Another new letter from you, and my heart sank again, before I started to read your letter. I'm here all right. I hope that you are also have everything great there.

As always, I was very happy to see your reply to my previous letter xxx. I read it with great interest and attention. You know, when I read your letters, my imagination is always working at maximum capacity. I imagine if you're sitting next to me and tell me all of this personally. Or if I see a very exciting movie, and I'm completely immersed in it. I guess it's not easy to describe in words everything that is happening inside of me, when I read your letters, but it's really a very interesting process.

In my last letter I wrote you that I want to share with you the other side of my life. In all the previous letters, I tried to avoid conversations on these topics.
Because I believe that such personal, intimate things, it is possible to discuss in only in one case. When I am absolutely confident in person. When I can be calm and know that it will all be properly understood. And most importantly – when  I have strong feelings for this man. Only if are present all these conditions, I am ready to talk on such topics. And now, all this is done. As I told you, I trust you 100, I love you, and I know that you will be able to understand correctly all that I will write you. Therefore, in this letter, I want to talk about sex.
You and I are adults. And we understand that sex is one of the main components of a love relationship. This may also affect on the development of relations. I understand that it is not so easy to talk about sex, and it is much easier to try (smile). But still, I would like to tell you about my attitude to this, my thoughts. And also to get some yours answers. I hope that you will not be difficult to give me these answers.

For me, sex is really very important in a relationship. I never do sex only for fun, as a sport or some means to achieve the goals! For me, sex is only possible in a serious relationship built on love and trust. I can not have respect for the girls, who do it differently. Every self-respecting girl herself must be very careful about this. If she often changing sexual partners, it would be very harmful to the female body, and possibly even serious illness. Intimacy, love, care - this is the most precious gift that a woman can give to a beloved man. This means that she gives completely herself to the man whom she love. She devotes her life to him completely. And it is very important that as the response she could feel the man's gratitude, care and support. And then the woman will do absolutely everything to make her man was the happiest. This was what my mother taught me, when my age was near to adulthood. And I well remembered these lessons and always followed her advices. Therefore, since I finished my past relationship with a man, I'm not having sex. I did not even masturbation or something like that. Because it can not give all that pleasure, emotions and sensations that can give sex with a man.
And all those long months I have not even thought about it. I was constantly busy with work, sports, household chores, etc. I did not even have time to think about it. Usually, I came home very tired and fell asleep quickly. And how long ago you had a sex last time? You had a sex with someone whom you loved? I hope you can answer me honestly. I promise, I will not judge you. You're a man, you might have a different opinion on all this. I just want to know the answer to this question.

And now, you appeared in my life (smile). I began to get to know you better, I fell in love with you. And it is quite natural that thinking about sex with you started to attend my head often. I fantasize, I represented a variety of situations, the places where we could do it.
In this letter I will tell you one such fantasy. I am also interested to know, and when did you become to represent me and fantasize about sex with me? Or you do not have such fantasies (smile) ?. I believe that when two people love each other, they do not have limitations in sex. I'm ready to have oral and anal sex with you. But, I do not understand people who do a variety of BDSM, masochism or rudeness during sex. For me, sex is something gentle, passionate and sensitive. And how are you about it? What kind of sex do you like?

Now I want to tell you one such fantasy that I had last night.
But first, I'd like to ask you to have the maximum concentration when reading this. To no extraneous noise distract you. I want you to have all the attention to this part of the text.
So. You and I live together in your house. During the day, you had some business outside and come home in the evening. You wonder, because you can not turn on the lights, as if in a house with no electricity. But then you notice a glowing indicator, it is made of small glowing light bulbs and a small heart. You take off your shoes, garments, and with some curiosity start to go in that direction. After a few steps you can see the next pointer, made in the same form. So, following all these pointers, you find yourself in our bedroom. It’s looks  as follows: The room is very little light, plays a quiet, romantic music (I imagined Enigma), on the floor you can see the track, made of rose petals, which leads to the bed. The bed is also strewn with rose petals, and you can see that the rose petals make a big, beautiful heart lying on the white silk sheets. On the nightstand next to the bed is a candlestick and a fresh fruit basket. Near the basket is open a bottle of wine and 2 glasses. But you still can not see me. And almost at once, you can feel that I'm behind you. I embrace you in your belt, kiss tenderly in your neck and whisper in your ear the words: "Let me do it all myself." I feel like swollen vein on your neck, it becomes more likely your breath and you say to me. "Of course, darling" Then I take your hand and lead you to a table where there is a wine and fruit, slowly pour the wine and stretch you. You can already see my black, transparent peignoir, under which I wore the most beautiful lingerie. I suggest to you that we have been drinking this wine for us, for our future, and the fate that helped us to find each other. You make a few sips of wine, then I reach out to you the grapes, which I hold by two fingers and slowly feed you. You bite the grapes, and also want by lips grab my fingers. But I stop this movement, and lean against the index finger perpendicular to your lips, like a playful sign ban. Then I approach as close as possible to you. I begin to cover your body with my hot kisses. I start to kiss your neck, nibble the lobes of your ears, and play with my tongue. At the same time, I quickly take off your clothes, and the rest gradually descend. I kiss your breasts, gently stroking hands your body. And gradually sink lower and lower. I can already feel all the excitement that you have. But I do not hurry. I continue to gently caress and kiss your body. I feel your heart beating fast, your breath. And then I go down on my knees, to remove your pants and start to gently kiss your thingy. I can feel the pulse, hardness and response to every movement of my tongue. I'm starting to accelerate and take it deeper. You put your hands on my head and start to set the pace of the movement. And after a few minutes I realize that I have achieved the result. But I do not stop and continue to do it for a few seconds more. While your thingy is completely dry.

