Hello my love.....

Dear xxx, you forgot to write me the necessary information For the
embassy in Moscow. This is your full address, phone number and The
nearest airport where you can meet me. This is very It is important
for our meeting. I will wait for this information in The following
letter.

I want you to know that I'm very lonely without you and I want to see
you sooner and feel you next to me. I want to hear your heart beating
and your voice. I hope you want the same? Beloved, I'm waiting for
your early reply. I'm sure that soon we will be together ....

Remember I'm yours, and you're mine .....

Your love Alena.

Hi my dearest xxx,

I have more recently left embassy and at once have decided to write to
you. I write to you the letter and I smile. I'm so glad! If I could, I
would speak with you for a long time. But unfortunately now it is
impossible. But I am confident, that our meeting will take place also
we shall speak in person.

I want to tell to you about the commission in Moscow. I hope to you it
interestingly!!! Tomorrow I shall already write to you from native
city. I shall arrive to Kirov most likely tomorrow in the evening. I
can probably have the visa. Because I tried for it much. I worry, you
should understand it. I never thought that the commission will ask
such unusual questions. They asked about my sexual life, they asked
about children, about work, about patriotism, about my attitude to
your country, about my conversance and awareness of events which
happened in the world and in your country, about my religion and
belief. I have told about all my life in detail. I spoke about very
thing fairly how it's really. To me have told that my answers are
unexpected and as a rule applicants don't answer such questions so
directly and openly. They haven't got used to hear such answers, but
they said that to hear sincere and truthful answers is much more
pleasant than words which come not from heart and reason. Now I should
wait the decision. I hope that my visa will be ready within the next
few days. The representative of embassy at once informs about it to
travel agency. After that I shall buy the ticket in your country.
After I shall buy the ticket I shall inform date of the start.

Now I agree with expression: "Expectation of death is worse than the
death" I can't concentrate on anything. My heart so worry, I can't
work. They have told that the decision will be accepted in several
days. I so worry. I so want that this small dream was come true. I
simply want to see my lovely friend. I think the God will help me. I
simply want to meet you. I already see us together and I sink in
dreams. I want to construct with you the ship to float under sails in
boundless ocean. I want to meet with you a dawn and to see off a
sundown. We will float on our ship and our love will illuminate our
way. We will look at night at stars, we'll be pleased in the afternoon
to the sun. If there will be a storm, our love will protect us. If
there will be a calm, our love will be a wind. Our love will be a
beacon for us. We will be floating at ocean of love and oblivion and
nothing can separate us. We'll name our ship - Dream. It will be the
small ship, but very strong. Because we will make our ship from
belief, hope and love. It's impossible to wait, when your dream will
fall to you from the sky. It's necessary to go to the dream. It's
necessary to clear and build the road itself. If in heart there is a
belief and dream, if in heart there is a love and hope, it is
necessary to achieve the dream by all means. I always go to the dream.
I don't sit on a place. In my life there were very few light moments.
On this I try to make everything that my dreams have come true. I
understand that now it's only dreams. But these dreams brighten my
life. I hope that yours also. Nothing will keep me to arrive to you!!!

With tenderness your Alena.

Hi my dear xxx,

Dear, I was very glad to receive your letter. My visa is available,
but I can take away her only after I shall redeem the ticket in your
country. Tomorrow or after tomorrow, I shall buy the ticket in your
country but only after to me inform from travel agency, and will tell,
that my documents are completely ready. For arrival to you.

I every day think of our meeting with you. I know how it is to be
thinking about someone all the time, I have felt that as well. So then
I try to keep myself busy doing other things and it helps. I guess
that's how I've been able to get along all this time without somebody
special in my life. I keep myself busy with study, with friends. I
have become used to it now, but not entirely. Some times I get along
doing chores around the house, listening to music, or helping other
people with their problems. It has been so many times that I wanted to
be with someone. So as time went on, little by little I had to learn
how to not feel lonely. But I have also learned that it's not all that
possible. And in the same way I try to avoid getting hurt, as it has
happened to me before. And that too is not all that possible. On the
other side I have seen other peoples mistakes and I like to think that
I wont make the same ones. I try to think of many possible results, I
like to be cautious and to think ahead, but I have learned that as
careful that I may be, there is always something that can go wrong. So
why should I continue to hold back and not live my life like others,
by going ahead with what my heart says and being as cautious as
possible, right? We are only human and imperfect, all I can try is to
do the best I can, with the person that best fits my way of thinking.
And it would seem so strange that I could find such a person on the
other side of the planet. Imagine if the Internet didn't exist, I
would have never known about you and I would probably continue to live
the same way forever. There is only so much happiness that one can
achieve alone, but I would like to think that I could achieve so much
more with you. It would be wonderful to stop dreaming about it and
make it come true. So at the same time, I also think about what would
be needed to make a relationship work and how to provide for as much
as possible. It's not easy when other pressures are felt in a
relationship. So if at first we should decide to take this beyond what
it has become so far, I think it will be like awaking from a dream and
trying our best to make the dream come true. Like I said before, there
is a lot to talk about, a lot to learn and understand. The feeling of
love is great, but it takes little bit more to have a place to live,
to be healthy and have a family. I know that these are subjects that
can't be decided or solved in a week, but the most important thing
will be addressed, how well we get along.

