Nö mach ich nicht. Die kranke schreibt trotzdem weiter. Hello dear!
I am in Internet-cafe as usual writing you my regular e-mail.
I send you my photos in every letter. These photos are made by my best friend Olga. She like to photo and I like her photos a lot.
I told you that I am going to visit your country as a tourist and now I have to choose a hotel.
After I choose the one this week I'll give you its name and we will be able to meet. I think that approximately in a month I'll get the visa.
You know that I have not very good relations with my parents but nevertheless I try to be a good daughter. I was at a post office and sent a card to my parents. I have younger brother.
My parents love him very much even more than me. My mother wanted son very much and tried to get pregnant for a long period of time.
And when the brother had appeared in my life I felt that my parents didn't need me anymore. It is not pleasant of course when parents love your brother more than you.
But I know that my parents are happy now and try to understand them and not be angry with them.
I have pedagogical education and when I came back from Australia I found a work as an educator in kindergarten. I liked that work a lot but salary was too small and not enough for living.
That was why I had to find a more-paid work.
I was here alone without parents and no one helped me. I was alone and I had to take care of myself.
Even when I had relations with men I always wanted to be independent. In my relations I always tried to find respect and mutual love.
I am very devoted to a man whom I love and in every relation I try to be the best for my man, but not everyone can appreciate it.
I cannot have sex with a man for one night, I can be with a man only when I am sure that I can trust him and it is really serious.
For pity I've met such men, who prefer to have 2 women in their life, they want to have two women: a wife and a lover.
Such relations are not for me and I'll not ever agree for this. I can have sex with beloved man. I want you to understand me right.
Yes, I am not a virgin I like to have sex. But this sex would be only with my one and beloved man!!! It is my rule!
My last relations has finished about 2 years ago. My man spent much time with his friends but not with me.
I had a feeling that he used me like a beautiful doll and didn't have real feelings to me. I broke up with him.
I am sorry but I want to stop speaking about the sex. It is very delicate topic and I am still not ready to discuss everything with you. I hope you understand me.
Also there are very many unknown people around me here in internet-cafe and I feel uncomfortable to write about sex.
Now I am finishing my letter. I have only 15 minutes for writing today in Internet-cafe. Do you know how internet-cafe works?
There are many tables with PC on it which are connected to Internet and for some payment you can use PC.
In Australia it was easier. I could go to local library and use Internet free without time limits. Such service is not presented in Russian libraries.
Many people don't have own PCs and Internet at home and they use Internet-cafe.
Can you tell me about your family? About your parents? I'd like to find out more about your life?
Have a nice day!
P.S. Please, write me your post addresses that I could send you a post-card for any holidays.
I am sending you my photo in this e-mail as usual.
Zitat:Date: Thu, 12 Feb 2015 05:45:37 -0500