My darling xxx!!!
I don’t know what to do. I am in a hopeless situation.
You haven’t sent me money for the ticket. And perhaps, I’ve
just did everything without any sense. You didn’t appreciate
my forces. It is very offensive. I have tears in my eyes.
I have spent so much time and forces to do all the paperwork
and to come to Moscow. I’ve got my visa. And when I needed just
your help, you couldn’t help me. I asked you for help as I thought
we could be more than just pen pals. My main purpose is to create
a family. I do love you. My visa is given only for 2 months,
such a pity. And I don’t think I will be ever able to get
another visa as I am not going to use this one. I am still
going to stay in Moscow for 3-4 days. I have no more money to
stay here. You should send me money now or I will leave home.
Bitter truth is better than a sweet lie! Please, tell me will
you be able to send me money shortly?
I woke up today with such a strange feeling…I saw you in my
night dream. It was such a pleasure….I felt your touch, saw
your eyes.
I am going to tell you my dream now. I am sure you will like
it the same way I do.
There was a beautiful island with a white sand, blue water and
lots of green trees.
I was sitting near the water looking at the clear blue sky and
suddenly saw a plane.
When it landed I saw a wonderful man coming close to me. I was
a little scared and surprised to see a man. I was naked with
just a small towel on me. I was a little bit embarrassed.
But decided to wait and not run away. That was you though I had
not seen you before and didn’t know you. You came and asked me
if there were any people there except me on the island. I told
you that I was the only one and there was a house where you can
stay if were going to stay on the island for a while.
You agreed and we went to see the place.
In the evening we had dinner with champagne and talked a lot
and I felt how I started to fall in love with you. This way we
spent several days and then you had to leave back to your life
and work. And you left and I stayed on the island alone. Two
weeks passed. I missed you badly and often cried realizing that
I would never see you again.
One day I was lying on the sofa at home and suddenly heard
someone knocking my door. I was surprised and when I opened
the door I saw you. You looked at me attentively and the first
think you told me was :”I love you, baby!”
Then I woke up and had such a wonderful feeling. I dream to hear
these words from you in real one day.
So let me know what you think of this dream.
I miss you badly.
Tatiana.