There is one thing that I know for sure, I like you very much and we
will have a wonderful time together. Your words in every letter have
shown me that we think the same way, so I truly believe that something
great and long lasting will come out of this. I think about you every
day and wish you were near me already. I will just have to be patient
and wait for that moment to come true.

With hugs and tender kisses.
Yours Alena.

Hello how are you? How is your health? How is your mood? I miss
yourtender words, wonderful thoughts, your letter, your unique
attention tome ... Dear, that once again I did not receive any letter
from you. Youalways can rely on my understanding and moral support ...
I hope thisand you will write me a letter. I wish you good days off!
Yours Alena.

Hello my dearest xxx!

I have good news, very well for me and for you! I wanted to call to
you and to explain all by phone. But I am afraid, that you become
angry on me and will refuse to help me, therefore I have decided to
write to you.

Today in the morning I have come to travel agency where to me informed
good news. I have got the visa. Now it is necessary for me to buy the
ticket to you and to go in Moscow behind the visa and to wait day of
my start. I'm immensely happy. I will be able to see you in person!!!
Dear I it is very good to speak in English you to not worry for us. I
addressed the company which sells tickets for plans. I asked them how,
as to me have explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to
you I would be able to go to Berlin-Tegel Airport on the December,
12th, and how much it would cost. They said that the ticket would cost
976 euro. I asked them to find a cheaper ticket, because the price is
too high for me. But as it turned out I would not be able to have a
cheaper ticket so quickly, the date is too early. Tickets must be
reserved long beforehand. I asked them to offer me other variants of
the flight. We found the most suitable one. The flight is on December,
12th. The ticket costs 846 euro. I asked the to reserve the ticket for
me. But they refused to do it having said that they had a lot of
clients. They cannot reserve my ticket without advance money. I was
imploring them. But it did not work. They said that they would help me
with great pleasure but they couldn't. The rules are so. I was in a
panic. I was so disappointed. Then I asked them if I could give just a
part of the money. But they did not agree again.

I asked them for a long time saying that my fiance xxx is waiting
for me. If I asked them a little bit longer I would burst out of
crying. Maybe God heard my prayers, and the service worked agreed to
reserve the ticket on my conditions. But I have too little time to
pay, for the ticket. They said if I did not day the rest of the ticket
price, I would loose the money I'd already given to them. I was angry,
but they explained that it would be very difficult to sell the ticket
for the plane which is flying. They would have to lower the price. I
agreed. They told me to pay 846 euro. But it was too much for me,
because I had only 325 euro. I asked to wait for me during 12 hours. I
went out of the room. Marina met me at the door. I told her
everything. She understood everything and advised me to pawn our
treasures to a pawnshop. It was very difficult for me to agree to do
it. I did not want to burden Marina. But at the same time I want to
meet you. We pawned the treasures, I got 110 euro and I paid the part
of the ticket price 435 euros. It was my last money, it was for the
plane by which I'm going to come to you. It was very difficult for me
to tell you this story. I have done all what I could. I have paid for
the visa. I have paid for the part of the ticket. But this was not
enough. The money was not enough. I did not want to burden you. I
wanted to come to you with nobody's help. I thought my money would be
enough. But I failed. Now I feel guilty myself. I did not manage to do
all myself for our meeting. I thought nothing would prevent me from
meeting you. But I must pay the rest of the money for the ticket It's
just 411 euros. I must pay it till the December, 11th. Otherwise I
will loose the money I have paid and i will loose the chance to see
you. And our treasures will be sold by the pawnshop. Now I feel guilty
that I could not do what i promised to come to you with my own money.
I always do what I promise. I feel at ease now, I'm ashamed of asking
you to help me. Unfortunately the clinic did not pay me the money I'd
earned. I really hoped to get this money. But I'll get the money from
the clinic in a month or two. Because it's very typical for Russia to
hold up the payments of salary. I asked the clinic to give me my money
earlier, but they refused to do it. Now the clinic does not have the
money necessary for me. Our clinic depends on the budget, it did not
get money for a longtime. I think it's because of the financial crisis
and terrorist acts. I must say to you that I will not be able to meet
you because I will not be able to pay the whole sum of money myself.

