From: <liduslad@yandex.com>
Date: 2018-02-02 15:05 GMT+01:00
Subject: Hi my love xxx.
To: xxx


Hi my love xxx. You write that I have driven you into a corner.
But, I didn't know that so to turn out and I will appear in such
situation when I am needs your help. I said to you that I hoped for
my boss. He has no money. I said to you that I asked about the help from
my mother and friends. But, nobody can help me. Because anybody has no
money. Understand that the average salary in that place where I live,
makes only 200 euros. All have expenses. And nobody will be able to
give me even 50 euros. Therefore my friends and mother have no
such money. And I have no many friends, I wrote you about it. Even the
credit in bank I am not given. All my hopes for finding, money have
independently just disappeared. Do you understand it?
My love, I have been so upset because I independently couldn't find
money for full payment of my trip. I very much was afraid that
I because of it won't be able to come to you and our meeting in reality
won't take place. But, today, after I have read your letter, I have
calmed down. As if have removed heavy freight from my shoulders. I am
so glad, what do you want, to pay my trip to you. I will be very
grateful to you for it.
My love, tell me, you precisely will be able to pay with it my trip
in the nearest future?! You already have 590 euros. If yes, that I
give you data of travel agency! And you will contact them and you will
ask about everything that you wanted to learn.
My love, I am ready for everything for the sake of our love and to be
together with you. You are my darling. You all for me in this world.
Also I am really happy, I will be only near you. I very much want to
carry out our meeting. I want to be near you. I very strongly love
you. I very strongly want to become a part of your life in reality.
I want to be together with you. I can't live without you any more.
Only you are capable to make me really happy. I love you. You forever
in my heart and in my life. Your woman Lyudmila!

From: <liduslad@yandex.com>
Date: 2018-02-06 15:22 GMT+01:00
Subject: Hi my love xxx.
To: xxx


Hi my love xxx. I am glad, to see your answer. I am glad that
you always mentally near me and never leave me one. I'm ok.
I well feel. And headaches have already passed. Your care of me is
pleasant to me. I love you. I want to be together with you. I very much
want to carry out our meeting as soon as possible.
My love, I am glad that you have received the copy of my Russian
passport. I am glad that you trust me, and you will pay my trip.
You are the best and careful person in this world. Thanks to you I know
that we will meet soon and we will be together. And our relations will
be strong and happy.
I am glad that you have obtained a contact information of travel agency.
And as I have understood that you have already contacted them.
Yes, I am called: Kucherova Lyudmila Ivanovna.
Ivanovna is my middle name. In Russia except a name and a surname
there is still a middle name.
I have no distant ancestors or relatives in the Czech Republic.
My love as I have understood, you have already agreed with travel
agency about payment to my trip to you, and they have given you bank
data. I have understood that you have made request for payment.
Transfer of money will last from 1 day to 5 days. I hope that they
will receive money for payment of my trip soon and to report about it
to me. I have read in your letter that you wait for confirmation of
sending money from bank to send him to travel agency. And as I have
understood, you are going to send this confirmation through post
service. Did I get it right? I want to explain you that the post
service in Russia works very badly and unreliably. The document which
you want to send will go from 1 week to several weeks. And transfer of
money as you write, from 1 day to 5 days. That is money will quicker
come to travel agency, than the document which they ask you to send
will reach by mail. Also it turns out that there is no sense, to send
this confirmation through post service. It is better to send,
probably, him the same as you send a photo through email. That is you
can send this document confirmation to email of travel agency.
I, of course, can't precisely approve it! I suggest you to advise about
sending confirmation with travel agency. I hope that you will make it.
My love, I wait for our meeting with huge impatience. Everything that
I want that she has come as soon as possible. Now I want to send you
one million gentle kisses. On it I will finish my letter. I will wait
for your answer with great anticipation. Your woman Lyudmila!

From: <liduslad@yandex.com>
Date: 2018-02-08 10:28 GMT+01:00
Subject: Hi my love xxx!
To: xxx


