Hello my dear xxx. Every day, with great hope for a brighter
future, I write a letter for you. I understand that we are now far
from each other. I understand that this distance is now killing our
senses. I hope you can understand all my thoughts and desires now. You
just don’t write to me now. You do not find out any circumstances
regarding the funds sent to me. It is possible that this is even just
a lie that you used for me. I did not want to believe in such
negative conclusions. But there are still no funds in the bank. You
are not affected by these problems, which means you simply did not
list them for me ... I feel that our two lives are now moving in a
parallel direction. I know that if we do not make efforts to change
the confluence of these circumstances, then sad moments will not be
able to leave our relationship. They will simply destroy them to the
ground. I feel excluded and offended now. I am sad that the blocks of
our love fall one by one on the cold earth. I felt for you. I had
aspirations for the realization of these feelings. It still hurts me
to realize that the relationship was not true. I felt love for you. I
thought that these feelings are mutual and could be happiness for us.
I am in a panic from the fact that this happiness was just fleeting. I
am in a panic at the fact that this fleeting happiness is taking away
hope in us now. Hope is the only feeling that has always lived with
me. I do not want this one feeling to perish with our love. After all,
you always fueled a sense of hope in me. I didn’t want to believe that
you gave me empty hope. I am ashamed of the fact that I was held
hostage to this situation. It sometimes seemed to me that my life
experience would not allow me to fall into the trap of life
circumstances. But it turned out that I was wrong in this assumption.
I could soothe myself with the thought that it was just a bad
experience for us in building relationships. I am angry that you
cannot understand the values of that time that the higher powers
have given us. I never set money for myself as the initial value. The
most important value in our life is time, which was presented to us by
higher powers. We gave each other time and hope. Now that there is a
need for a meeting and a need to overcome the thresholds that impede
this meeting. You thought about what is your highest value. I believe
that my efforts were not wasted, and I believe that our relationship
is not something empty and unpromising. I wish you a pleasant time and
reasonable decisions. I still keep faith, despite what is happening.
Your love Ekaterina... :love:
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