Hello I read your letter. You understand that I have all my money have
spent and energy. I did not sleep at night, me could not eat or drink.
I was thinking of you. I have for the agency paid, the embassy, a
trip to Moscow and back, a visa, an expedited visa. And you're home
now sat and waited for my results. And how did I need help? from you.
You act like a teenager! If you knew how much it was my meeting means
for me. I prepare a lot, I have one Lot of things made for us
together. But I was with an obstacle faced. The clinic did not pay me
in time - money money, so I can not buy the ticket in your country. In
one Crisis clinic often dwell on earned money. Doctors started less
too pay money. But I still hope that I overwhelm and She can come. I
inherited jewels from my mother. I had hoped that this can take
advantage of the cost of these products. When mom I leave these
things, she said that she was in me should be useful in difficult
times. She said, when she said that To attack difficulties, I can sell
these things. But when I did not believe I was living that long. Or if
I'm not me I think I was selling valuables left over by my mother
remained. But if I understood that you could not Hoping for precious
things can leave the clinic. I thought, that the cost of these things
will be missed to come to you come. But their total value on the small
amount of money I have strongly upset me. Owners of pawn shops enjoy
the fact That under the conditions crisis, people will be their
precious give up things. Therefore, they have very little money for
gold. TU hurt me. I'm sorry to tears, because I have everything to our
meeting place have made. Me Or if you have not asked to help me. I
hoped for my own strength. But my hopes were destroyed had to ask you
for help. but you misunderstood me. you started to think bad of me.
You think that they are money for need my own needs. I am writing you
this letter And cry with rancor. Keyboard flooded with tears No one
can Help me . I was all alone I was able to pay for visas overwhelm. I
paid the ticket to Moscow and paid for it Accommodation in Moscow When
was in the interview, pay for consular fees, for state taxes. Can the
money for that Pay for the ticket, but I did not have 712 USD. I did
not want you ask about this money. I did not want to be memorialized
before you, but I could not find another way. I wanted to attend our
meeting to believe. I wanted to implement our plan. I wanted to be
happy be . I still hope that a miracle will happen and we will can
meet. I will wait for your letter.