My sweet xxx,hi to you!!!It is such a pleasure to receive your
answer again and again!!Your sweet words warm my heart and soul every
day more.
I know i feel something very special feeling to you, but it is very
hard to explain sometimes..It seems love....what if it is love???Or it
passed not so much time to feel it???I do not know... But i really
feel and see that my thought of you become very important part of my
day..I miss you every day more.Now i know that i believe you, i am
sure in you, i see you as a man, who fill my missed part, my half and
i know that you will be here for me to listen me, to share my good and
bad times.
Honey, i have to tell you some news, which are not good at all(((I m
just in shock and i do not even know how to comment it.You know about
my job, you know that i am nurse and this horrible night the huge
explosion ruined the hospital where i used to work. It was made by
army.It was crazy night with evacuation of all people from there and
all medical workers. My colleagues were killed under the wall
stones....Can you imagine that i was speak with them during the day
and in couple of hours this explosion ruined so many lives...it is
such a horror, dear..i cry, i still cry,honey.. What if it was my time
?What if it could happen to me???I can't stop think about it(( Life is
so short..Nobody know what will happen next..
Now i am jobless, God...this war is so stupid!!!Why politics not think
about people here, but they think about money which they can earn. We
will need time to renew the hospital building, but who knows how long
it will last...I am in mess..I really do not understand what to do.My
biggest desire to be next to you and not to be scared..I have nothing
left now.
My baby, i am all alone here, i feel so scared and bad.Nobody can
share my feelings.Friends gone from the town. In such situations you
can see how people care about each other...I was hope on their help,
but i was so wrong that i counted on their help.. But you are here
with me, you didn't leave me..And i see and feel your care, my dear..I
know you will not disappear anywhere.. I never doubted in you..
I wish you forgive me this sad letter, i didn't want to bother you
with such a bad news.. But you are really the one , whom i can tell
all..I need to go now..i wish you good day and i hope you will miss
me..Kiss you, your Vika.