Good day my love xxx! Thank you for your reply and for not
leavening me. It is very important for me. This night I spent at work.
I hadn't any place to sleep because I couldn't open my flat. My
friends at work told me that they will help me today to open my door.
I am glad that this night I will sleep at home. I still feel myself
terrible and I can't stop thinking about this accident that happened
with me yesterday.How people can be so cruel??? What I did bad to this
man?? I don't understand why I am so unlucky. Why it was I am, why it
was not another woman? I have many questions in my mind but I haven't
any answers on them. My dear, as you know I lost all money. I had all
money in my bag and now I even haven't anything for food. I didn't eat
anything from yesterday morning and I really don't know where I can
borrow money to be alive. But the most thing that worry me is how I
will be able pay for our communication. My friend yesterday told me
that she will not do it for free. She has many things to do and she
hasn't time to View translation our letters for free. I will have my salary
only after 2 weeks. But I will need this money to pay for bills and to
give money back that I will borrow for food now. I will not have money
for our letters. In any way I think it isn't good if we will not be
able communicate in during this 2 weeks. It isn't seriously. We only
met each other and we need to be in touch all the time and every day.
Who knows what will be after this 2 weeks?? Maybe you will find
another woman for yourself? or you will lose interest in me? I don't
want think bad but I really will not be able write you without any
money. I can't do anything with it. I lost everything.I don't want to
lose you and because of it I ask you to help me a little to be with
you in touch. I don't ask you to buy food to me. I can live without
food but I don't want live without you.... I hope you will understand
me Evgenya