Hello xxx!
I hope that our communication brings you the same joy, as well as me. I begin to think every day of you, and I feel that without you I will live day.
My heart from now on belongs to you. I learned to trust you completely. I hope that you also don't stop thinking about us with you.
How are you? How do you feel? How at you there weather? We are fine. I have a good weather, and mood excellent.
I am glad to get your phone number. Tonight I want to call to you after work. I bought the telephone card and I will call to you from the public telephone booth.
I will be glad to hear your voice and to speak with you by phone. Please, wait for my call tonight and don't pass it! You surely have to take care of your mother. It is very important.
Today the magnificent dream which I will never forget dreamed me. Now I will tell you about my dream. At first, before going to bed,
I long time thought of you and represented you again and again. Then I fell asleep, and the dream dreamed me. I woke up since morning and in eyes the sun shone.
It was wonderful morning. I imagined that I am somewhere outside the understanding. I went outside, and before me there was a big beautiful beach,
ahead there was an ocean which has no borders. Waves lapped about the coast of the beach! It was so beautiful. I was dressed only in a short dressing gown
and decided that it is necessary to bathe this wonderful morning. It was remarkable in a dream. When I came into water, water was a little cool,
it was the fine feeling full of pleasure. Waves fought about my body, and it brought me joy. Unexpectedly I felt a touch, I so was surprised,
I didn't expect in the dream to see someone else. I didn't begin to turn, and decided to feel, understand who it can be? It was so pleasant. It were gentle touches!
I decided to be developed and look who it can be in my dream, but when I the sun turned shone in a face of this person, I understood that it is the man,
this is that person who understands me and feels, he knows about me everything. I asked this person who you are the handsome man? You imagine such moment?
It was unforgettable feeling. The sun set for clouds, and I saw your person, you were prince charming! I was so happy! It were you,
you dreamed me and became for me the prince charming in a dream! You told me that it you love me!!! We together began to rejoice to this sun, beach, fine soft waves!
It was so wonderful! I was simply happy that we do it together! For me it was a great satisfaction! After that we began to kiss directly on the beach,
I was so touched by it in a dream, I was so happy, I felt such desire! I woke up unexpectedly and was lost in admiration, you represent what feelings I had!
It was unusually wonderful! After that I was happy, and at once fell asleep. You dreamed sometime such dream about me? What in general you feel when you think of me?
My thoughts now only of our communication with you! I will look forward your new letter. I hope that you will like my new photos.
I decided to please you with beautiful photos. I think to you very much to be pleasant.
Please, tell me, you liked my photos? I hope that you will answer me shortly!
Dinara

Hi xxx! I am happy, to receive your new letter. When we are able to speak with you by phone? When you fix the phone? This year I wasn't on the beach yet. After your last letters, I understood that you treat me with full gravity. It very much pleased me because I constantly was afraid to think of it. The distance between us is huge, and it is difficult for us to transfer all our thoughts and especially feelings. Now I feel that I not one in the world, and somewhere away is the man who thinks of me and wants to be closer to me. You know that I long time was lonely! I couldn't feel heat and love of the man, but now I feel it from you. I don't look for new contact with men here or on the Internet, I could always love only one person, and I needed only one person for happiness. Now I have you, but the distance between us very much upsets me. I many times thought of that once we met or just met at least for a moment. I want that we had a chance to embrace each other and to kiss. Unless it isn't fine? You dreamed of it at least once? Today I as usual came from morning to work. I had a good mood. My work to be pleasant to me, and I am glad to go to work every day. Today there was unexpected news to me. I spoke with the chief about work, I prepared for him reports, and at the end of our conversation he told me that I will have shortly a holiday. We have very strict vacation schedule, and the chief makes it personally. Of course, he chooses good time for a holiday for all employees. I seldom go on leave because I have no interest, to stay at home the whole month. I never managed to visit beautiful places. My chief told me that my holiday will last month, and I will be able well to have a rest. I told it what I will do the whole month how to me to carry out it? My chief told me that I have to go and have a rest well. What do you think of our meeting? What if it is valid to us to try to meet? I would be glad to visit at least once life outside Russia. I will be glad if you leave me the name of the nearest airport that I could, at least have an idea where I will have to travel to you. I think that this information is useful to me for a travel to you. Write me in the following letter the name of your nearest airport. I'll be waiting! Don't forget to make it for me! Also it is important for me that you treated it sincerely and honestly. If you can't or don't want to see me, you have to tell me about it directly! I won't swear or be upset because I understand you in everything and I never want to press on you or especially to impose our meeting. I ask you to think seriously of our meeting, probably, we really should trying to organize our meeting and to embody all our dreams in reality. I ask you to answer me sincerely that I could understand all your thoughts. I will look forward your letter and, probably, it will be very important letter because even now my heart fights more than ever earlier. Dinara