Hi my love xxx! I am glad to see your answer again. I want to
tell you that your letters which you write me every day give
me tranquility. In the morning when I wake up, I know that you have
written to me today, and I hurry to read your letter. The most
important for me, it know that you think of me, and then I don't worry
about anything. I hope that you understand it my darling.
My love, I have understood that you didn't ask me for suggestions.
I am glad that you have explained everything to me. My love, you ask me,
than the company in which I work is engaged? This company is engaged
in production of construction materials. And I work as the
secretary there. I hope that you remember it because I already wrote
you about it earlier.
My love, I have understood your question that I will do after I come
to you and I will spend together with you my vacation. According to
the plan after I will spend together with you my vacation, I will have
to come back to Russia. But, everything depends on us and on how our
relations will develop in realities. When I come to you, we will spend
together time, we will develop our relations. And if we want to stay
together forever, then we will find a way to carry out it.
I am sure of it.
My love, I am glad that you help me, to carry out my trip to you.
I am grateful to you for the fact that you have paid my trip in
travel agency. And today I have for you good news. Today I was called
from travel agency, and have asked me to come to them personally.
Therefore I went to travel agency. When I have come there, I was told
that to them money for my travel has arrived. Now my trip is completely paid.
And now I want detailed to tell you everything. In travel agency I was
told that I can't buy the ticket until at me is the international
passport. My darling, on Friday February 16 I will receive the
international passport. After I receive the international passport I
at once will go to an avia cash desk to buy the ticket. After I buy
the ticket, I will at once send you data of my ticket. My darling,
on Monday February 19 I will undergo medical examination which is
necessary for receipt of a visa. Darling, after I undergo medical
examination, my documents will check again. And I will be told in what
day I will have to go to Moscow for an interview to receipt of a visa.
Darling, I hope that process of execution of my documents will go
without any problems. My darling, when I have come to travel agency to
pay mine to you a trip, have issued me the form which I had to fill
out for receipt of a visa. I had to specify in this form on what
precisely term I want to receive the visa. I didn't begin to fill in
so far this application form as I want to consult to you. In travel
agency I was told that for the first to a trip to you to the country I
can issue my visa at most for 90 days. When I have heard it, I wanted
to use this chance and to come to you on this amount of time. I want
to spend with you as much as possible days. As every day near you
would be for me happy. And the more days we will carry out together,
the stronger we will be able to construct the relations which will
become a basis for our joint future. I hope that you agree with me in it.
I have also already talked to the chief. And he to me has allowed to
leave in a holiday for 90 days. But, after 6 weeks I will be in an
unpaid leave. That is on a holiday at own expense. But, it is not a
problem as I will be near you. And I am sure that you will take care
of me. I am right in it?
Darling, tell me, you are ready to accept me in the country for
90 days? My darling, it is very important for me now. As after I will
issue this application, it will be sent to Embassy to Moscow.
My darling, after my application is directed to Moscow, I will be able
to correct or change nothing. That is I have to write precisely and
correctly this application. And therefore I want that you have
specifically told me on what amount of time you want to accept me
at home? My darling, tell me you are precisely ready to meet me in the
country for 90 days? Tell me, I have to specify in the statement that
I want to receive the visa for 90 days? My darling, I ask you to
answer this question as fast as possible. As I need to write this
application as soon as possible. As only by means of this statement
I will be able to begin to make out the visa. My darling, I very
strongly love you. I look forward day of ours with you to meetings.
I wait for that day when I waken near you. I wait for that day when
I am able to give you passionate kisses every morning. I want to present
you a kiss what I never before and gave to nobody. Now all my thoughts
only of you. Because I love you very much. And only near you I will be
able to be really happy. I hope that you understand me my darling.
My love, I send you my kisses. And on it I will finish my letter.
I will wait for your answer with great anticipation. Your woman Lyudmila!

From: <liduslad@yandex.com>
Date: 2018-02-26 12:46 GMT+01:00
Subject: My love xxx.
To: xxx


My love xxx. I am glad that you have quickly reacted to my
letter and has answered me. I am glad that you don't leave me one now.
I love you.
My love, I am very sorry, that today I couldn't receive the visa.
I have been so strongly upset that I wanted to cry. I was afraid that
I won't be able to receive the visa now and I won't be able to come
to you. I have told about everything to you in the last letter. I looked
forward to your answer. And when I have read your answer now, I could
calm down at last. I am glad that you are ready to make all necessary
that we could be together. I am grateful to you for the fact that you
understand everything, and you will help me.
My love when you send me money, and they will be on my account,
I will be able to take an extract about balance of my account. And with
this extract I will be able to go to embassy and I will be able to
receive the visa there. After I have a visa, I will send at once to
you your 4500 euros back. I will precisely make. You can not doubt it.
I already in the last letter have explained everything to you.
Money me is necessary only to formality to prove my financial viability
in embassy. And as soon as I will prove my financial viability to me will
issue the visa. As soon as I have a visa, I will send money back
to you. And I, of course, will come to you. I now in Moscow. I have
arrived to Moscow only for the sake of a travel to you! But, as you
have to understand, we have not enough time. Because the ticket for
March 1 is bought from me. And before this date I have to will receive
the visa to take off to you. I have understood that today you will try
to do pass of 4500 euros for my account. I hope that at you to turn
out to make it and you will at once report about it to me. I will wait
for your news.
My love, I confirm to you that you have to do pass of money for the
same account to which you sent me 400 euros. I hope that you will be
able to do pass of money already today. I will wait for your news.
I very much want to come to you. I won't be able to live without you.
Only you are necessary to me in this world. You are my darling. I will
wait for your answer. I will be in the Internet cafe. I hope that you
will write to me soon and you will report good news. Your love Lyudmila!

