Do you have an output or working day today? Why you did not respond to
my letter which I wrote you yesterday? You with what that are busy?
When will you have time to answer it? I hope that you will answer me
today. I will look forward to hearing from you. I kiss.

Your Irina...

Hello xxx!
Darling I did not receive from you any news. We agreed with you about
a meeting, I began the procedure of production of documents. I paid
for production of documents. Why you do not answer? Everything is
good? I very much concern and I worry. I hope you did not decide not
to meet me. Perhaps I think out these problems and everything is good.
Whether but without your news it is difficult for me to understand
everything correctly I do. Please respond me to my messages. I wait
from you for your letter.
Your Irina..

Hello xxx!
My dear. Something was not pleasant to you from my letter? Why you did
not answer me? I not so made something? Confuses you that I paid for
fast production of the visa? Or you did not like my dreams: Write to
me. I look forward to hearing from you.
Your Irina..

Hello xxx!
My dear! I did not receive your answer. Where you? Everything is good?
My documents still prepare, but I worry that you ceased to write me.
Write to me shortly, I very much miss you. I look forward to hearing
from you.
Your Irina..

Hello my honey xxx!
Dear xxx, I was happy to receive the letter from you. Today my
letter will be short. At me not so it is a lot of time.
I have just left travel agency, and have decided to inform you good
news at once. Me cause to Moscow on interview in embassy. Tomorrow I
should leave to Moscow. It seems to me, that I waited for this moment
the whole eternity. The travel agency has carried out the task earlier
than I thought. It can is connected to that sum of money which I have
paid for acceleration of readiness of documents. Now it is not of
great importance. I go to embassy!!! Probably tomorrow or the day
after tomorrow I can receive documents which are necessary for arrival
in your country. Tomorrow I shall write to you from Internet - cafe of
the city of Moscow. I shall inform you all news which will concern my
trip. After I shall receive documents, I will need to return back to
native city, to collect necessary things and to buy the ticket in your
country. Trip to Moscow costs not cheaply, therefore I wanted to go to
Moscow, to pass interview in embassy and to wait for day of a start.
But in the contract it is told, that in your country I can buy the
ticket only in travel agency which helps me to collect necessary
documents. From superstition I shall not begin to buy the ticket
before reception of documents. Of agency of me convince, that it is
possible to buy the ticket, and, then to pass interview. They have
told to me, that many people do so. But it seems to me wrong.
Dear, I was probable next week can inform you date of my start. I
believe that next week I can take off to you. How you concern to this?
I think that you too will be glad. I shall finish the letter. I shall
go to collect things home. I want, that you have sent me your full
home address, the data on the nearest to you of the airports and phone
number. I shall call to you if there will be urgent questions. I hope
to receive from you the answer which will bring to me encouragement.

Your love ooxooxx Irina...

Hi my dearest xxx!
I have more recently left embassy and at once have decided to write to
you. I write to you the letter and I smile. I'm so glad! If I could, I
would speak with you for a long time. But unfortunately now it is
impossible. But I am confident, that our meeting will take place also
we shall speak in person.
I want to tell to you about the commission in Moscow. I hope to you it
interestingly!!! Tomorrow I shall already write to you from native
city. I shall arrive to Surgut most likely tomorrow in the evening. I
can probably have the visa. Because I tried for it much. I worry, you
should understand it. I never thought that the commission will ask
such unusual questions. They asked about my sexual life, they asked
about children, about work, about patriotism, about my attitude to
your country, about my conversance and awareness of events which
happened in the world and in your country, about my religion and
belief. I have told about all my life in detail. I spoke about very
thing fairly how it's really. To me have told that my answers are
unexpected and as a rule applicants don't answer such questions so
directly and openly. They haven't got used to hear such answers, but
they said that to hear sincere and truthful answers is much more
pleasant than words which come not from heart and reason. Now I should
wait the decision. I hope that my visa will be ready within the next
few days. The representative of embassy at once informs about it to
travel agency. After that I shall buy the ticket in your country.
After I shall buy the ticket I shall inform date of the start.
Now I agree with expression: "Expectation of death is worse than the
death" I can't concentrate on anything. My heart so worry, I can't
work. They have told that the decision will be accepted in several
days. I so worry. I so want that this small dream was come true. I
simply want to see my lovely friend. I think the God will help me. I
simply want to meet you. I already see us together and I sink in
dreams. I want to construct with you the ship to float under sails in
boundless ocean. I want to meet with you a dawn and to see off a
sundown. We will float on our ship and our love will illuminate our
way. We will look at night at stars, we'll be pleased in the afternoon
to the sun. If there will be a storm, our love will protect us. If
there will be a calm, our love will be a wind. Our love will be a
beacon for us. We will be floating at ocean of love and oblivion and
nothing can separate us. We'll name our ship - Dream. It will be the
small ship, but very strong. Because we will make our ship from
belief, hope and love. It's impossible to wait, when your dream will
fall to you from the sky. It's necessary to go to the dream. It's
necessary to clear and build the road itself. If in heart there is a
belief and dream, if in heart there is a love and hope, it is
necessary to achieve the dream by all means. I always go to the dream.
I don't sit on a place. In my life there were very few light moments.
On this I try to make everything that my dreams have come true. I
understand that now it's only dreams. But these dreams brighten my
life. I hope that yours also. Nothing will keep me to arrive to you!!!
oooxxx
With tenderness your Irina.

Hello xxx!
Darling, I already arrived home. Where you? Why you did not respond to
my letter? You are not glad what I went to embassy? I will know
results of my visit soon and I will know new information. I miss you,
but did not receive your letter. With you everything is good? I wait I
will not wait for our meeting. It will be wonderful time of two for
us. Write to me, I wait for your letter.
Your Irina..

