Hi my xxx,

How are you? Today I've the big desire to write to you. How are you
doing today? What’s new? I am fine over here and I was very glad to
hear from you because I miss you very very much!!! I am thinking about
you all the time, you are very dear to me.

xxx, you know, today I woke up with sun beams that were coming out
of my window and my first thought was about you! I was laying in my
bed and thinking, imagining that may be some wonderful day we’ll be
waking up together like this and the first thing you will do when you
wake up is kissing me and wishing me a good morning and I will do the
same for you. You know, I liked that thought Who knows, may be some
day it will be the reality? How do you think? Would you like that,
hun?

I suppose I can tell you about my bad experience in relations. If you
are not interested in it you may stop reading the letter. I won't be
offended. I think I can tell you the story because you have become
very very close to me recently. I hope you have an idea of the problem
with alcohol in Russia and I suppose you understand why I don't want
to look for a husband in Russia. Let's begin since the very first day
of the acquaintance. I worked in the clinic as a the children's
therapist's assistant. I was going home after my work but it began
raining and I could not go because I had left my umbrella at home. It
was summer but never the less I didn't want to get wet and to take a
cold. I was standing under the roof of the building waiting till the
rain would stop. But the rain was not going to stop and I wanted to go
home in the rain. But a young man was going in my direction with an
umbrella. He saw that I couldn't go with an umbrella and offered me to
take his one. I asked him: "And what about you?" He said that he would
spend some time in the clinic and may be the rain would stop soon. I
asked how I would be able to return him the umbrella. He said his
adress to me and his name. His name is Nikolay. It was not far from
the clinic. I wrote down his adress and promised to give him the
umbrella the next day in the evening. On my home I thanked the yuong
man and asked the God to stop the rain. But it was raining the whole
night. I cursed myself that I had taken the umbrella and that he was
wet to the skin because of me. I didn't sleep a wink at night. The
next day in the clinic was so long for me. I was looking forward to
finishing my work to give the umbrella back to Nikolay. I wanted to
learn how he was. As soon as my working day was over, I chanded my
working clother and left my work. Nikolay was standing at the door
smiling. It turned out that he remembered the time when my work was
over. He came to meet me. I asked about his health at once. He said
that everything was all right. He didn't get too wet because he was
running home. Then we walked for a long time. We talked a lot. My mum
had died already and I was alone. He was the dearest and the closest
man in the world for me at that time. He saw much of each other at
time. But i didn't invite him my house I wanted to check him. Once we
were invited to a Birthday party of his friend. I agreed to go to see
his friends, as i wanted to know more about him. Nikolay didn't drink
even champagne. I thought it was because of me, because I didn't drink
as well. But his friends told me that Nikolay really didn't drink
alcohol. I liked Nikolay. I think so did he. We became more than
friends and he began to live in my house. First 2 months we were very
happy, we were on the seveth heaven. But then he got a very good job.
He became a truck driver. He made much money. But he began drinking
alcohol. At first a little bit - then more and more. He didn't sleep
at home at night. When he was drunk he began beating me. I tolerated,
I beared it. I thought he change for the better, that he would the
same he had been before. But nothing chanded. Once I was beaten by him
bitterly and left my house. He didn't came back 9 days. Our friends
told me that they had seen Nikolay with other girls. I came to the
conclusion that it was enough to bear it. When he came back he even
wasn't sorry and didn't apologize. I don't think that he had forgotten
that he had beaten me. I didn't say a word in the evening. I started
the talk in the morning when he was sober. So I made him leave my
house forever. He was shouting, screaming and he even broke a foto in
the frame where my mom and I were. I saad to him that I would call a
police, well he had gone. Forever. Now I am happy that I didn't marry
him. Don’t want such relations once again. Almost all Russian men
drink alcohol alot that's why I don't want to have any relations with
them. I suppose you understand me. I'm sorry my letter is too long.
But I wanted to show you what I am feeling.

I am very happy that I got acquainted with you. I hope our
communication will never stop. Marina has told to you "Hi". I have to
finish me letter. Thanks that you write me.

With all my heart, your Olga.

P.S. By the way, I have overlooked to tell to you. Today building
expert have repaired my pipes on water supply and a heat supply. I am
happy! Now I can not freeze in the winter. It is very little necessary
for the lonely woman for happiness!!! (smile) Мy pipes on water supply
and a heat supply was repaired by the same carpenter who repaired Nina
door.

HI my sunshine xxx,

How are you today? What is new with you? I am doing fine over here,
thinking about you a lot. I was very glad to receive a letter from
you.You know, that your letters always bring me joy.

xxx, how was your day? What did you do? Today I went for a walk with
my friend Marina. We’ve been walking in the park and you know I always
had a thought how nice it could be if we (you and I) were walking
together. How do you think, wouldn’t it be nice?