Hi xxx! How's your mood today? I hope that you are ok. My mood good today. I feel happy. Exact date of my arrival to you, I will be able to tell you after I receive all documents for a travel to you. Now I for a start have to begin paperwork. I will be glad to remain at your home on a visit. I am glad that you answered all my questions. I have for you good news. Today I addressed to embassy. I learned that it is necessary for me for a travel to your country. I have to process some documents. xxx, at first I wanted to make all documents independently. The embassy explained to me that if I process all documents for a trip itself abroad, then it will take a lot of time. It is more than one month. I should begin paperwork here in my city. Then I will need to go to Moscow for confirmation, and then to come back to my city again to continue paperwork and then to receive them. It is too difficult and takes a lot of time. To me suggested to address to travel agency. The travel agency will help me to obtain all information and to process travel documents much quicker. I was very glad to it. I was told that the travel agency can prepare all documents approximately in one week. I found good travel agency which is in my city. Today I went to this travel agency. I want to tell in detail you that it is necessary for me to arrive in your country. First of all, I have to receive the visa. Now I will tell you what documents need to be collected for successful receipt of a visa. At first I have to issue the international passport. It costs 85 euro. Execution of the international passport takes about 5-7 days. After that I need to have medical examination and to receive medical certificates. These medical certificates will claim that I am healthy and I can leave Russia. I will have to bring medical certificates in travel agency. Full medical examination and obtaining medical certificates costs 135 euro. Also I have to provide to travel agency information on my work and on my residence. I will be able to make it quickly and I won't have any problems. Also I will have to bring my 4 photos in travel agency. These photos for the visa have to be special and are made according to visa standards. If pictures are taken incorrectly, then they won't be accepted. I will be able to take these pictures in travel agency free of charge. When I receive these documents, I will have to bring them in travel agency. Then, when all of them will check, will send to Moscow in the main visa service. The visa costs 80 euro. I will have to pay a consular fee for the visa of 70 euro. Then I will be told time when I have to go to Moscow for receipt of a visa. I can receive the visa only in embassy in Moscow. The trip to Moscow costs 160 euro. I should be in Moscow approximately within 2 days. As during these 2 days I will have to have an interview in embassy in Moscow and to receive the visa. Also I need to buy plane tickets. Plane tickets cost 270 euro. It is the cost of return tickets. I have to buy return tickets, and then show them in embassy. It is necessary for the successful approval of the visa in embassy. Generally, execution of all necessary documents for a trip to your country will take 7-10 days. After that I will be completely ready to a trip to your country. Also I have to pay travel agency for their services 140 euro. I hope, you understand me. In my today's letter I tried to tell you everything about my travel in detail. I hope that you understood everything. Overall cost of a travel is 940 euro. Today I concluded the contract with travel agency and made the first contribution of 150 euro. I signed all necessary papers. Now the travel agency will care completely for my trip. In travel agency professional lawyers work. They will take care of preparation of all travel documents. I needed to pay 790 more euro. It is big money for me. But I really want to organize our meeting. Money comes and leaves. I consider that in life there are things much more important, than money. I appreciate our relationship, and I would like to develop them. It will be the happiest holiday in my life because I will see you. Tomorrow I will meet my boss. It has to give me my salary for a month of work and bonus. After that I will be able to pay my trip completely. I hope that it won't take a lot of time. I thought that my travel will be much more difficult. But the travel agency will help me. It won't be so difficult. I look forward to our meeting. I am very interested in you. I hope to receive your letter soon. I will keep you informed all events. Dinara

