Hello my lovely xxx.
Another letter from you and one more smile on my face honey. What are
you doing with me xxx? Oh I feel like I'm getting fever right now,
The temperature raises high and heart beats faster. But I'm
totally well at the same time. Do you have any ideas what else it
can be? Ha-ha!
I hope that these feelings won't scare you away honey. I just told you
already that I'm going to be totally open and sincere with you here. And I'm not
afraid or shy of any of my feelings which I have in my heart towards
you already.
Thank you for your lovely joke honey. I laughed a lot and liked
it.
Here is one short one for you too: Winnie the Pooh didn't want to get
married. But the thoughts about the Honeymoon was making him really
crazy.
Now your name in my head is associated with some tenderness and only
positive emotions. What about you xxx? Do you have already some heart
excitement when you hear "Alisa"? Or what do you feel when you see
my letter in your mail box? Yes I'm so curious and also it's really
important for me already.
I know that I'm on the stage when I'm not a girl yet not a
woman. I think that only real and mature man would be able to
transform me into feminine woman who won't let you sleep all night
long. Would you like this? Only by the side of a real man any girl
can feel like a real and gorgeous woman. And I'm sure that I will be
able to become so by your side honey xxx.
Of course I know that family life is a hard job first of all, I
understand that it's is not a cherry pie with some cream on top. If we
become one then we will have not only sunny and warm days, of course
some rainy days will come also. But the most important thing to
remember that life is like a zebra. It has white and black stripes and
the most important is to remember that after the black stripe always
goes the white one. Right? Will you agree with me my dear xxx?
My honey xxx, if you remember in my previous letter I was telling you
that right now I live with my roommate. My dear xxx and today in the
morning I was shocked to hear that she is going to leave this
apartment soon. So I will stay totally alone, not counting my dog
of course. But this is even not the worst news. My dear of course if
she moves away from here then she will take her all things with
herself. So for me it means that she will take away her PC I'm writing
to you from. My honey xxx, I don't know what to do actually right
now and how to act. It was so comfortable and easy for me to write you
back all this time. And right now I really have no idea what will be
with us. My lovely xxx I was really thinking hard about the way out
from this situation. I asked my friend if she would leave this PC here
and what would she need for this. She told me that perhaps she would
leave it here as it's really dusty and totally old only in case if I
pay her at least 150$ for it. My dear I would do this without any
delay and doubts if I only could of course. But you know that I'm just a student
right now and my salary is hardly enough for paying my rent. So right
now I really have no idea what to do but I know one thing for sure- I
don't want to lose you! Our story has only begun and
it would be so so sad to finish all this right here and right
now. My dear perhaps you would be able to help me in this case? I
wish you could make such present for me and show me also that this
love story will have it's happy end!
I send you so so many kisses here my dear xxx. Let me know if you
feel them all right now and where?
Your Alisa from Wonderland!