It was one of my fantasies about you. And such fantasies often visited my head lately. I hope that this is not shocking you? And I did not make a mistake that I wrote you this?

I'm sorry, but I can not continue to write this letter (smile). I urgently need to get out into the fresh air and take a walk. Because while I was writing you all this, I could also feel it is the strongest excitement and desire. I think you know what I mean (smile)!?

I love you, I'll look forward to your next letter. And I will be very happy if you share with me the thoughts and feelings that you had after this letter. And also, if you can, then write me one of your fantasies about me.

I miss you, write to me soon.
yours Lamilyana 

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Hello my dear xxx. After reading your letter, you made me happy, my mood was much better. Finally, I can be with you, I can start a new life with you. I really want to, and I'm glad that we will be together soon. This is the dream of my life, and I am very glad that it will be done.
Because I love you so much. I want so much to be with you in the near future.
I know that you are the best person I've been looking for all my life. And I'm grateful to the fate that she helped me find you. You and I, we were able to find each other in this big world. And now we must develop our love. I send you the information of the manager of the travel agency, his name Mr. Dragan Grol, his mail info@nationalserbia.com. You can write my name, and the manager of the travel agency will tell you about my journey and all the details as well as possible ways of payment. You can also ask him any questions that interest you about my trip. I think it will be better if you discuss this with a qualified person. I understand that you need my data, I also attach them to the letter. I'll wait for news from you. I'm very glad that we really are going to meet each other, in my turn I will also do everything in my power so that as soon as possible, I could be near you! I really love you, your Lamilyana!

Full name: Lamilyana Svabic

Hello my love xxx. Thank you for letting me know at once how the promotion is going with the travel agency. I hope Mr Grohl will answer you soon and answer all your questions. My love, the weekend passed very quickly, probably it's because I do not need to go to work (smile) On the weekend, I allowed myself to sleep for myself longer. After that it was a big cleaning in the house. I like to clean the house, my mother taught me to be clean since childhood. I turn on the music and start cleaning the house. In the evening with my friend we went for a walk along the street. She needed to buy an evening dress, her brother will have a birthday this week. We had fun, we had something to talk about all this time. How were your days off?
My love, I'll read your answer tomorrow, I really miss.
Kiss Lamilyana!

hello Mr. xxx,
Thanks for your message here to me,
And also please I ask you to send me a copy about the international transfer and if you can send it also through e-mail to me as acknowledgement,
Yours faithfully, Mr. Dragan Grol,

National Tourism Organisation of Serbia
Zeleznicka 44, 11200 Belgrade
e-mail: info@nationalserbia.com

My love xxx, thank you for your letter. I was very happy to see it!
My dear, I understood your request for a document. I will contact the travel agency to send you the necessary document. I thank you for being so active in the matter of sending money. This is very cool, because we can quickly find ourselves next to each other. I so want to already taste the taste of your lips.
I'm very happy that we found each other in this huge world. You have become a part of my life for me! I want to connect my life with you! Only you know what to do to make me happy. You know how to make my heart beat faster. I see that you also love me! This is the greatest happiness - to have mutual love! Love and know what you love! I could not dream about it, I could not think about it before. But then I met you, I fell in love with you. And now I can not live without you.
These feelings are the best. This is the strongest love! I will cherish it!
I love you! I miss you, and I want to hug you hurriedly. I want to look into your beautiful eyes, tell you about my feelings. I really want all this!
I hope the travel agency will answer you soon!
I love you! Write to me soon!
Yours Lamilyana

My beloved xxx, thank you for your letter. Thanks for your words. All this is very nice and important to read for me. In this letter, I will answer all your questions. It's not difficult to do for me. And after that I'll write to you next time only after you make a final decision and tell me that. I do not want to persuade, beg, ask or insist. You must take this final decision on your own.
You must do all the necessary research upon your arrival here. And let me know the exact date when you will be in my country. Yes, I will meet you in the capital of my country, in the city of Belgrade. The situation in my country has not changed. And it's still not safe for you. So I warned you about this before. But I have no other choice or way to prove to you my sincerity and my plans. Also I will look for a good driver with a car so that he accompanies you and me everywhere these days. In addition, we do not go out from the outside to have less risk. All this will really reduce the risk, but I can not promise you absolute safety, unfortunately. Therefore, you have a few days to make a final decision. At the same time, I hope that you will understand that for a driver, hotel, food and, of course, to solve my basic situation, you will need enough money. I hope you will not forget about this. I'm not sure that your credit cards will work well in my country. So, you better have this money as cash. At the same time, I understand that for you this is also unsafe. Therefore, you must think in advance about all the details.
I think you and I will have enough time to discuss the details, after you tell me the exact date and time of your arrival in my country.
I want you to understand that I have not turned away from you for only one reason, because I really love you and do not want to lose. If I only needed your money, I stopped writing to you long ago, after all that you did. But I do not know, you will understand, you will appreciate and will you believe it or not.
In any case, it all depends on you. And only you make a decision.
Let me know when you get the final decision.
Love you.