How your mood? Any your mood today I want to try to make even better.
This morning I didn't go to my job, because this morning I flew to my
job. Today I came to my job beforehand. And I was first who came to the
office. And I was happy all the day. My colleagues were surprised. They
have asked me why I'm so happy. And I have simply answered that I have
good mood. I have understood long ago but was afraid to admit to itself,
that I have found to you feeling which did not feel before. I want to
understand what in my heart. I want to feel your breath. I don't know,
what's happened with me. Likely I can be named strange lady, but I have
grown fond of your soul and heart. The rest is not important for me. For
me the material world is not important. Only the world of calmness,
fidelity and pure heart. It didn't happen to me before.
I'm glad that I have friend xxx,
Tell me about your thoughts and dreams. I want
to know all about you. Absolutely all! BUT! Yesterday my boss
informed me that I will have a vacation approximately in 2 or 3 weeks.
Last night I thought of us. About you and about me. About us together.
I couldn't fall asleep.I thought what I can do to see you.
I decided to spend this vacation with you. I thought what can I do to meet you.
Simply to meet. It's all that I want now. I have a passport, but I don't a
visa to your country.
Today I have addressed visas agency. They have told that I will must visit set of various
departments, state and medical institutions.
It is necessary to wait for a long time the queue. It is a usual way of
getting a visa and procedure of reception can be delayed for some weeks or
even months. Besides if my application will not be approved, it will turn
out that I squander money all for nothing. I said I can't wait so long. To
me have told that is possible to avoid set of problems and to make all in
faster terms if to use full package of service. Full package of service
includes additional payments for a category of the visa, consular
services, preparation for Interview with commission, interview.
but the visas agency remove all problems and thus increases the chance of getting a visa without excessive
delays. I asked how long time it will take to get a visa If to use a full
package of service. They have answered that it will take about one week.
Maybe 2 weeks if there will be some troubles. I have told that this
variant satisfies me and I agree. I have asked, whether there will be
troubles with visa, because there were the terrible sanctions actions.
I was answered that they will request
information about me in the police. And if in the police they will be
answered that I the law-abiding citizen, I will get the visa. I have never
outraged the law. And I have never done anything unlawful. I will have
preparation for interview. It will help me to receive the visa. And I
really have registered the visa application with great belief and with
great hope that you will be glad to meet me, with belief and with hope
that you want to meet me. I really want to give you a gift - our meeting
though I am not sure if you really want to meet me. Can you imagine that
if everything will be well, in two weeks we can meet? If it would happen,
would be it as a gift for you? Would be you happy if we could spend some
days together?
I understand that our relations are not long yet. Many years I ask
myself one question: "Why everything depends on money?" I think that the
money is not main thing in life. The main is when the people can and want
to understand each other. I have a wild desire to meet you, to embrace
you. I have some savings. I do not want to cause you a monetary outlay. I
will make all myself.
I know that you did not expect that I will tell all this. But it is
possible to wait eternally. But in fact nobody knows that waits for us
tomorrow. Maybe such opportunity will not be presented any more. I have
opened to you my heart and soul. I speak what I feel. I am not confused by
my feelings. I speak straight and openly. The loneliness has made me
courageous. You can think that I hurry events. But I have found new
feeling which never had. I am happy right now. I seem I has found what
searched for long time. In Russia speak: "under a lying stone the water
doesn't flow ". It mean that it is necessary to do a step onward to
achieve something. I am afraid to lose an opportunity to communicate with
you because I cannot eternally use office computer. But I will receive
soon a vacation. During all my life I spent my vacation in my village. But
now I can spend my vacation with my friend, with you! It is big happiness.
I should use this opportunity. In my heart never was such confidence and
feeling. And I am afraid to lose it. May be I hurry events, but I am
afraid that all will be terminated, and then I will go mad. You my dear
friend, and friends meet sometimes. I shall receive a vacation, it's my
vacation and I want to spend it with my dear friend. I think it will be
wonderful. I apologize, if have offended you. I hope, that you do not
regard my words as impudence. I simply want to meet and spend some happy
days with you. What will be after, I do not know. But all people meet. The
distance does not frighten me. But without a meeting there can not be a
continuation. I hope, that your feelings to me have not changed after
that. But I want to see you to slightly becalm my tormented heart. Tell me
please, can you meet me? Tell me please, you will be glad to meet me? You
will be glad if I will arrive to you?
I believe and I hope that I have not angered and have not offended
you. I believe and I hope that you have feelings to me. I believe and I
hope that you want to meet me. It can be outlined in advance by destiny. I
sincerely hope that my letter has brought pleasure to you. And I sincerely
hope that you want to meet me to spend some time together. And I sincerely
hope that you would be happy to meet me. Would you be happy?
Inform me what international airport close to you???? It will be better a alphabetic international code of the airport.
Much tenderness from Elena!!!