Hi my darling!!!
I miss you so much! I woke up again with a thought of you and almost started crying because you are not next to me! How I wish to wake up next to
you and understand that we are together!!! It is my dream! I so much hope that our dreams are mutual! You are the closest person for me now! I
cannot think of anything else at all!!! Earlier I didn't realize that I can fall in love so much but now I know that it is possible! My heart beats
so fast from one thought that we are going to be together soon!!! I wrote you that I need your help! You have no idea how much I was upset that I
have to ask you for help, darling! I wrote you that I am not rich. I do have a job, that allows me to cover my expenses. I never travelled so far
and I couldn't even imagine that it may take so many expenses! Laptop, that I purchased before leaving to Moscow cost me 800 dollars,
also I paid for the ticket to Moscow, which is another 170 dollars! I also had to pay for the rent of the room in advance for a couple of
days and now I have no money left to get the tickets to you!!! When I realized it, tears started falling from my eyes, because I wrote you, that I
will make everything independently!!! I don't want you to see my tears! I don't want to make you sad! Everything I want you to know is that soon we
are going to be together and nothing else will keep us apart!!! Do you understand this??? When I go to sleep in the evening I think of you and my
eyes are filling up with tears! Maybe I became more sentimental, because there is a feeling in my heart, that I was waiting for my whole entire
life! I want to call you my one and only beloved man!!!!!!!!!!
I never depended on anyone when it came to money issues and I don't want to make any difficulties for you, but what shall I do??? I cannot sell my
laptop, as I am afraid that in Moscow I can be tricked because here there are many dishonest people from all over the world! I don't know anybody
here to help me as well. I cannot take a loan as I live and work in another region of Russia, not in Moscow, as you know. If I had a chance or a
possibility to make it all by myself, I had never asked you to help me! Never! It was very hard for me to write you that letter where I ask you to
help me with the tickets. Maybe I would have never written it to you and simply came back home, but I have sincere feelings to you and I cannot
leave everything on my way to you and come back! We need to have our meeting!!! Do you understand this??? It could be our only chance in life to
become happy!?!?! I feel in my heart that we can be the happiest couple together!!! When we started our communication I realized that you are a
very special man and that we can build a true passion and a real sincere feeling of love!!! It is what any woman in the world dreams of!!! I have a
feeling that I have already found it in YOU!!! Don't you feel the same? If you don't, tell me about it and I never bother you again in life!!! But
I know that your heart feels what my heart feels as well!!! Our hearts have to beat together!!! I just cannot come to you without your help! Yes, I
need your help! Money never was more than means of achieving a goal! My goal is being happy together with you, my darling! I hope you understand
this! My mother is really happy that we are going to be together soon! I told her how wonderful you are and that we are going to be great together!
Of course she is very worried that I am still in Moscow, but she knows that you are my beloved man and that you are going to support me in any
situation!!! My love!!! Can I call you my love? It is what I feel in my heart to you! If we are not going to trust each other, how we are going to
build a strong relationship? Every relationship starts with trust! I trust you completely! I left my work, my home, my relatives and close ones!!!I
have spent all my money that I had and did it only for our love and our meeting!!! I believe that it will make us the happiest people in the
world!!! My darling!!! I wait for your help to get the tickets, receive my visa and fly to you with the first flight!!! I so much hope that you are
sincere with me and that we dream and aim for the same things in life!!! To our happiness together!!! My heart waits for this moment with
impatience! I want to give you all my passion, tenderness, love and a million of sweet kisses!!!
PS: My darling! All I want is a women's happiness! To love and to be loved! By you! For a woman to be really happy only one thing is necessary -
true love and also for her beloved one to be a reliable person, that can support her and that will not leave her in a difficult life situation! A
woman has also to support and help her loved man in everything! To cook delicious meals for him, to care about him and to make sure that nothing
bothers him or makes him sad! I am ready to become such a woman for you! Your only one! Your love can make me be the perfect woman for you!!! I am
ready to do anything to make you happy and feel comfortable with me!!! I want you to be happy! It is the only thing that will make me happy myself!
I am waiting for your soonest reply, my darling!!!