From: <liduslad@yandex.com>
Date: 2018-02-26 16:40 GMT+01:00
Subject: My love xxx.
To: xxx


My love xxx. I am glad that you so quickly answer me. I didn't
write you several hours because I left the Internet cafe. I was hungry
and therefore I went to eat. I hope that you understand me. I very
strongly love you. And everything that I want to be it near you. I am
glad, what are you doing all possible to help me to come to you. I am
grateful to you for the fact that you have done pass of money for my
account. As I have understood, you can't send me the copy of the
receipt from transfer of money. Well I will try to do without copy of
the receipt. Tomorrow I will go to bank to check my account. I hope
that in bank won't ask the copy of the receipt for me. And I hope that
tomorrow money will really arrive into my account. I will keep you
informed events. As soon as your money is on my account, I will report
about it at once to you. And also I will take at once an extract about
balance of my account. And I will go together with this extract to
embassy to receive my visa.
My love, the hotel in which I have accommodated to me was found by
travel agency. It to me I have paid this hotel till March 1.
And I have found the Internet cafe.
My love, weather now in Moscow cold. Approximately – 16 degrees of cold.
My love, now I will come back to hotel. I am afraid to go one across
Moscow. As I for the first time in such big city. And I am afraid to
get lost here. Tomorrow I will go to the Internet cafe again to tell
you my news. And now I send you my kisses and in advance I wish a good
dream at night. I very strongly love you. You forever in my heart.
And I look forward our meeting in reality. Your love Lyudmila!

From: <liduslad@yandex.com>
Date: 2018-03-02 8:13 GMT+01:00
Subject: Hi my love xxx!
To: xxx


