Ausschnitte aus dem letzten Skype-Chat.

interesting....you can relax after that right baby?
[22.05.2014 14:18:53] xxx: I really don`t know if i can...I never thought and expected  that the feelings are overwhelming me like now .....be glad,you can`t see me now!
[22.05.2014 14:22:17] David Caldwell: I don't understand you?
[22.05.2014 14:24:15] xxx: forget it,don`t need to understand.....anyway.........
[22.05.2014 14:25:29] xxx: i`m fighting with my feelings right now
[22.05.2014 14:25:55] David Caldwell: Really wish i knew what you were fighting with...is it your feelings or the fact that you don't trust me enough to support me?
[22.05.2014 14:31:03] David Caldwell: Hello?
[22.05.2014 14:34:25] xxx: my feelings are running high at the moment and i can`t control it ,all i want is cry about all this nuts!      How could i support you!?! There is only one thing possible wich i can`t give you ,cos i don`t have it.....That`s all!
[22.05.2014 14:36:26] David Caldwell: You shouldn't let your feelings run too high so it doesn't bring issues you can't control later...
[22.05.2014 14:36:54] David Caldwell: you need to think about your kids baby....they need you so you need to take things real easy
[22.05.2014 14:38:30] xxx: Yes,very wise spoken!  You don`t understand me......it is like it is,can`t change that
[22.05.2014 14:42:25] xxx: LIke so many things we can`t change anymore
[22.05.2014 14:58:29] xxx: I really wanted to get involve with you and trying to make it together,maybe it would be go fine ,if there were not these adverse conditions
[22.05.2014 15:00:59] David Caldwell: Yeah baby i wanted that too but the situation of things isnt just helping
[22.05.2014 15:01:12]xxx: Ihope  you `ll get out of this terrible situation! There is nothing i wish more at this time! Believe me!
[22.05.2014 15:02:31] David Caldwell: i understand that sweetie.....
[22.05.2014 15:06:50] David Caldwell: It's not your fault i'm in this situation....it really has nothing to do with you, me going to jail or not....you will live you life
[22.05.2014 15:10:23] xxx: Yes David,i know,but you mean so much to me ...can`t and wont get you out of my mind....i know ,that i`m not fault .....
[22.05.2014 15:11:17] xxx: It`sa really difficoult situatin for us both....of course for you more than me

[22.05.2014 15:15:18] David Caldwell: Thanks for understanding me, i feel so hurt this is happening right now
[22.05.2014 15:17:30] David Caldwell: a friend is getting some funds across to me in few minutes...i think i will be having around 4,500euros
[22.05.2014 15:17:45] David Caldwell: i'm not giving up easily like that but i wish i had someone to support me in this really....
[22.05.2014 15:19:43] David Caldwell: Baby why can you help seek a loan? i have 38000 euros in the finance department here....you are my other half, my partner...we can do this together...i need you so much, i'm going weak.....really dont want to have to go back to the States
[22.05.2014 15:20:06] David Caldwell: I can pay immediately my account is released, i can promise that
[22.05.2014 15:26:09] xxx: I can`t help you,,,,xxalready because of xxx,it`s exphensive too for me.....wherefom shall i get the money!
[22.05.2014 15:27:20] David Caldwell: Thanks so much....let's just drop this issue and talk about something else
[22.05.2014 15:27:29] xxx: I cry all the time  ,but idon`t know how to help you...really! I sign off now, i have to go to my appointment.....I`m so sorry!
[22.05.2014 15:27:30] David Caldwell: i understand you xxx
[22.05.2014 15:27:47] David Caldwell: Alright....take good care of yourself
[22.05.2014 15:28:46] xxx: I do, the same to you
[22.05.2014 15:30:41] xxx: I will get back to you ,OK?
[22.05.2014 15:31:01] David Caldwell: sure sweetie
[22.05.2014 15:31:27] David Caldwell: missing you so much already, i still want to be the reason you smile and happy
[22.05.2014 15:32:08] xxx: i m iss you too....so much
[22.05.2014 15:32:29] David Caldwell: go for your appointment baby

Danach gings dann noch auf dem Handy weiter....ich hatte ihn längst durchschaut und hab mitgemacht,weil ich sehen wollte,wie weit er geht, aber da ich ihm sagte ich hab das Geld nicht und selbst WENN ich es hätte,würde ich nie einfach einem Fremden,den ich nie zuvor gesehen habe, Geld schicken!!!.....das war dann wohl endgültig und er wußte definitiv,dass da nix kommt ,also hieß es dann ganz schnell" it doesent meant to be with us, go on with your live....",Vorbei die große Liebe.....obwohl er bis zum Schluß nicht ausfallend wurde.....wir haben uns "im Guten getrennt".....das reichte mir dann aber auch !Also Mädels, nicht auf solche Typen reinfallen!!!!