Hi xxx! How are you? How's your mood today?
I have a terrible mood today. I can't still forget, what was made by my chief. It brought me because couldn't give me salary and such money necessary to me for a trip to you. I decided that I won't stop on it, and I will do everything possible to come to you, as well as planned. Today I decided to visit all the friends to learn whether someone will be able to help me. I talked to the girlfriend who works together with me, but she, unfortunately, won't be able to help me because, it already spent all money for clothes and household chores. I was very upset because I counted on it because it always helped me. Further I decided to bypass all the acquaintances to ask for all money, but all refused to me, all had one and those, the reasons. It is big money, and there is nobody them just isn't present. Here in Russia it is difficult to collect such large sum of money. I didn't begin to despair and continued the search, but here I bypassed all the acquaintances and friends, but nobody could help me. As a result I am strongly upset. Now I don't have exit as soon as to visit my mother. I think that it will be able to help me because she also wishes me only good luck. I will always be able to return to mother later this money that she wasn't left without money. My mother doesn't work, and receives only pension. I won't refuse our meeting now. Because our meeting will help us to develop our feelings. I want that we were together and spent a remarkable vacation together. I hope that tomorrow at me news will be better for you. I will look forward to your letter. Now all my thoughts, only about our meeting. I look forward to the beginnings of my holiday. Dinara

Hi xxx! I was upset all these last days because I tried to do everything possible for the sake of our meeting, but, unfortunately, all my attempts were useless. How are you? As at you there weather? What are you doing today?
As I also promised you I decided to visit bank to take the credit to come to you. I think that it is the last chance because I tried already all options. None of my friends, can help me. My mother very much was upset because she understood that I can't find money. She very much would like to help us, but my mother can't. I explained already to you why. Today I visited bank to speak with them about the credit. I specially made an extract from work, about the salary and decided that it will help with receiving the credit. When I came to bank, there was a huge turn. I was very upset to it, but I needed to do nothing how to wait up to the end. Because I very strongly want to be near you, and already there is no way back. The travel agency waits for the answer from me, and my holiday comes. It is necessary to find the solution. I waited for the turn, and sat down at a table to the manager of bank. I explained to him that I want to take money on credit, for a travel to other country for vacation. The manager of bank looked at my passport, looked at an extract about the salary, and left for some time to the administration. Only in 15 minutes he came and told that they can't issue me the credit. As I and my mother already we have the credits in bank, and we registered as each other guarantors. I tried to explain that it is the small credits and in other bank, but the manager told me that they specially called other bank and asked about my credit history. Everything appeared very badly. I have no big credits, but so far we not to pay off, I can't take new. I was very strongly upset because it was the last chance. I left bank, and to me it became very bad. I didn't know, what should I do. I need only to think further over where I will be able to take money. The worst that I have no lot of time as the beginning of my holiday comes nearer, and it is necessary to begin still paperwork. I hope that you will strongly not be upset. We shouldn't be upset because I will try to do everything possible to arrive to you for vacation. I know that you look forward to me. I know that between us there are huge feelings, and we need to embody our meeting in reality to develop our feelings and to know each other better. I will look forward your new letter. Today I am at home because I have no mood at all, after what I was told in bank. I so counted on bank that I now very strongly was upset. I fight till the end for our meeting because it is important for me. If I am not able to arrive to you, it will be very difficult to construct our relationship on distance. You have to notice that I sincerely fight for our meeting. I all heart believe that at us all to turn out, and we will be together. Dinara

