Hi my dearest xxx!
I have more recently left embassy and at once have decided to write to
you. I write to you the letter and I smile. I'm so glad! If I could, I
would speak with you for a long time. But unfortunately now it is
impossible. But I am confident, that our meeting will take place also
we shall speak in person. I want to tell to you about the commission
in Moscow. I hope to you it interestingly!!! Tomorrow I shall already
write to you from native city. I shall arrive to Surgut most likely
tomorrow in the evening. I can probably have the visa. Because I tried
for it much. I worry, you should understand it. I never thought that
the commission will ask such unusual questions. They asked about my
sexual life, they asked about children, about work, about patriotism,
about my attitude to your country, about my conversance and awareness
of events which happened in the world and in your country, about my
religion and belief. I have told about all my life in detail. I spoke
about very thing fairly how it's really. To me have told that my
answers are unexpected and as a rule applicants don't answer such
questions so directly and openly. They haven't got used to hear such
answers, but they said that to hear sincere and truthful answers is
much more pleasant than words which come not from heart and reason.
Now I should wait the decision. I hope that my visa will be ready
within the next few days. The representative of embassy at once
informs about it to travel agency. After that I shall buy the ticket
in your country. After I shall buy the ticket I shall inform date of
the start. Now I agree with expression: "Expectation of death is worse
than the death" I can't concentrate on anything. My heart so worry, I
can't work. They have told that the decision will be accepted in
several days. I so worry. I so want that this small dream was come
true. I simply want to see my lovely friend. I think the God will help
me. I simply want to meet you. I already see us together and I sink in
dreams. I want to construct with you the ship to float under sails in
boundless ocean. I want to meet with you a dawn and to see off a
sundown. We will float on our ship and our love will illuminate our
way. We will look at night at stars, we'll be pleased in the afternoon
to the sun. If there will be a storm, our love will protect us. If
there will be a calm, our love will be a wind. Our love will be a
beacon for us. We will be floating at ocean of love and oblivion and
nothing can separate us. We'll name our ship - Dream. It will be the
small ship, but very strong. Because we will make our ship from
belief, hope and love. It's impossible to wait, when your dream will
fall to you from the sky. It's necessary to go to the dream. It's
necessary to clear and build the road itself. If in heart there is a
belief and dream, if in heart there is a love and hope, it is
necessary to achieve the dream by all means. I always go to the dream.
I don't sit on a place. In my life there were very few light moments.
On this I try to make everything that my dreams have come true. I
understand that now it's only dreams. But these dreams brighten my
life. I hope that yours also. Nothing will keep me to arrive to you!!!
With tenderness your Ekaterina.