Hi my sweetheart xxx,

Dear xxx, I has read your letter and was on the top of the world
with happiness! I like your romantic reasonings. At you rich
imagination. I like to read such letters. After them I feel myself as
the happy and desired woman.

I want that my documents were ready as soon as possible. I want that
the travel agency has sped up this process. Whether I asked you
approve my act? I have paid the big sum of money for promptness. How
you look at it? For me your answer was important. Because it is
difficult for me for one to make such decisions. I have paid this
money because I want to be with you as soon as possible because my
Holiday. It is not a pity to me what money for the sake of our
meeting. I am in a very good mood today, but when I am reading your
letters again and again I feel even better, I love to receive your
letters, they always bring me much joy and make me happy! I am always
thinking about you and you are in my thoughts. I wish you could be
near me now, but I know that we’ll see each other and we’ll be
together. When I think about all this it feels like I am flying in the
sky!!!

My day was fine and resting today. I slept in today, woke up, then
took a very nice shower, had breakfast and cleaned my house for a
little while. I like when my house is cosy and looks nice and clean.
Today I’ve also went to the movies with my girlfriend, we had a
wonderful time. The movie was a scary one, but I liked it a lot.
Tomorrow I am planning to go to the gym because I want to stay in
shape. I like when my figure is slim and looks fine. So I’ll take care
of my health. Everything is alright with me, now when you’ve appeared
in my life, I feel that the emptiness I had in my heart and soul have
gone away, I know that you think and care about me, and this is the
most important thing for me! I would like to tell you that you’ve
changed my life a lot, and even though you are far away from me, I
know for sure that you are near me in my thoughts, you are always with
me. I want you to feel very comfortable and happy because you are very
important to me! Honey, you know, there are so many stars in the sky,
but yesterday night when I looked at it, I’ve found this one beautiful
star that will lead us and our happiness! All the words I tell you are
from my heart and I’ll never get tired of telling you how much you and
our relationships mean to me!

Now I every day go to travel agency and I try to find out I skin the
information concerning readiness of my documents. Today to me have
told that probably tomorrow the day after tomorrow me will cause silt
on interview in embassy. I was very glad to receive such information.
Now day for me lasts as a month as I think all about our long-awaited
meetings.

I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to your
reply!!! With hugs and warm kisses,

Your love Ekaterina...

Darling, you has forgotten to write to me the information necessary
for embassy in Moscow. It is your full address, a phone number and the
nearest airport where you will be capable to meet me. It is very
important for meetings. I will wait this the information in the
following letter.

Ekaterina.

Hi my dearest xxx,

I have more recently left embassy and at once have decided to write to
you. I write to you the letter and I smile. I'm so glad! If I could, I
would speak with you for a long time. But unfortunately now it is
impossible. But I am confident, that our meeting will take place also
we shall speak in person.

I want to tell to you about the commission in Moscow. I hope to you it
interestingly!!! Tomorrow I shall already write to you from native
city. I shall arrive to Kirov most likely tomorrow in the evening. I
can probably have the visa. Because I tried for it much. I worry, you
should understand it. I never thought that the commission will ask
such unusual questions. They asked about my sexual life, they asked
about children, about work, about patriotism, about my attitude to
your country, about my conversance and awareness of events which
happened in the world and in your country, about my religion and
belief. I have told about all my life in detail. I spoke about very
thing fairly how it's really. To me have told that my answers are
unexpected and as a rule applicants don't answer such questions so
directly and openly. They haven't got used to hear such answers, but
they said that to hear sincere and truthful answers is much more
pleasant than words which come not from heart and reason. Children
from the orphanages also have made the big impression and rendered the
big influence on the commission. To me have told that I the first lady
who have such support from children - orphans. Now I should wait the
decision. I hope, that my visa will be ready within the next few days.
The representative of embassy at once informs about it to travel
agency. After that I shall buy the ticket in your country. After I
shall buy the ticket I shall inform date of the start.