Hi xxx! How are you? What is your mood today? I hope that you are doing well. I'm nervous before our meeting. I really want to have success in our relationship. Our meeting will bring our relations to a new level. Thus, we will be able to understand our feelings for each other. Every time I read your letters, I only think about trying to find money and come to you. I want to make our dream come true, so it does not cost me! I set myself the goal of our meeting, and I want us to be happy. You understand this is what we have been striving for all these days. All our communication was for the sake of our meeting, we are two lonely hearts who have found each other and must be reunited. It was this goal that I asked when we first started talking about our meeting. But now I understand that I was too naive and trusting. I tried every possible way to find the money to travel to you. I wanted to do everything to come to you and make you happy. But now I understand that without your help I can not do it. I understand that without a man, no woman can take a step forward. It was the man who always became support for any woman. I want to tell you that I did everything I could now for the sake of our meeting. I tried to borrow money from my friends, from my mother and even visited the bank, but nowhere else could I help. I was very upset because of this, because, then what I'm aiming for is moving away from me. I aspire to our meeting, to develop our feelings and to become finally happy. I have already signed a contract with a travel agency and paid 150 euro. I need to pay another 790 euro. I'm sad now, because I do not know where to find money to pay for the trip. I have already signed a contract with a travel agency and paid 150 euro. According to the terms of the contract, I have to pay another 790 euro in the near future. I paid all my money that I had. I do not have much time left, and I do not know what to do now. If I do not pay 790 euro for traveling to you, then all my efforts will be in vain, and we will not be able to meet with you. Also, if I do not pay on time, I will be fined this amount. If I break the terms of the contract, I will be fined. I do not want my efforts to be in vain. I have done a lot to organize our meeting with you. It hurts me to think that my efforts can be in vain. I do everything so that we can meet with you. I'm disappointed because I'm in a difficult situation. I did everything possible for the sake of our meeting. But I could not find the money for my trip. I really want to meet you. But I do not know how to do it. A couple of days ago I was completely sure that I could spend my vacation with you. But now I'm starting to lose hope. xxx, forgive me. I still hope that very soon we will be together. My vacation has already been approved, and I signed a contract with a travel agency. They are waiting for payment from me in the next few days. If I do not pay them, then my contract will be terminated, and I will have to pay a penalty in the amount of the cost of the trip. I would not want that. I have strong sympathy for you. Every day I dream about our meeting. We must fight for our happiness. I feel uneasy when I turn to you for help. But I have no other choice. Please tell me, can I count on your help? Will you help me with the journey? I'm not asking you to send me any money. If you can help me with the payment of the trip, I want to ask you to contact the travel agency with which I signed a contract and pay for my trip directly. I'm not asking you to send me any money. I do not need your money. I'm trying to take care of our meeting. Can you contact the travel agency and help me pay for the trip? Do you want to do this? If you agree with me, I can give you the information in the next letter how you can contact the travel agency. Do you want to help me with the trip to you? I'm sorry that I have to ask you for help. I do not have any other choice. I hope that you will answer me soon. I love you. You really mean a lot to me. I do not want to lose you. I will look forward to your letter. I hope I'll get some good news from you. Dinara

Hi xxx! How are you doing? As you today? I am glad to live and realize that I live for the sake of you. Your letters fill me with joy. But, today in me grief. I didn't receive your letter. Did you receive my letter? You didn't respond to my letter. Your letters are very important for me. Probably you were strongly busy to write to me. I am glad that you we so long went to each other. It was such happiness to look for you, to believe that just about, and we will face that we will see and we won't leave any more! We already found each other. I will wait for your letter in the nearest future. Dinara

Hi xxx! I am very upset because of your silence. You don't write me already long time. You don't respond to my letters and don't take phone call. I several times tried to call to you, but all without answer. What happened to you? I thought that you treat me seriously. I thought that we can become the real couple and construct our future together. But now I am very upset with your behavior. You just ceased to respond to my letters and forgot about me. I wait for your letter every day. You are silent, and in the evening when I go home after work, to me to become very offensively. I understand that you just don't answer me. Probably at you important issues, and you can't answer me, but it shows me once again as you treat me. I don't believe that you can work 24 hours a day and you can't find 5 minutes a day to respond to my letter. Please, answer me if I still interest you. I will look forward to your letter. We still can continue to communicate and to embody our dreams in reality. But if you continue to vanish and not to respond further to my letters, then we should say goodbye. Because to wait for days on end for your letters and to believe that I am necessary to you, I can't. If I was necessary to you, and you would have to me real feelings, you would never dare to forget about me for several days. Write to me, and explain to me what happened to you and why are you keeping silent. I still interest you? I am necessary to you? Dinara