This woman is close to my heart and I would like to know if I could trust her. Hello! Thank you for your reply. I am reading your email and
smiling. You always make my day. Forgive me that in my last letter I
asked you so right away why you do not have a wife and children. I
understand your words that your answer is not so simple. And as I
understand that you had some relationship with the girls when you were
young at the age of 18-25. I want to tell you that you should not be
embarrassed by me. I will always listen to you and understand. And I
understand that you were never . But still everything is
in front and I believe that everything will be fine. I understand you
that you were very busy since your life was just work. Still I want to
say that I'm sorry for your parents and that they are not alive. It's
so painful to lose a native people forgive. I understand your words
dear that you could build a relationship with me. And I
understand you that you are kind and generous and you have no problems
with anything. I hope that our friendship with you will probably grow
into something more serious. By the way, thanks for your nice
compliment I'm very pleased. But still I understand you that you wrote
to me at the beginning of our acquaintance with you that you are XX
years old. And I hope that you remember that I wrote to you at the
beginning of our acquaintance that men of my age do not interest me.
And that's why I'm happy with the age difference between us. You know
I really have a dream and I want children and a strong family. By
the way, I have no plans for the autumn since I did not build them.
You asked me if I wanted you to visit me? I want to tell you that I
think that we need to try to develop our relations, and if we see that
our friendship with you will grow into more than high relations, then
we will return to this conversation. Do you agree with me dear ??
Getting your emails is starting to become a habit. I'm going to tell
you the secret. The first thing I think about when I wake up is
whether you write me today or not. This is so nice to come to work and
find your email. To tell the truth you, our emails to each other can't
get out of my head. I am constantly thinking about you wherever I am,
at work, on my way home, at home, when I go to bed, when I wake up. I
just try to imagine what you’re doing at the same moment, what your
mood today is. When I cook, I am asking myself whether you’re hungry
or not. I am just really interested to know how you live. I like to be
in touch with you! I hope you too, do you? Your emails
give me an opportunity to know you better. Each email makes us closer.
And there is no matter the we so far away from each other. I am
grateful that we met each other! In my previous email I told you
about my family, What do you think about us? I hope you read my email
carefully and with the interest. Today let me tell you more about my
daily routine from my childhood and till now. You know it is quite
difficult to tell everything in details by emails. I can not show you
my emotions. Emails just cannot capture emotions. I would be more than
happy if I see you in real and can talk you face to face. This way we
can talk non-stop, in more detail I mean. We can feel each other. One
meeting in real replaces dozens of emails. I really don’t know
why I always change the topic)) May be coz I am dreaming… So, I
promised to tell you more about my childhood. I am not sure that would
be interesting for you to read about kindergarten, so let me tell you
about the period when I was a pupil. I was seven; went to school. By
the way I was born and studied in the village that my parents live
now. I left school at 17. So, these 10 years were very interesting and
funny. This time will be fondly remembered.We They left home early
morning study all the day and came home late. After classes, we
attended different kind of additional classes. I liked to play
volleyball, basketball. I was also fond of drawing and singing. I
participated in different school concerts and competitions. I studied
well, so I often took part in different Olympiads. The olympiads took
place in the city.Thanks to olympiads,I felt in love with Nizhny
Novgorod .I will tell you more about this beautiful city later. Hope
in my next email. When I was a child I dreamed to move to Nizhny
Novgorod. As you can see, my dream has come true! Jaap, what do you
dream about? If you want your dream comes true, you should work hard
and concentrate on it. That’s why I studied well and worked on
myself.To move to Nizhny Novgorod I had to enter the University. It
was the only one chance to leave the village. I entered the
Pedagogical Uni when I was 17. So, at 17 I started a new live in the
city. I spent 5 years in the University. I lived in a dormitory. I
studied and worked at the same time. Yepp, I started to work at 17, can
you imagine? The reason was simple. The life in the city is
rather expensive than life in the village. Of course my parents helped
me a lot, but that was not enough. I understood then what the adult
life means. I enjoyed my study at Uni. I also played volleyball. Like
in school I took part in different competitions. I graduated at 22. I
had to find a new job by my education and find where to live. I was
lucky and was offered to work at school and rent an apartment. That
time I met that man I told you before, I don’t want to remember him
anymore. It was very bad experience. I worked as a teacher not very
long time, because this job is very low-paid. Especially for life in
the big city. So when we broke up, I decided to start with a clean
slate. I started to work as a sales manager. My mom and dad helped me
to buy a small apartment. We got a mortgage. Now everything is all
right. ))) I met you and it changed my life. Like a happy end)) This
is a short story about me. It is hard to tell about everything in one
email. But I think we will have time to talk. You remember my dreams
come true)) I have to return to my work. I will also go to the gym
after work. So need to work hard now not to be late. When I am doing
sports, I forget about everything am my mind becomes clean))) , I
wish you wonderful day. Wait for your email! Irina.