Now I agree with expression: "Expectation of death is worse than the
death" I can't concentrate on anything. My heart so worry, I can't
work. They have told that the decision will be accepted in several
days. I so worry. I so want that this small dream was come true. I
simply want to see my lovely friend. I think the God will help me. I
simply want to meet you. I already see us together and I sink in
dreams. I want to construct with you the ship to float under sails in
boundless ocean. I want to meet with you a dawn and to see off a
sundown. We will float on our ship and our love will illuminate our
way. We will look at night at stars, we'll be pleased in the afternoon
to the sun. If there will be a storm, our love will protect us. If
there will be a calm, our love will be a wind. Our love will be a
beacon for us. We will be floating at ocean of love and oblivion and
nothing can separate us. We'll name our ship - Dream. It will be the
small ship, but very strong. Because we will make our ship from
belief, hope and love. It's impossible to wait, when your dream will
fall to you from the sky. It's necessary to go to the dream. It's
necessary to clear and build the road itself. If in heart there is a
belief and dream, if in heart there is a love and hope, it is
necessary to achieve the dream by all means. I always go to the dream.
I don't sit on a place. In my life there were very few light moments.
On this I try to make everything that my dreams have come true. I
understand that now it's only dreams. But these dreams brighten my
life. I hope that yours also. Nothing will keep me to arrive to you!!!

With tenderness your Ekaterina.

Hi my dear xxx,

Dear, I was very glad to receive your letter. My visa is available,
but I can take away her only after I shall redeem the ticket in your
country. Tomorrow or after tomorrow, I shall buy the ticket in your
country but only after to me inform from travel agency, and will tell,
that my documents are completely ready. For arrival to you.

I every day think of our meeting with you. I know how it is to be
thinking about someone all the time, I have felt that as well. So then
I try to keep myself busy doing other things and it helps. I guess
that's how I've been able to get along all this time without somebody
special in my life. I keep myself busy with study, with friends. I
have become used to it now, but not entirely. Some times I get along
doing chores around the house, listening to music, or helping other
people with their problems. It has been so many times that I wanted to
be with someone. So as time went on, little by little I had to learn
how to not feel lonely. But I have also learned that it's not all that
possible. And in the same way I try to avoid getting hurt, as it has
happened to me before. And that too is not all that possible. On the
other side I have seen other peoples mistakes and I like to think that
I wont make the same ones. I try to think of many possible results, I
like to be cautious and to think ahead, but I have learned that as
careful that I may be, there is always something that can go wrong. So
why should I continue to hold back and not live my life like others,
by going ahead with what my heart says and being as cautious as
possible, right? We are only human and imperfect, all I can try is to
do the best I can, with the person that best fits my way of thinking.
And it would seem so strange that I could find such a person on the
other side of the planet. Imagine if the Internet didn't exist, I
would have never known about you and I would probably continue to live
the same way forever. There is only so much happiness that one can
achieve alone, but I would like to think that I could achieve so much
more with you. It would be wonderful to stop dreaming about it and
make it come true. So at the same time, I also think about what would
be needed to make a relationship work and how to provide for as much
as possible. It's not easy when other pressures are felt in a
relationship. So if at first we should decide to take this beyond what
it has become so far, I think it will be like awaking from a dream and
trying our best to make the dream come true. Like I said before, there
is a lot to talk about, a lot to learn and understand. The feeling of
love is great, but it takes little bit more to have a place to live,
to be healthy and have a family. I know that these are subjects that
can't be decided or solved in a week, but the most important thing
will be addressed, how well we get along.

There is one thing that I know for sure, I like you very much and we
will have a wonderful time together. Your words in every letter have
shown me that we think the same way, so I truly believe that something
great and long lasting will come out of this. I think about you every
day and wish you were near me already. I will just have to be patient
and wait for that moment to come true.

With hugs and tender kisses, Yours

Ekaterina...

Hello my dearest xxx,

I have good news, very good for me and for you! I wanted to call to
you and to explain all by phone. But I am afraid, that you become
angry on me and will refuse to help me, therefore I have decided to
write to you.

