Hey xxx) Thank you for your reply. I am so happy that you have an
interest and thank you once again for taking the time to respond to my
email. Send me some of your latest photos please. xxx I'm serious in
my intentions so please show me your devotion too. For me has no
value, that you are are more senior than I. I always loved people
which are more senior than I.Because these people cleverer, reliable
and cautious, than people of my age.I very serious both responsible
girl and the person of my age not in am capable to understand it. I
can find much in common with you. I think, that it is important, when
people have the general ideas about life. Presently, the partner is
necessary for everyone oppress. I know, that senior people are not
capable of treachery. At senior people steadier opinion, than at
young. With the senior person I shall feel like am sure in tomorrow's
day. In our town there are people who are committed to helping people
to search for the second half outside of Russia. they work with a
dating site, outside of Russia. so I asked, in this agency, call it
so, and they gave me a few e-mail addresses. I wrote once you answer,
so we began our acquaintance with you. It is time to tell you more
about myself. I am thinking what to begin with. You know, I did not
realize that it would be so difficult. However, I want you know more
about how I live. I really do not know how to begin, it is so hard. It
seems I had so many thoughts and ideas just a minute ago, but now I am
speechless)) May be because I am excited?) I need to calm down and
begin… Let me start with a short story about me. I guess you want to
know me more. As I told you before, my name is Yuliya. I live in
Kirov, Russia. My height is 172 cm. My weight is 57 kg. I have never
been married. I have no children. I think you ask yourself why a
Russian girl writes you, don’t you? I am sure you do. Let me try to
answer this question honestly and outspokenly. Please be sure that I
take it serious. I will write you faithfully, without cheating. Each
word in this email is like a part of me. Each word comes from my
heart. In each email I will open you my soul. May be I should not do
this, who knows. But I feel I should be honest to you. This way you
will see my inner world, my thoughts. I hope you will also write me
honestly and from your heart. Opening our souls we will understand
each other better. How I look, you’ll see at pictures. You’ll see my
appearance. Reading my email I want you see my inner world. This is
very important to me. Ohh my God! I promised to answer the question
and did forget. Can you imagine how many thoughts come to my mind? It
seems a million. ))) I want to tell you about everything in one email.
However, let me to answer why I did write you. I had a man, but our
relationship run out badly. I gave all my feelings, my soul and heart
to him and expected the same. I wanted our feelings were mutual. I
wanted he cared about me. I wanted he just respected me. I really
thought we would be together for the rest of our lives and I even made
plans for our future. The future where we are happy just because we
are together. But he cheated on me with another woman. And that was
the end. His cheating opened my eyes. Now I understand how blind I
was, now I know I lived in an illusion. He used me and it hurts. I was
so busy with home stuff that I noticed nothing and of course I trusted
him. I did everything for him. I made a breakfast for us every
morning, then hurried up to my work. My lunch break I spent at home
cleaning our apartment and cooking. Then came back to work. I was so
tired of it, but I wanted he felt my love and care. I’m writing you
this now and remember. And this makes me cry. I don’t want to remember
it. Never! I don’t want to write you about bad things that happened in
my life. Now I am OK and I feel I am ready to start a new life, I am
ready for new relationship. But, please, don’t hurt me. I hope you
understand me. Another reason why I wrote you is the mentality of
Russian men. Most of them don’t look at the future. They live today
and don’t make any plans to change their lives to the better. They
don’t goals and aspirations in life. Most of men are drinking a lot.
It is rather difficult to describe you all the reasons in one email.
But I think you understand what I am talking about. I am looking for a
man who is thinking about the future, who has goals. I am looking for
an optimistic man who doesn’t stop and moves forward to his dreams.
When I watch foreign films, I see you have a different way of life.
You just think and live in a different way. This is also one of the
reasons why I wrote you. So I love watching movies. I live alone in my
own apartment. Sometimes I feel lonely and my evenings I spend
watching movies. You know I love the old russian film "The Notebook".
I watched it several times. And what is your favorite film? I am also
curious to know how you imagine a single girl evening. Tell me. I am
very curious to know. I also love reading if I have leisure time. I
also love to go out and breathe fresh air. I like to walk in the park,
near the river, just through the streets of our beautiful city. In my
free time I also go to the gym or go to a cafe with my friends.
Weekends I often spend with my parents. They live out of the city. I
will be more than happy to tell you more about how I spend my free
time. I just respect your time. It seems my email is too long. I don’t
want to waste your time. I am looking forward to your reply. Please
tell me more about you, how you live, how you spend your free time. I
am very interested to know you better. Please don’t forget to answer
my questions. Have a nice day! I wish you a good day.Bye for
now,Yuliya