about the qualities that you are looking for in a woman with whom you want to spend the rest of your life. It may be too early to ask such a question, but my female curiosity makes me do this (smile). At the moment, according to the information that you have from my letters about me, do you think I could become for you the woman you are looking for?
On this question I will end my letter today.
I will look forward to your next answer.