Hi my love xxx! I want to tell that I very strongly love you.
You are necessary to me as air and water it is necessary for all live.
My life without you won't make any sense. You are my prince and I know
that my life near you will be as in the fairy tale. My love, I am glad
that yesterday I could phone to you. As I very much was afraid that
you will in empty wait for me at the airport.
My love, I want to tell you about that what situation has arisen at
me at the airport and why I couldn't take off to you. My love when I
have gone to undergo customs control on landing to the plane. At me
things have begun to examine that, to check documents, and have also
told that I provided them a guarantee of my financial solvency of
4500 euro. With money and documents everything was good. But when they
have begun to examine my baggage. Then have seen that at me in a bag
the church icon lies. It has very strongly guarded employees of customs.
And they have told me that I have passed together with them in a
customs office for full survey. I said to them that it is necessary
for me aboard the plane. And I don't want to go to the customs room.
But they have insisted on the, and I had to pass together with them.
When I was brought into the customs room. That began to be asked to
whom I carry this ancient church icon. I explained to them that my
mother that she preserved me in way has given this icon to me. As I
have very long way from my city to the Czech Republic. Then they have
asked me why I didn't declare that I carry out art of antiquity of
Russia. I couldn't answer this question to them. As I didn't know that
such things need to be declared. They have told me that I broke the
law, and they suspect me of smuggling. When I have heard these words,
I had a strong shock. As I was never a smuggler. They have explained
to me that art of antiquity which belong to Russia is impossible takes
out out of borders of the country. My darling, I tried to explain to
them that I am not a smuggler. But they refused to listen to me.
As all proofs against me. They also didn't release me and have told that
they will detain me before clarification of circumstances. And I was
carried to the central police station in Moscow. There I began to be
interrogated once again. They have begun to check me on all their
bases. They have seen that I was never brought to trial. And I was
never late in police. Then I have told them that I want to see the
lawyer, and without lawyer I won't continue with them further a
conversation. My darling, in my country in each police station is
available the free duty lawyer. To me have brought the duty lawyer.
The lawyer has explained to me that I have very seriously broken the
law. Because didn't know that it is impossible to take arts of
antiquity not declared. But as I was never brought to trial earlier.
That in order that me was released, I have to pay a penalty. He has
told me that the sum of a penalty is 270000 rubles, it is about
3900 euro. When I have heard this price, I have begun to be indignant.
As it is very large sum of money for me. He has explained to me that if
I don't sob out a penalty, then I will be kept in police before the
judgment. And that vessels it wasn't better for me to pay a penalty.
My love as I had your 4500 euro, I didn't know, what should I do.
I didn't want to spend your money because promised you that I will
return back them to you. Yesterday, I didn't pay a penalty. I hoped
that I will be just released. But I wasn't released, and kept
in police. And I have lost faith that I will be released in general
already soon. I have all night long stayed in the prison cell. There
were other terrible people, the real criminals. I so was afraid that
they with me, will make something bad. All shook me. I couldn't sleep
all night long. Also was damp and cold. It was awful. You just don't
represent what awful prisons in Russia. You won't even be able to
present that I have tested for this night. In the morning I have
already finally lost faith that I will be released in general.
Also police officers have told that I won't be released before the
judgment. I asked about when there is a court. And I was told that it
isn't known. Perhaps, it will take week, and month can. I was told
nothing specifically. I began panic. I just couldn't sit so long in
the prison cell. Me also didn't allow to call anybody any more. And I
understood that I can't even tell anything to you, my mother and the
girlfriend of Anna. You would even not know what is with me and where
I was gone. I was afraid that you will think that I have just
disappeared with your money. I was afraid that you will think that
I just have thrown you. Do you understand my thoughts? You precisely
so would think if I didn't write you week or more time. It is correct?
And therefore I just have given up, just I didn't have forces any
more. I haven't sustained and have paid a penalty. Forgive me for it.
My love, I have paid a penalty, and I was released. As soon as I have
appeared on freedom, I have at once run in the Internet cafe to write
you the letter and everything to explain. And you see this letter now,
only that I have paid a penalty. If I haven't made it, then you
wouldn't receive from me any letters and telephone calls very long,
and can never be even. Do you understand it? Understand that I for the
sake of our love have made it. Understand that I had no other exit,
I had to pay a penalty!
My love, now on the account is available for me only 600 euro.
And now it isn't enough in order that I could come to you. Yesterday when
we spoke by phone, I thought that I will be able to use anew the same
extract about balance from my account. But I was mistaken in it.
The extract from my bank account isn't valid now. I have received an
extract about balance of my account on Tuesday to receive my visa.
On this extract about balance of the account there is a date of her
receiving. Under the law the extract about balance from the account
for passing of customs control is valid only 3 days from the date of
her receiving. I have received an extract on Tuesday and therefore
today it isn't valid any more, and I won't be able to undergo on it
customs control in the airport. It turns out that now I need to
receive a new extract about balance of my account. But on my account
there are only 600 euros now. Therefore, with an extract about balance
from the account on which there are only 600 euros I won't be done not
passed aboard the plane. My love, now I don't know, what should I do.
I very much regret that there was such situation. My love if I
foreknew that I have to declare this church icon, then I wouldn't lose
these 3900 euro and has come to you. Only I am guilty of this
situation! I very strongly am angry with myself because of it!
My love, I ask you to understand my state now. My love, I understand that
you have already spent for my trip to you much. But understand that
now to be near you I lack 3900 euro that I was passed on customs
control at the airport. My love as I already said to you that when I
come to you, I will be able back to return you them. My love, I ask
you not to throw me in this situation. My love, I don't know what now
to do to me. I don't know how you will react to it. Understand that I
love you very much. I don't want to lose you!!! I want to be near you
in reality. I want to feel you every minute the life. You became for
me meaning of life. If you are able to help me 3900 euro, then I will
be able to be near you soon. I ask you not to leave me in Moscow.
I without problems will be able to receive the new ticket and to come to
you. I hope that you understand it. I want to be your woman. I believe
that you that man with whom I will be really happy. My love, tell,
you will be able to send me 3900 euro? If yes that I am able to be near
you already soon. My love, it is very a shame to me to ask from you
money again. As only I am guilty of it!!! I don't know whether you
will be able to forgive me! As I understand that I have very strongly
brought you! I don't know how to ask for you forgiveness for it!
As you have made a lot of things for our meeting. And I am grateful to
you for all this. On it I will finish my letter. I will wait for your
answer in the Internet cafe. Forever your Lyudmila!