Hello my dearest xxx!
I have good news, very well for me and for you! I wanted to call to
you and to explain all by phone. But I am afraid, that you become
angry on me and will refuse to help me, therefore I have decided to
write to you.

Today in the morning I have come to travel agency where to
me informed good news. I have got the visa. Now it is necessary for me
to buy the ticket to you and to go in Moscow behind the visa and to
wait day of my start. I'm immensely happy. I will be able to see you
in person!!! Dear I it is very good to speak in English you to not
worry for us. I addressed the company which sells tickets for plans. I
asked them how, as to me have explained to me it is necessary to have
the ticket to you I would be able to go to Vienna on the November,
3th, and how much it would cost. They said that the ticket would cost
902 euro. I asked them to find a cheaper ticket, because the price is
too high for me. But as it turned out I would not be able to have a
cheaper ticket so quickly, the date is too early. Tickets must be
reserved long beforehand. I asked them to offer me other variants of
the flight. We found the most suitable one. The flight is on
November, 5th. The ticket costs 781 euro I asked the to reserve the
ticket for me. But they refused to do it having said that they had a
lot of clients. They cannot reserve my ticket without advance money. I
was imploring them. But it did not work. They said that they would
help me with great pleasure but they couldn't. The rules are so. I was
in a panic, I was so disappointed. Then I asked them if I could give
just a part of the money. But they did not agree again.

I asked them for a long time saying that my fiance xxx is waiting for
me. If I asked them a little bit longer I would burst out of crying.
Maybe God heard my prayers, and the service worked agreed to reserve
the ticket on my conditions. But I have too little time to pay, for
the ticket. They said if I did not day the rest of the ticket price, I
would loose the money I'd already given to them. I was angry, but they
explained that it would be very difficult to sell the ticket for the
plane which is flying. They would have to lower the price. I agreed.
They told me to pay 781 euro. But it was too much for me, because I had
only 235 euro. I asked to wait for me during 12 hours. I went out of
the room. Masha met me at the door. I told her everything. She
understood everything and advised me to pawn our treasures to a
pawnshop. It was very difficult for me to agree to do it. I did not
want to burden Masha. But at the same time I want to meet you. We
pawned the treasures, I got 90 euro and I paid the part of the ticket
price 325 euro. It was my last money, it was for the plane by which I'm
going to come to you. It was very difficult for me to tell you this
story. I have done all what I could. I have paid for the visa. I have
paid for the part of the ticket. But this was not enough. The money
was not enough. I did not want to burden you. I wanted to come to you
with nobody's help. I thought my money would be enough. But I failed.
Now I feel guilty myself. I did not manage to do all myself for our
meeting. I thought nothing would prevent me from meeting you. But I
must pay the rest of the money for the ticket It's just 456 euro. I
must pay it till the November, 3th. Otherwise I will loose the money I
have paid and i will loose the chance to see you. And our treasures
will be sold by the pawnshop. Now I feel guilty that I could not do
what i promised to come to you with my own money. I always do what I
promise. I feel at ease now, I'm ashamed of asking you to help me.
Unfortunately the school did not pay me the money I'd earned. I really
hoped to get this money. But I'll get the money from the school in a
month or two. Because it's very typical for Russia to hold up the
payments of salary. I asked the school to give me my money earlier,
but they refused to do it. Now the school does not have the money
necessary for me. Our school depends on the budget, it did not get
money for a longtime. I think it's because of the financial crisis and
terrorist acts. I must say to you that I will not be able to meet you
because I will not be able to pay the whole sum of money myself.

Of course I realize that I should not ask you to give me the money.
But at the time I cannot just that I will not come to you. I have done
too much to organize our meeting. If I refuse to meet you it will mean
that everything was in vain. It's terrible for me to refuse to come to
you, I have done all what I could. Now I want you to help me and I
think there is nothing horrible if I ask you to help me. Of course I
realize that may be you have no feelings to me and may be you're not
interested in our meeting. I understand that the sum of money is too
big. I know it and that's why it's more difficult for me to ask it
from you. But at the same time any person can find himself in my
conditions. And now there is only one thing which I can do. I just
must say that I will never come to you. But I do not want to say so,
because I want to meet you. That's why I must be honest, I need your
help. Of course I understand that I must not do it. But I'm an honest
person. I'm ashamed of asking you to help me, but life is a difficult
thing, everything can happen. Of course it's up to you to decide if
you want to help me or not. It's bad, but not fatal. I will loose my
money. It's bad but not mortal either. 390 usd which I have paid for
the visa and 325 euro which I have paid for the ticket are too much for
me. But I'm not sorry for what I have done for our meeting. In fact
money is just paper, our treasures are just metal details. That's why
I was the first who decided to meet each other. But I do not want all
my efforts to be spent in vain. If you really want to meet me, if you
can help me to organize our meeting please send me the money till the
morning of the November, 3th. Please forgive me my words. I say so
because I'm in despair. Now when just one step can connect us, I'm
afraid. I need you, I want to be with you, I need you help, believe
me, I'm honest with you. I did not manage to estimate my forces. And
all my efforts spent in vain. I understand that the sum of money is
too big for you. I did not want to ask you. I can do everything
myself. My loneliness made me strong. I had always been living with my
own efforts I always relied on myself. I asked somebody to help me
very seldom, but now I ask you to help me. I will give you all the
money back as soon as I'm able. Maybe I made you offended. But I need
you. I do not know if my letter you disappointed. But I have written
you an honest letter. I'm looking forward to you answer. I hope for
you. I ask you to not worry. I send data of my flight:

Flight SU-2356 2h 55m
Aeroflot
14:10SVOSheremetyevo International Airport5 Nov, Tu
15:05VIEVienna International Airport5 Nov, Tu