Of course I realize that I should not ask you to give me the money.
But at the time I cannot just that I will not come to you. I have done
too much to organize our meeting. If I refuse to meet you it will mean
that everything was in vain. It's terrible for me to refuse to come to
you, I have done all what I could. Now I want you to help me and I
think there is nothing horrible if I ask you to help me. Of course I
realize that may be you have no feelings to me and may be you're not
interested in our meeting. I understand that the sum of money is too
big. I know it and that's why it's more difficult for me to ask it
from you. But at the same time any person can find himself in my
conditions. And now there is only one thing which I can do. I just
must say that I will never come to you. But I do not want to say so,
because I want to meet you. That's why I must be honest, I need your
help. Of course I understand that I must not do it. But I'm an honest
person. I'm ashamed of asking you to help me, but life is a difficult
thing, everything can happen. Of course it's up to you to decide if
you want to help me or not. It's bad, but not fatal. I will loose my
money. It's bad but not mortal either. 360 euro which I have paid for
the visa and 435 euro which I have paid for the ticket are too much
for me. But I'm not sorry for what I have done for our meeting. In
fact money is just paper, our treasures are just metal details. That's
why I was the first who decided to meet each other. But I do not want
all my efforts to be spent in vain. If you really want to meet me, if
you can help me to organize our meeting please send me the money till
the morning of the December, 11th. Please forgive me my words. I say
so because I'm in despair. Now when just one step can connect us, I'm
afraid. I need you, I want to be with you, I need you help, believe
me, I'm honest with you. I did not manage to estimate my forces. And
all my efforts spent in vain. I understand that the sum of money is
too big for you. I did not want to ask you. I can do everything
myself. My loneliness made me strong. I had always been living with my
own efforts I always relied on myself. I asked somebody to help me
very seldom, but now I ask you to help me. I will give you all the
money back as soon as I'm able. Maybe I made you offended. But I need
you. I do not know if my letter you disappointed. But I have written
you an honest letter. I'm looking forward to you answer. I hope for
you. I ask you to not worry. I send data of my flight:

S7 Airlines
13:55 DME Domodedovo Dec 12, Tues
14:40 TXL Tegel Dec 12, W
2h 45m

Alena.

Dear xxx, I very strongly experienced, when I had to ask you the
help. I was afraid, that you will give up to me. I for a long time did
not dare to read the letters from you. I thought, that will leave to
abuse me and will not help me. But you did not begin so to do. I am
glad to that our meeting will soon take place. You act as the true
gentleman. I promise you, that you when will not regret that have got
acquainted with me. I will not bring you I promise. After I have
received your letter I have gone to travel agency. On arrival to
travel agency, then I have asked my agent how my love can help me. The
tourist agent has told to me, that you could transfer money for the
ticket into account travel agency, or I could open the account for the
name and you could transfer on my own account. But transfer of money
will occupy very for a long time time. The tourist agent has told,
that transfer occupies some days. Money can arrive on the account
after day of my start. Therefore tourist agent advised me to use
remittances such as the Western Union. If you will take advantage of
services of the Western Union, money will come during fifteen minutes.
That you could send money to you it is necessary will to know: My
address the city of Kirov of street Uritskogo the house. 43. My post
code 610000 2) My name Alena surname Petrova . I need to pay 411 euro
That I could receive your help, it is necessary for me to know: 1)
your full surname. 2) City from which your help will be sent. 3) the
sum which you will send. 4) Confidential number on which I can receive
your help. I hope that today you will have an opportunity to help our
meeting. I shall wait from you for the letter soon. for your letter
your love Alena.

Hello my dear xxx. I am very glad to receive your answer. xxx
today I was at a travel agency. My travel agent asks me when I can pay
for my flight. Dear understand that I can not come to you without your
help. Honey, understand that I did a lot for our meeting. Honey,
understand that I love you. I can not imagine my life without you.
Honey, understand that I will make you the happiest man in the world.
My dear xxx, I already told you that my documents are in the embassy
in Moscow, do not you understand me? I wrote to you in my last letter.
Dear to my flight there are 4 days left and I need to pay another part
of the money as soon as possible. I'm very worried and worried. I went
to a travel agency to consult my travel agent. My travel agent said
that if you can not send me help via Western Union then you can send
me help to the bank account of my travel agent. If you send to a bank
account, then you should not require a copy of my documents. My dear,
I hope that you understand me and will make some decision! Everything
depends on you. If you can not send help through Western Union, then
you can send me help through my travel agent's bank account. If it
suits you, then I'll ask for the bank account details and send it to
you. I really love you and I'm waiting for your early reply. Your
lover Alena.