My dear xxx. And here again I read your letter. Again on my face a smile, and most importantly, I'm happy. I'm glad that we have a lot in common. Dreams, feelings, views on this life. I agree with the fact that we are still not much different. But the fact that my feelings for you are known! I can tell you that those differences are just small things for me. Which are not so important in life. Do you agree?
And I'm glad that you share many thoughts with me. And most importantly, I'm glad that we are very similar and we have much in common! This probably makes us special.
I have a day off again tomorrow at work. But my partner asked me to go out for a few hours. She has some urgent business. And I can not refuse her. Especially, perhaps, whenever it will help me. And today my day passed surprisingly very quickly. The day did not seem long and boring. In my head now there are many thoughts, thoughts about you, about us, about the future. And this does not allow me to be bored and sad (smile). And just the same thoughts about it, help me to speed up the time (smile).
How are you? How was your day? Do you have some new? I hope that you and your family are fine!
I received a new letter from my daughter, and she said that her pregnancy "passes" well. And that she feels wonderful. In addition to the fact that she had a strong toxicosis, and almost the whole day she spent in the toilet (a smile). How do I know this! When I was pregnant with Katya, I was sick all the time. Not for long, but I still remember these unpleasant moments (smile).
Her husband, take good care of her, and after work all the time they spend together. Walk, go to the movies. I know that when a child appears, they will not have so much free time. And so, I tell them to enjoy as much as possible every minute (smile).
What else is new with me? Probably I do not have anything that could cause your interest (smile). The weather is changeable. I had a rain. Although in the daytime, it was very hot. And my days pass very quickly. I go home, cook dinner, and lunch the next day. And of course I'm reading your letter, and I'm writing you the answer.
Forgive me, I'm not talking about what I said yesterday. About my love for you. Yes. Simply, this is just as unexpected for me. And I have a lot of fear that for you it's just flirting, "a novel through letters." And that for you it's not serious! I also think that you do not have full confidence in me. And you do not believe my words, and my feelings. Yes, this fear is. And I'm afraid that all this, all our words, and feelings will remain only in words!
xxx you know why I'm very happy with you. And the fact that you appeared in my life now? Yes, I'm tired of being alone. And I dream of having a man next to me who will love me, and receive my mutual love. Cooking dinner, meeting from work, sitting together and watching movies. Or just take a walk in the park, go to a cafe. Be happy!
Tell me darling, are you happy now? Were you happy before meeting me? Did I make your life better? Happier? Not lonely?
Yes, it was loneliness that frightened me. I'm tired of being alone, tired of always waking up alone in bed. Cooking food only for yourself. I'm tired of seeing happy couples, and see how they kiss. See how happy they are. And deep in my heart, I dreamed of having the same happiness.
Would you like such a life? Life is not one person. Knowing that you are expected, knowing that you are loved?
Now we dream of being together. We dream about a kiss (smile). We dream of holding hands. We dream to look at the stars, and enjoy every moment in our life. After all, life is one. And it passes so quickly. Sometimes, we do not have time to enjoy the moment. Which we will never be able to return later.
All my life, I lived for the sake of my daughter. And now I do not even know if I'm ready to live for myself? (smile). And when you came into my life. I believed that it was not too late. And I can be happy. Happy with you.
And I'm afraid that if for you all this is a game, then my dreams, and my happiness, is this not the same?
I ask you, tell me the truth xxx. What feelings do you have for me? Do you trust me? Do you believe me and my words?
I want to know the truth. Please.
Now I will finish my letter, and I will wait for your answer.
Gently kissed and hugged.
And I hope that soon I will know the truth, your letters.
Maria
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