From: <liduslad@yandex.com>
Date: 2018-03-02 16:22 GMT+01:00
Subject: My love xxx.
To: xxx


My love xxx. I am glad to see your answer again. You write that
I had to remain under guards and wait for judicial proceedings.
But, you saw what I in general wrote you? I asked police officers about
when there is a court. They could tell nothing to me specifically
about it. They said that judicial proceedings could be in week or even
month. And, most likely in week and month, I all the same should pay a
penalty. And you wouldn't know all this time where I and that is
with me. You would think that I have thrown you and has disappeared with
your money. Correctly? Do you understand why I have paid a penalty?
Or not? How many times can you explain same?
And it seems to me that you don't understand at all what is the
Russian prisons. There it is possible to ache or even to die. And you
want that I sat there and waited for judicial proceedings. Who am I
for you? Your girl? Or criminal? Why I had to suffer all this? Why you
want that I was imprisoned, together that I paid a penalty at once?!
What would you make on my place? I am sure that you at once would pay
a penalty as you wouldn't want to sit in the Russian prison. I am sure
of it. So why you want that I your girlfriend sat under guards there?!
Where in general your love and care?!
You say that 1 year you would wait for me. You now so write it.
And in a month you will be tired to wait. You don't understand it so far
and you tell me just words. If you don't try to help me now, then I
doubt that in 1 year you will want to make something. I don't see that
you try, to find money. Here what you have made for this purpose?
Whether you asked from many people on credit money? Whether you went
to many banks to try to take the credit. You only walk with the dog
and you write me the letter. But, I am sure that today you have almost
made nothing to find money. I am right in it? Answer me honestly!
And if you don't even try to find money, then what sense to me to
remain in Moscow? To me to come back home and forget about our
meeting? Do you really want it? Answer me.
If I come back home, then it will mean the end only. I doubt that we
in general will carry out our meeting in 1 year. You don't understand
it yet and you create illusions that in 1 year we will want to meet
and do something for this purpose. If you have already now no great
desire to carry out our meeting. You don't try to help me again.
I see it on you and your letters.
Now I will come back to hotel. As I was already very tired today.
I will wait for your answer tomorrow. Lyudmila!

From: <liduslad@yandex.com>
Date: 2018-03-05 12:37 GMT+01:00
Subject: Hi xxx.
To: xxx


Hi xxx. I have read your answer. And your last letter which you
have written me today was very unpleasant to me. Because you offend me
in this the letter. You call me the swindler. I don't understand why
you so call me. I just shocked. What have I made to you bad that you
so offended me?
I warned you that the Internet cafe won't work on Sunday. And I will
write to you only on Monday. Understand that I for the first time
in Moscow. And I know nothing, except hotel, embassy and the Internet
cafe from which I to you food here. Understand, I don't leave far from
hotel as I am afraid to get lost. And therefore to look for other
Internet cafe in Moscow for me it is difficult. I hope that you will
understand it.
As I have understood that you talked to the son. And he doesn't want
to give you money that you helped me. You write that your son himself
has guessed that you ask money to help me. But, it seems to me that
you just have told him about it. And now he doesn't give you money.
And you can't help me in any way. I am very upset because of it.
If you have no other opportunity to find money and to help me, then I
need to make nothing how just to come back home and forget about
our meeting. I already said to you that I can't long remain in Moscow
as I have no lot of money for accommodation here. I hope that you
understand it.
I hoped that your son will give you money, and I will be able to take
off to you this week. It is a pity that he gives money. I understand
that he needs money for the needs. I understand. If your son knows
that money is necessary for me, then why you haven't explained to him
that I won't spend this money? I said to you that money it is
necessary for me only for formality to take an extract about balance
of my account. And that with this extract to undergo customs control.
I everything have explained to you that I will return back money,
at once, as soon as I come to you!!! Why you haven't explained it
to the son?!
I think that if you have explained to the son that I will return
money, then he would give you them! I don't understand why you haven't
made it. Possibly, you just don't want our meeting or you doubt me.
And therefore you didn't try, will persuade him that he has
given money. But what to do to me now? To me to leave home and to forget
about our meeting forever? Do you precisely want him? Answer me.
Or maybe, you once again will try to find money to help me? Perhaps,
you will try to persuade the son to give you money that you could
help me? Speak to me about it!
If you tell me to go home, then I will make it. But, then it will be
possible to forget about our meeting forever. I already explained to
you that I don't see sense to wait for 1 year of our meeting.
This year can just be deleted from our life. I don't want to waste a lot
of time in empty. I hope that you understand me. I will wait for
your answer. Your Lyudmila!