Hello xxx!
I write you the letter, and on my eyes of tear. I do not know as me to
cope with this pain. You know, I all night long thought today that has
occurred yesterday... I could not dismiss it. I sat all the night long
on kitchen and thought. I simply looked out of the window and observed
of stars. At times, I would like to rise on a window and to be thrown
out. In this world, I to whom it is not necessary. And just now I have
understood it. Just now I could feel it. I have lived 30 years, and
just now to me these thoughts have come... For my 30 years I saw much.
But only this night I could understand sense of all my inutile life...
I would not like to live in this dirty any more, a life full of a
deceit... After all everything, that I wanted, to love you and to live
with you in happiness, pleasure all life. I wished to spend with you
my old age, I wished to divide with you all moments of a life... But
yesterday you have clearly let to me know, that it it is not necessary
for you... I am not necessary to you. You know, to me it is now very
sick, my heart probably is ready to jump out, I write and in my
opinion all blurs.... I have got tired of all it. Explain to me, what
for you so arrive with me? What for? Simply explain to me. Unless I
did to you painfully? I did everything, that you asked. I wrote you
the big letters every day and waited from you for the answer. I as if
the silly woman would run in library what to see your letter. When I
received from you the letter, from my person the smile did not
disappear. I was happy, that you have appeared during my life. I have
believed that waits for us the wonderful, happy future... But I deeply
was mistaken....... I do not know as me to reconcile to it...
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To: "xxx" <xxx>
Subject: To my beloved man!
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