Good day!
How are you? I hope that your day is great and excellent! I waited for
your message and I was happy when I got it, its a pleasure for me to
read your words!
I hope very much that we can write e-mails to each other every day. I
want to know more about you and it's interesting for me to know you
better and better every day.
Tell me how did you spend your day yesterday? What are you doing
today? What about me I have much of work this days. By the way, I am
working in a children's hospital. I got this work a few months ago. It
is a government hospital. I work 6 days a week but I have no a stable
schedule now and sometimes I am working at night shifts.
I want to ask you a question, what are the main things in
relationships in a couple for you? As for me I think that it is love,
trust, respect and understanding. Our life is a complicated thing and
we have good times and bad times. Sometimes we have problems but it is
much easier to resolve problems when you have a person who support you
and whom you can trust. In each couple may be misunderstanding
sometimes but when people talk about everything and try to understand
each other its possible resolve any problem. It is not right to build
a wall it is right to seek a compromise and understanding.
From my side I promise you that I will be always honest with you.
Honesty and trust are very important to me. I want us to have strong
relationships and I want to be always honest and do not hide anything
from each other and never play games with feelings.
I will tell you about my past relationships now. It started about 4
years ago and lasted about 2 years. For the first time it was a nice
love-story...my boyfriend was very caring and gentle, we had many nice
moments together... But after about 1 year it started to change. He
changed his job, started earn more money and it was not so good for
him, he found new friends there and they started to go to night clubs,
bars very often - several times a week, he started drink alcohol very
hard... he could drink much two three four days without stop, He
become very cruel to me and my mother.... several times he hit me, all
my relatives and friends said that he is wrong man for me but I did
not listen them, I forgave him everything. But once I meet him with
another woman on a street... I saw how he kiss her...I was shocked, it
was the end of everything for me. I understood that I was blind... I
stopped relationships with that guy. He tried to get me back several
times, but I did not come back and finished everything. I do not want
to see him ever in my life and I wish him all the best but with
another woman. I know that now he lost everything and he is not happy
but that is his life. It was a hard time for me. my heart was
broken.... It changed much inside me.
During last 2 years I did not have any relationships. I was so much
hurt after that relationships so I took time to think. I was afraid to
make a mistake again, I had a fear to date with men... I had a fear to
met somebody who will break my heart again. But finally I understood
that I just had to forgot about everything what happened, it is the
past and I have to think only about future, happy future and I should
open my heart to a new love. Our life consist of black and white
stripes, successes and failures. And we should have positive thinking
and good things will happen
And it will be more successes then
failures. So now I am open my heart and I am ready for new love, new
relationships. And I hope very much that my dreams and wishes will
come true
Ok I am finishing my e-mail now and I will wait for a letter from you.
Please know that I am thinking about you and I am very much waiting
for your reply.
I am sending you many gentle hugs and kisses!
your Anna!