It hurt me to read your letter. Very disgusting and not nice .... To
be honest, I had no doubt that you would help me. I didn’t even think
you could help me. I was confident that between us there is love and
trust. Because I DROP EVERYTHING AND GO TO YOU !!! And you write to me
that you do not trust me. I began to feel cold in your words. I even
had tears .... I need to calm down ... For my part it was probably
stupid to believe that you, like me, are ready for everything for me.
I'm so naive. I still believe in fairy tales. I believed that you were
the one I was looking for ... But the first problem in our
relationship appeared, and you leave me ... I am alone in a foreign
city where you don’t help me and you even turned away from me. Am I so
worthless that in this world there is no place for me ... there is no
person who would need me. I became very scared. I thought that we
would be together ... I believed that we would have a family ... I
said so many good words about you to my father. And what shall I tell
him now ... ??? ... What ???? I just have no words about what is
happening now ... Why did I come, why did I believe you. I'm so stupid
that I have done ... I need strength to survive it all ...