Today in the morning I have come to travel agency where to me informed
good news. I have got the visa. Now it is necessary for me to buy the
ticket to you and to go in Moscow behind the visa and to wait day of
my start. I'm immensely happy. I will be able to see you in person!!!
Dear I it is very good to speak in English you to not worry for us. I
addressed the company which sells tickets for plans. I asked them how,
as to me have explained to me it is necessary to have the ticket to
you I would be able to go to Vienna on the November, 13th, and how
much it would cost. They said that the ticket would cost 965 euros. I
asked them to find a cheaper ticket, because the price is too high for
me. But as it turned out I would not be able to have a cheaper ticket
so quicly, the date is too early. Tickets must be reserved long
beforehand. I asked them to offer me other variants of the flight. We
found the most suitable one. The flight, is on the November, 13th. The
ticket costs 746 euros. I asked the to reserve the ticket for me. But
they refused to do it having said that they had a lot of clients. They
cannot reserve my ticket without adwanced money. I was imploring them.
But it did not work. They said that they would help me with great
pleasure but they couldn't. The rules are so. I was in a panic, I was
so disappointed. Then I asked themif I could give just a part of the
money. But they did not agree again.

I asked them for a long time saying that my fiance xxx is waiting
for me. If I asked them a little bit longer I would burst out of
crying. Maybe God heard my prayers, and the service worked agreed to
reserve the ticket on my conditions. But I have too little time to
pay, for the ticket. They said if I did not day the rest of the ticket
price, I would loose the money I'd already given to them. I was angry,
but they explained that it would be very difficult to sell the ticket
for the plane which is flying. They would have to lower the price. I
agreed. They told me to pay 848 euros. But it was too much for me,
because I had only 350 euros. I asked to wait for me during 11 hours.
I went out of the room. Marina met me at the door. I told her
everything. She understood everything and adviced me to pawn our
treasures to a pawnshop. It was very difficult for me to agree to do
it. I did not want to burden Marina. But at the same time I want to
meet you. We pawned the treasures, I got 80 euros and I paid the part
of the ticket price 430 euros. It was my last money, it was for the
plane by which I'm going to come to you. It was very difficult for me
to tell you this story. I have done all what I could. I have paid for
the visa. I have paid for the part of the ticket. But this was not
enough. The money was not enough. I did not want to burden you. I
wanted to come to you with nobody's help. I thought my money would be
enough. But I failed. Now I feel guilty muself. I did not manage to do
all myselffor our meeting. I thought nothing would prevent me from
meeting you. But I must pay the rest of the money for the ticket It's
just 418 euros. I must pay it till the November, 12th. Otherwise I
will loose the money I have paid and i will loose the chance to see
you. And our treasures will be soldby the pawnshop. Now I feel guilty
that I could not do what i promised to come to you with my own money.
I always do what I promise. I feel at ease now, I'm ashamed of asking
you to help me. Unfortunately the clinic did not pay me the money I'd
earned. I really hoped to get this money. It would solve all the
pdavidlems. But I'll get the money from the clinic in a month or two.
Because it's very typical for Russia to hold up the payments of
salary. I asked the clinic to give me my money earlier, but thay
refused to do it. Now the clinic does not have the money necessary for
me. Our clinic depends on the budget, it did not get money for a
longtime.

Of course I realize that I should not ask you to give me the money.
But at the time I cannot just that I will not come to you. I have done
too much to organize our meeting. If I refuse to meet you it will mean
that everything was in voun. It's torrible for me to refuse to come to
you, I have done all what I could. Now I want you to help me and I
think there is nothing horable if I ask you to help me. Of course I
realize that may be you have no feelings to me and may be you're not
interested in our meeting. I understsnd that the sum of money is too
big. I know itand that's why it's more difficult for me to ask it from
you. But at the same time any person can find himself in my
conditions. And now there is only one thing which I can do. I just
must say that I will never come to you. But I do not want to say so,
because I want to meet you. That's why I must be honest, I need your
help. Of course I understend that I must not do it. But I'm an honest
person. I'm ashaned of asking you to help me, but life is a difficult
thing, everything can happen. Of course it's up to you to decide if
you want to help me or not. It's bad, but not fatal. I will loose my
money. It's bad but not mortal either. 360 euros which I have paid for
the visa and 430 euros which I have paid for the ticket are too much
for me. But I'm not sorry for what I have done for our meeting. In
fact money is just paper, our treasures are just metal details. That's
why I was the first who decided to meet each other. But I do not want
all my efforts to be spent in vain. If you really want to meet me, if
you can help me to organize our meeting please send me the money till
the morning of the November, 12th. Please forgive me my words. I say
so because I'm in despair. Now when just one step can connect us, I'm
afraid. I need you, I want to be with you, I need you help, believe
me, I'm honest with you. I did not manage to estimate my forces. And
all my efforts spent in vain. I understand that the sum of money is
too big for you. I did not want to ask you. I can do everything
myself. My loneliness made me strong. I had always been living with my
own efforts I always relied on myself. I asked somebody to help me
very selcom, but now I ask you to help me. I will give you all the
money back as soon as I'm able. Maybe I made you offended. But I need
you. I do not know if my letter satisfacted you or disappointed. But I
have written you an honest letter. I'm looking forwarol to you answer.
I hope for you . I ask you to not worry. I send data of my flight:

