Hello dear xxx!
Have you been waiting for my letter? I�m pretty sure, you have

Hope
you are doing fine? Well, now there are so many thoughts in my head,
so I even don�t know what to begin with. Your answers�your words..they
have surprised me, gently speaking. I haven�t thought that my letters
influence you in such a way. No, of course, I�m very glad. I�m so
happy that you were sincere and answered my questions as they were. My
heart didn�t deceive me when I said that your letters had changed�I
haven�t expected to see these answers of yours and now I can�t hide my
smile�my tremendous smile if I can say so. Deep inside I craved to
hear these words because I felt it but was afraid to admit the fact
that you liked me more than just a friend. Because..it�s only
me..there is a million of such girls and women. I�m not so much
different from them. I mean those who live in your neighbourhood and
who can see you during your walks. I am a woman who lives in another
country, so far away from you..I am like a small drop in the ocean of
people. Did the idea that I wouldn�t write you anymore come to your
mind? To be honest, I was frightened after I had sent my letter. I was
afraid of your answer so much! I tried to think about other things,
divert myself but I always failed because each time I did it I
constantly began thinking of you. Now I know it for sure � I don�t
want to lose you and moreover I don�t want to leave you. The time we
have known each other is the happiest in my life. I have never been so
open and so sincere, I have never felt so happy, because with you I am
not lonely. And what is more important I like to realize the fact that
I can be myself with you, me the way I am. It�s marvelous! I don�t
need to put masks on�and besides, you make the world brighter. You
have such a positive impact on me..I even smile more! It seems like I
have become a different person, a better one. And it�s not only me who
see it. It can be seen by my colleagues and my family. I haven�t told
them about you yet. In some sense you have saved me..or we have saved
each other?

It�s not a secret that I waited for your letter every
day (and I have been still doing it). Each time I looked at you from
the inside if I can say so. I learned you. It�s turned out that not so
much time is needed to understand the other person. It�s strange
because usually people communicate for years, dating for months. And
mostly they don�t manage to understand each other, to be as the whole.
In our case there�s a completely different situation � only several
letters�we have found out so many things about each other, have
understood so much that began feeling the attachment.
Oh, God..it�s such a madness! They are only letters. I have never
thought one can love letters so much! Of course, there are many such
things in the films..and yes, it was the only means of communication
in the past when there was no Internet. But it�s the 21st century�.and
sometimes I can�t believe that it�s true and that it�s happening with
me, with us, with us real! And I am afraid of it�because it�s
happening in my life for the first time! I have never experienced it
before! It�s hard to believe that you have become so important to me,
so precious in such a short period of time! We have never seen each
other�there are only our thoughts expressed by the words. They are
just letters with our dreams. Yes, I remember I told you that one can
open their hearts in letters but still I didn�t believe that it would
happen with us. I didn�t think that having opened our inner worlds to
each other we would like something more. It�s crazy! But I know the
only thing that I really care � you like me and I really like you.
Maybe you will find it strange but I feel like we have known each
other for ages. We are like on the one wave! Like soulmates! You have
become the part of my life and I haven�t noticed how it happened�only
now I can see it, feel it. I have begun to live by your letters�Each
time when I get your answer is the happiest one. That moment when I
can read it and write something back, something that I really think
of, something that I really feel. Your letters make me feel that you
are somewhere beside me. Probably it�s because you put the part of
yourself into your letters, the part of your soul to make me feel you.
I didn�t notice it or noticed but didn�t pay the right attention to
it. Attention to my feelings. And only now I have opened my eyes and
only now I can see what we have come to. We have been running from the
same thing � loneliness and finally we have found each other.
I�m sure you agree that it�s hard to believe in. I mean that if I had
been told that I would like the man whom I would write letters I
wouldn�t have believed in it. But now I can see that it�s possible,
possible to feel something and learn a person only through letters.
It seems I haven�t managed to collect my thoughts in order to express
myself better. Anyway, I try to be honest with you and tell what I
feel the way I do. So, I think it�s better to finish my letter. I�m
looking forward to getting your answer. Sending you all my hugs and
kisses.
P.S. my favourite flowers of a rose, yellow roses, or pink.
Your sincerely, Masha!!