So I decided to come internet cafe and write you a letter right away,
now I have a little bit more free time, so I can write you almost
every day or every two days! This makes me feel better because I have
got used to your letters and I miss you if I don’t hear from you, you
know?

You know xxx, I’ve told you before that I wanted to find my true
love, my soul mate, I think that I am very close to it now. I am very
serious about you, there is only one thing left. Our meeting. This is
very important, in my opinion. And this is the best way to learn much
more about each other. I am dreaming about it, about the time we can
see each other for the first time, look into each others eyes… It’s
only my dreams for now, but I want all this to come true?

OK, hun, I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking for your
next letter very impatiently!!! Have a great day and write back soon!
I miss you!

Olga...

Hi my dear xxx,

Thank you very much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it. I
am always very happy when I get a letter from you. You know that you
are very important to me and I am thinking about you all the time.

Yesterday when I went to bed I was thinking about you, about us,
remembering how we’ve met, remembering our first letters when we
didn’t know each other at all and comparing to what we have now and
this comparison made me smile. Because now I feel that I have the
person in the world who cares about me, who I can talk to about
everything, the one who is very interesting for me. Honey, you know, I
am very glad that we have each other. I think that the worst thing in
the world is when you are alone, when nobody is near you, when there
is no person who is close to your heart and soul. I think that even
though we are apart from each other now, we are still happy, happy
with the thought that we are in each other’s life. Happy to think
about us, to dream about our meeting that is going to happen some
time, about our future, happy future if everything goes right.

My dear xxx, all above is said honestly, from the bottom of my
heart. This is how I feel, this is what inside of me, deep in my soul.
I think that you are that special one who I can share it with. I
wanted you to know how I feel and what I am thinking about. Honey,
please, tell me what are you thinking about and what is in your mind?
I would really like to know that, this is important for me. Important
to know what are your joys and sorrows.

Bye for now, my sunshine!
Remember I am thinking about you!!!
Have a great day!
With tender hugs and kisses,

Olga...

Hi my sunshine xxx,

How are you doing today? How is everything with you? Thank you very
much for your letter, I was very glad to receive it. Your letters like
a bright sun make my day.

I am thinking about you a lot and I just can’t get you out of my head.
But I think that this is a good thing, actually deep in my heart I
feel that the emotional connection we are developing is becoming
bigger day by day. I feel that my feelings to you are getting stronger
and stronger. Every day I am thinking about you more and more. You
know, every day I think how great this is that we’ve met in internet,
from so many men and women that are there we’ve chosen each other, not
anybody else. I am so thankful to fate that it gave me you. All the
time I am dreaming about you and me, us together. These are very
wonderful dreams, I am thinking about our future together, what if we
meet and like each other a lot and then how everything would be
changed for both of us. I like dreaming about us, hoping for the great
future together.

xxx, tell me how was your day? How is evejrything? What is new? I
want to know all about you!!! Please, tell me about your childhood! I
would really like to know it, I want to know all about my sunshine

I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your
reply very impatiently!

With tender hugs and kisses,

Olga...

Hello my dear xxx,

Thank you very much for your letter, I wasj very glad to receive it.
You know that each letter that you send me brings me much joy. Today
the weather is good here. I have spent all my day outside. When I came
internet cafe, I decided to check my e-mail right away, it was very
pleasant for me as usual to receive a letter from you, I have been
waiting for it impatiently!!! Your letters always bring me joy and
good mood I am really very happy that I’ve got acquainted with you.
You are like a wonderful dream that came into my life, I think and
dream about you very often!

My dear xxx , I think that there is something between us that make
me trust you and open my heart for you, I would like to give you my
full trust because I see in your letters how sincere and serious you
are towards me. Honey, I can’t describe you all of my feelings, the
thought that the person like you have appeared in my life makes me
feel so excited!!! You are far from me now, but I feel that my
happiness is somewhere near me. I hope that we’ll be happy together.
Sweetheart, all I’ve told you is very true, all of my words are coming
from my heart and soul!

I wish to tell, that I have really reflected on visiting of your
country. Now time of my vacation. I, think, that now the most
favorable time for our meeting. During a vacation I can visit agency
of travel and learn about visiting of your country. What do you think
of it? I know, that after holiday I will need to work much. Work takes
away a lot of time and it is difficult to reflect on private life. I,
think, that time for private life has now come. If you really want our
meeting tomorrow I can visit agency travel... What do you think of it?