Moscow (Sheremetyevo) 11:50, November, 13th
Belgrade (Belgrade B...) 12:50, November, 13th

Flight: JU651
Airbus A319

Stop: 5h 40m

Belgrade (Belgrade B...) 18:30, November, 13th
Vienna (Vienna Intl) 20:05, November, 13th

Flight: JU604
Aerospatiale/Alenia ATR 72

your Ekaterina.

Hello xxx,

How is the weather at you? I hope that at you all well and you had
remarkable time. Having read your letter, I was once again convinced
of your serious intentions to me. In your plans for our future. I am
glad, that now really there are no barriers to our meeting, and we
soon will together. It is very grateful to you, that you do much for
us, for our meeting. I promise, that I will make you the happiest man
in the world. I wish to tell to you, that I love you. Darling xxx
today descended in tour agency and took a copy of my passport.

xxx, today, as soon as has woken up, I would go to travel agency
what to learn as you can send me the help from the country. To me have
told, that the most reliable way, it takes advantage you can to send
into my bank account.

I have received detailed consultation about this kind of remittances.
It quickly, conveniently, reliably.

    * Each remittance is protected by modern system of safety
    * the Newest electronic technology and a worldnet allows to carry out fast payments of remittances of all in some days.


I think, that it approaches us. It is very safe, because only I can
receive this money. They have told, that the following information for
this purpose is required what you could transfer money:

Ershova Ekaterina Vyacheslavovna
EUR 40817978308610003206
USD 40817840908610003828
SWIFT: ALFARUMM
ALFA-BANK


The necessary sum for my travel 418 euros, I hope, you can send me
them. I will go at once to travel agency. Also I will mourn over other
part of the travel. xxx, my love to you grows every day! I very
much wait for our meeting with you, my love …

Yours for ever Ekaterina.

Hello me dear love xxx,

Darling xxx inform me precisely you has sent money or not. The
darling send to me a receipt copy. It is necessary to receive your
help.

I all night long dreamt, as to us it will be good together. I very
much miss on you. I very much would wish to share with you the joyful
moments. To give you love, to listen to your gentle words. I
represent, that you sit, then embrace me. I want, that it was actually
as soon as possible. Today I weigh day thought only of you. I think of
our meeting. It will be in the happiest afternoon in my life. My
purpose it you, and our meeting, and at us will be continuation of our
serious relations. I think, that you also it wish. I know, that our
hearts already together and feel each other.

I with impatience expect your letter.
For ever yours Ekaterina.

Hello my darling xxx,

Darling xxx today I will go and I will try to receive your help. As
soon as I will receive I at once I will inform you.

The main thing, that we always think about each other, and we have the
big desire to be together. I know, we want it both, and we will make
everything, that would depend on us for this purpose what to realise
our meeting. I would want it you have captured me and have kissed. I
hope, my frankness is pleasant for you my darling xxx. I see, we
are created to be together. I say to girlfriends, that I have found
the most favourite person. They envy me a little and are glad for me.
They often ask me, whether I trust you. I answer them, that I trust
you on all of 1000 % and even more.

I with impatience will wait for your letter.
Yours Ekaterina …