Hello my dearest xxx!
Dear xxx, Today I wanted to redeem the ticket in your country. I
have faced a problem. I hoped to solve a problem own forces. I did not
want to ask you about the help, but I was given up with people on
which I hoped. Now I have nobody to address more. I have decided to
write to you the letter. I have good news, very good for me and for
you! I have looked forward to this day. Today in the morning I have
come to travel agency where to me informed good news. I have got the
visa. Now it is necessary for me to buy the ticket to you and to go in
Moscow behind the visa and to wait day of my start. I'm immensely
happy. I will be able to see you in person!!! Dear I it is very good
to speak in English you to not worry for us. I addressed the company
which sells tickets for plans. I asked them how, as to me have
explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to you I would be
able to go Vienna on the 16 June, and how much it would cost. They
said that the ticket would cost $768 USD. I asked them to find a
cheaper ticket, because the price is too high for me. But as it turned
out I would not be able to have a cheaper ticket so quickly, the date
is too early. Tickets must be reserved long beforehand. I asked them
to offer me other variants of the flight. We found the most suitable
one. The flight, is on the 16 June . The ticket costs $680 USD. I
asked the to reserve the ticket for me. But they refused to do it
having said that they had a lot of clients. They cannot reserve my
ticket without advanced money. I was imploring them. But it did not
work. They said that they would help me with great pleasure but they
couldn't. The rules are so. I was in a panic, I was so disappointed.
Then I asked the if I could give just a part of the money. But they
did not agree again. I asked them for a long time saying that my
fiance xxx is waiting for me. If I asked them a little bit
longer I would burst out of crying. Maybe God heard my prayers, and
the service worked agreed to reserve the ticket on my conditions. But
I have too little time to pay, for the ticket. They said if I did not
day the rest of the ticket price, I would loose the money I'd already
given to them. I was angry, but they explained that it would be very
difficult to sell the ticket for the plane which is flying. They would
have to lower the price. I agreed. They told me to pay $368 USD. But
it was too much for me, because I had only $240. I asked to wait for
me during 11 hours. I went out of the room. Masha met me at the door.
I told her everything. She understood everything and advised me to
pawn our treasures to a pawnshop. xxx, it was very difficult for
me to agree to do it. I did not want to burden Masha. But at the same
time I want to meet you, xxx very much. We pawned the treasures,
I got $128 USD and I paid the part of the ticket price $368 USD. It
was my last money, it was for the plane by which I'm going to come to
you. It was very difficult for me to tell you this story. I have done
all what I could. I have paid for the visa. I have paid for the part
of the ticket. But this was not enough. The money was not enough. I
did not want to burden you. I wanted to come to you with nobody's
help. I thought my money would be enough. But I failed. Now I feel
guilty myself. I did not manage to do all myself for our meeting. I
thought nothing would prevent me from meeting you. But I must pay the
rest of the money for the ticket It's just $312 USD. I must pay it
till the 12 June. Otherwise I will loose the money I have paid and i
will loose the chance to see you. And our treasures will be sold by
the pawnshop. Now I feel guilty that I could not do what i promised to
come to you with my own money. I always do what I promise. I feel at
ease now, I'm ashamed of asking you to help me. Unfortunately my work
did not pay me the money I'd earned. I really hoped to get this money.
It would solve all the problems. But I'll get the money from the work
in a month or two. Because it's very typical for Russia to hold up the
payments of salary. I asked the work to give me my money earlier, but
they refused to do it. Now the my work does not have the money
necessary for me. My work depends on the budget, it did not get money
for a long time. I think it's because of the financial crisis and
terrorist acts . Avoidably I must say to you that I will not be able
to meet you because I will not be able to pay the whole sum of money
myself. Of course I realize that I should not ask you to give me the
money. But at the time I cannot just that I will not come to you. I
have done too much to organize our meeting. If I refuse to meet you it
will mean that everything was in vain. It's terrible for me to refuse
to come to you, I have done all what I could. Now I want you to help
me and I think there is nothing bad if I ask you to help me. Of course
I realize that be you have no feelings to me and be you're not
interested in our meeting. I understand that the sum of money is too
big. I know it and that's why it's more difficult for me to ask it
from you. But at the same time any person can find himself in my
conditions. And now there is only one thing which I can do. I just
must say that I will never come to you. But I do not want to say so,
because I want to meet you. That's why I must be honest, I need your
help. Of course I understand that I must not do it. But I'm an honest
person. I'm ashamed of asking you to help me, but life is a difficult
thing, everything can happen. Of course it's up to you to decide if
you want to help me or not. It's bad, but not fatal. I will loose my
money. It's bad but not mortal either. $360 USD which I have paid for
the visa, for consular gathering 131 usd and for State Taxes 90 usd,
for the ticket to Moscow and back 220 usd, for hotel in the city of
Moscow 110 usd, and $368 USD for which I have paid for the ticket are
too much for me. But I'm not sorry for what I have done for our
meeting. In fact money is just paper, our treasures are just metal
details. That's why I was the first who decided to meet each other.
But I do not want all my efforts to be spent in vain. If you really
want to meet me, if you can help me to organize our meeting please
send me the money till the morning of the 12 June. Please forgive me
my words. I say so because I'm in despair. Now when just one step can
connect us, I'm afraid. I need you, I want to be with you, I need you
help, believe me, I'm honest with you. I did not manage to estimate my
forces. And all my efforts spent in vain. I understand that the sum of
money is too big for you. I did not want to ask you. I can do
everything myself. My loneliness made me strong. I had always been
living with my own efforts I always relied on myself. I asked somebody
to help me very cell com, but now I ask you to help me. I will give
you all the money back as soon as I'm able. Maybe I made you offended.
But I need you. I do not know if my letter satisfaction you or
disappointed. But I have written you an honest letter. I'm looking
forward to you answer. I hope for you. I ask you to not worry. I send
data of my flight. Have found flight to Vienna.
Ticket booking (1 adult)
Departing from Moscow to Vienna
16 jun
Economy class
TK So, 16 jun 05:45
Moscow, Vnukovo,
terminal A —08:35
Istanbul 2 h 50 m TK 420,
Fare P 11 h 25 m
TK So, 16 jun 20:00
Istanbul —21:20
Vienna International Airport 2 h 20 m TK 1889,
Fare P
With love yours Lyudmila.......