Hello my loved and future husband xxx!!!
I wanted to tell to you many thanks that you let me know TRUE love. I
think, that I already shall very soon go mad. To me really it is very
bad now. And me who cannot support, embrace and calm! I can hope only
for you, my love xxx.
Each time I hope to receive from you your letter and good news. But
each time when I come in the Internet of cafe I receive one more
portion of the nuts - your silence, or your lie! xxx, you do not
understand all gravity of this situation. And how you operate now -
the SHAME for any person on the Earth. You simply understand, that I
have made with the life - for the sake of you.
I lived with parents of a house. My mood and a condition every day was
equally good. I had work which liked me. I had friends, relatives near
to me. I had life adjusted by time. Yes, the only thing that at me was
not is a love. My heart was lonely! Near to me there was no such a man
to which would like to give all love, tenderness, caress, care! The
everything else at me was!
And I have decided to get acquainted with the man. It were you, my
love xxx! I could not think that our dialogue will lead to to serious
feelings. And especially, I could not think of love with you. But the
life dictates the conditions. After a while I have understood that you
became very much the close person for me. And later still any time I
have understood that I have found that the man to which it is ready to
give all life! Yes, yes, yes are you, my love xxx!!! After we have
decided to meet - my life has very abruptly changed! My parents,
relatives, friends observed of it. And all saw that I love you xxx. I
told all about what you good the man. My parents were very strongly
glad, that their daughter - likes, and likes on the present. I was
sure that I should change the life. I have understood that I love you
xxx, and I want to be with you! You as were glad to see me. And from
now on my life has been filled only with you, my love xxx. I
constantly thought of you. I constantly thought of the future together
with you. You were not only in my head, but also as in heart. I could
not think of that at all, that I so can strongly love! But you have
shown me, that such true love! And I am grateful to you for it!!!
I thought, that at us all will be good. We many time talked to parents
that I shall leave from Russia to you. My parents all over again did
not want let off me. But parents saw that I madly love you xxx. And my
parents have resolved to me make everything, that I want - the most
important that I was happy.
I have thrown everything, that at me was earlier. I have thrown the
last life for the sake of you xxx, and our future! I could not think
of that at all, that you can sometime make to me a pain. You wrote to
me very good letters which have been filled with love - as to me then
it seemed! You spoke me that you will always help me and to protect
me. You promised it not only me xxx!!! You as promised it to my
parents.
And now there is that I could not present even in very awful dream.
The man for the sake of which I was ready on EVERYTHING, simply throws
me! xxx - you cannot even present about what pain now at me to heart!
I love you all heart. You understand it??? Excuse … I cannot write
this letter more. I do not see the keyboard because of tears which I
can not stop! You have made to me very much a pain. And I hope that
your heart - can come to life!!!
Forever your Olga.