Hello my dear xxx! Happy to hear back from you! Thank you for your care! How is
your day today? I hope everything is all right! I have a coffee break so I can write
you an email. xxx, today I had a sleepless night. Because I was thinking about you
a lot. I was thinking about my talk with parents, about you and me. I had so many
different thoughts. I can not stop thinking about the possible meeting. For so long
it's been on my mind. Every day I feel more more that I want to see you. xxx, I
think you're my soul mate. We have close and trusting relationship. I have opened my
heart. I feel you are the man I want to have the future with. But now we need to make
the most important step in our life. We both understand that we need to see each
other in order to make sure we feel the same to each other. Do you agree with me? I
thought a lot, and came to the conclusion that I was ready to meet you! I need to
know what you think about it. Are you ready? Yes, of course my dear, I know it is
rather difficult to organize the meeting. Just now we need to decide whether we want
to meet or nor. Are we both ready for this important step? As for me I can honestly
say that I am ready! I will overcome all the difficulties for the sake of our
meeting. Yes, I have not known yet what exactly I need to do in order to come to
another country. All that I know if we want to meet we will be able to do it! xxx,
I can't get out my mom’s words of my head. She told me if I feel you’re the man with
whom I want to be, then it is time to act. If I need, they will help me to come to
you. And this make me stronger. I really need thei support and understanding.
Everything turns the situation to our advantage. Please let me know if you’re ready
to meet me in real?? Are you ready for the next step in our relationship? Would you
like to have me in your house?? I just think that it would be easier to stay by you
either than in a hotel. More over if I stay with you we would have much more time to
spend together, to know each other better and become closer. What do you think? Of
course I am curious to see how you live. Who knows may be we will understand that we
belong together and I will move to you forever. That’s why I want to see your life
from within. Of course, today it's too early to talk about my move to you, but I
think we can discuss this issue face to face. Now the most important thing is to
organize our first meeting. I hope you agree with me and want to meet me as well.
xxx, please think about everything seriously and let me know what you decide! I do
respect your opinion and want to hear your point of view. I'm eager to know what you
think! Please get back to me as soon as possible and let me know about your decision.
Do you mind if I stay at your house? I dream about the day when we will meet in real
life! Let's make our dream come true. I am sure that meeting can make us closer, more
than ever before. I would love to take care of you, give you all my affection and
tenderness! I want to give you happiness and joy. Dear xxx, you deserve to be
happy! You are so kind and sincere! You are the man worthy of love and attention! And
I want to give you everything! xxx, you are a very wonderful man! You drove me
crazy)). All I can think about is you and our meeting. We can continue writing
hundreds of emails to each other. And of course we will continue writing. I am ready
for this. But if we are serious in our feelings we should try to make the next step
and organize our meeting. My parents are for us and there's nothing to keep me here.
I wish I were on a plane right now! But to be honest I have never flown))) I have
never been out of Russia. I have never travelled. All my trips were within my
country. By the way this is one more reason why I would like to come to you first. I
can fly for the first time in my life. I think the fly will give me new and
interesting emotions. I'll be flying high in the sky and will be able to feel like a
bird))I used to have a dream to jump with a parachute)). I think it's very extremely.
Parachuting it is when you can overcome your fear for unforgettable emotions. But now
I have another dream, more important - to be near you. Can you imagine our first
meting? What will you feel? I am sure this is many times better than parachuting. Ohh
my dear I must keep my feet on the ground. I am dreaming a lot)). Please promise me
to think about our meeting. I need your opinion. I am looking forward for your reply!
Now I have to go. After work I plan to gym and walk home. The weather is fine. So I
plan to walk. What are you planning to do? How is the weather? xxx, tell me about
everything! I'm begging you)). From time to time I like to reread your emails. Thank
you for taking the time to email me! Thank you for all that you do! Thanks for the
care and affection! xxx, you are the most wonderful man! I kiss you gently. Have a
nice day! Ekaterina