I like to dream about you because it brings me much joy. I am so happy
that you are in my life now. You mean so much to me. Your love, care
and attention are vitally important to me. The thoughts about you warm
my heart and soul. I don’t know what I would do if I didn’t meet you,
you brought me a new life. Sweetheart, I really need you! You are so
important to me. I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking
forward to your fast reply!!!

With hugs and tender kisses,

Olga.....

Hello my warm angel xxx!!!

I am madly glad to receive from you your warm and your most gentle
letter. Each your word is filled by such warm solar beams. I always
read your letters on some times. I read and I represent you nearby, I
close eyes, I look, how you near to me sit. These imaginations it
after all so is healthy and so it is pleasant.

Darling xxx, I thought much, and have understood, that we should
meet you. I understand, that if we want with you strong relations the
meeting is necessary. You with me agree? But I very much wish to
arrive to you. Next week on work to me give holiday in a current of
2-3 months. And if you not against, I like to spend this time with
you. I would like to visit you in your country. It is very interesting
to me to learn culture of your country. Interestingly as you live. You
know, that I never was outside of Russia. I very much wish to see you.
The darling you is ready to accept me in the country?

I had a dream this night. Today you have dreamt me. You have met me at
the airport when I have arrived to you. You stood in a white jacket,
and in hands you had very big bouquet of a rose. On your person the
dazzling smile shone. You have approached to me and have strong
embraced me, and I have kissed you for the first time. When we have
left the airport, you have suggested to walk on a city and to show me
sights. I have agreed, and You have started to show me your fine city.
We went, talked, told different histories from a life. We are
surrounded with beautiful green avenue, we go lengthways it, then
unexpectedly you pick up me on hands and start to turn with me. I
laugh, and even in a dream I have felt warmth of your embraces. Then
you have put me on the earth, and we have appeared the person to each
other. In your eyes I saw the reflexion of the dark blue sky. And at
all have not noticed that evening, and began to darken. You have
suggested me to go to you home and to have supper with you. When we
have arrived to you, the table has been already covered. You set fire
two candles and have switched off light. We sat the friend opposite to
the friend and have started to eat. We spoke and laughed. You have
included slow music and have invited me to dance. You took me for a
waist, and I have compressed your neck, and we have started to dance.
On this place the alarm clock has rung out. And I have woken up. This
dream such was such distinct, I so did not wish to wake up. And when I
have woken up, it was very a pity to me, that it was only a dream. I
very much would want that this dream was carried out.

I hope that you liked my dream. I will look forward your letter Yours
and only yours Olga

P.S. I hope, you will not give up to meet me in the country. If you
cannot, simply tell to me about it. I require only your consent, you
agree to meet me?????

Hi my dear xxx,

I talked to Marina about you xxx, for a long time yesterday in the
evening. I told her that I wanted to meet you. Marina supported me in
my desire. She said that I could't miss a chanse to see you. Marina is
very glad that I've got acquainted with you. She wants me to be happy.
I hope that one day you and Marina will be friends. I believe that
Marina be as close to you as to me. Now I often think of you before
sleeping.

I am glad, that you were not against I have chosen Full Package
Service. I very much experienced. But I so would like to speed up
process and somewhat quicker to be near to you... I do not think your
feelings premature. Because I too test to you strong feelings. For me
a great honor to get acquainted with such fair, open, kind person as
you.... Now I with impatience wait for the notice from travel agency.
For me days became very long. I want that have faster flown by days of
expectation. I want to inform you date of my start faster. I think
about our letters to each other. I often ask myself what will be then,
when we'll fase. It's very interesting how long would we be able to
talk when we met for the first time. What do you think of it? It seems
to me that I want to tell you much and it will take me several days to
tell all about myself. But I'm shy and can be confused when I'll meet
you for the first time. But I think that we are mare than friends that
is why we will be able to speak of what we want.

I saw a plane not long ago. And I thought that these "Iron birds"
allow to meet million peaple who are happy to see each other every
day. But when I think about my future flight on board the blane I
can't forget catastropher of two planes. It was terrible to see grief
and tears of relatives of the dead people. Now our government is sure
that terrorist acts took place hare. I believe that guilty people were
severely punished. They have no right to prevent peaceful people from
living. I hate terrorism and violence! You should know that fear of
terrorists will never stop me. I'll be able to fly on board the plane
and to be afraid of nothing. In my childnood I was flyining by plane.
But people sai that flights are if it's true. I heard that passangers
are very well served during the flight. I'm interested to see it.
Sorry, but now I don't know exact date when I can arrive to you. But I
shall necessarily inform when I can. Hope you can patiently wait? I'm
ready to give much to know precisely when I can see you.

Your love Olga.