Road xxx, it is very a pity that you have chosen such position. It
is very a pity, that You have thrown me a difficult minute. I did not
expect from you such. I not Thought, that you can so to arrive with
me. I trusted in ours The future, I trusted in our love, I trusted and
did all. That ours The meeting was carried out. But you that do not
wish to make for ours Meetings. If you knew how many all to me it was
necessary to pass and To go through that we were together. You
encouraged each time Me your letters. You each time promised to me to
help. BUT IT There were WORDS. In practice you have shown the true
worth. To me it is sick and It is insulting for all. To me that you
have thrown me in difficult for is insulting Me time, me is insulting
that you have not constrained the promises. To me that you began to
think out various obstacles for is insulting Not to help me. Esteem
your letters. If at you is Though a conscience drop it should be a
shame to you with your promises. You Perfectly know, that I have
nobody to ask more than the help. You know , That I had the big
expenses with a trip, you know, that I handed over Precious things for
the sake of our meeting. If I could borrow Money I would not be
humiliated before you! I did much!!!!!!!!! You do not wish to do that.
Really your greed and avidity is stronger Our meeting?????? Really you
do not understand, that our meeting can To change our destinies.
Really you are so a pity to you of money, that not Is capable to help
me. To me so is insulting to realise it. I sit in The Internet of cafe
and the keyboard it is completely filled in by tears which flow For
insult and disappointment. I have decided not to persuade any more you
to make Something. I have decided to forget all and to spend the rests
of the holiday in Loneliness. Thanks to our plans I remained without
money and hope. But I will not be humiliated any more before you and
to ask you about what or. I All has understood. Probably my destiny
should be such. Probably to me It is fated to be one. I have already
reconciled to it. Today the critical The moment. If today you helped
me tomorrow I could To redeem tickets and to leave to Moscow. In
Moscow I would receive the visa and Would take off for your country.
You could meet me within the next few days in To the airport of your
city. But instead today I will go home and I will be To assort the
collected things. To me will have to leave to itself that gift, Which
I have prepared for you. I so long trained and represented Our meeting
and the moments of delivery of a gift. But it will not be To me It
becomes even heavier from these thoughts. More and more I cannot
write. I lose thoughts for insult.